Its true that I am not able to bring happiness to everyone but please do not deprive me from trying to make you HAPPY...............................................

Saturday, April 15, 2006

Fully disappointed on myself...

I am damn disappointed on myself.. haiz.. For what reason? Food.. haiz.. today my friends visited me at my workplace.. of course they make alot trouble for me.. but just for jokes.. then finally serious.. as i got to cook for them.. 1 of them first say what he want, a fried fish rice.. i done it in fews minutes.. of course is good.. then the rest keep say alot of things.. then in the end i got to cook for them in 1 shot... i cook a pork chop , and 2 fried chicken.. haiz.. because i too concentrate on the pork chop.. i accidentally over fried the chickens.. then becuase got to save the chickens.. my pork chop also got troubled.. haiz.. in the end of course all not happy.. i cooked such lousy things even though my cooking skill is good.. they keep say sarcastic words.. i very sianz and not happy... of course thats not my abiltities... haiz.. then i realize the main problem is i lack the experience and concentration in cooking alot of stuffs.. and thats really true.. haiz.. cant believe i first time cook so lousy.. even though i keep cook for others and got praised got potential... haiz.. i that afternoon no morale at all.. its like spirit flew away.. lucky it back in night.. i manage to get back myself...haiz.. i learned my lesson of course.. and i must success the next time.. but of course confirm not to my friends anymore.. they sure wont visit me le.. haiz.. never mind.. i will success.. haha.. good practice to my reaction too.. haha... of course endurance.. haha... ok i will stop here... so long.....

Ended the storytelling at -->11:06 PM
I am just a Fool who want to make who I cared to be happy.
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Name -> Hu MingFan
Age -> Going 20 this year
Occupation -> Temasek Polytechnic Student
Birth date -> 19 OCT 1988
E-mail -> humingfan@hotmail.com

Never do that on me!!!
*Being looked down
*Being judged just by few stuffs
*Being criticised by friends
*Friends that never know my existence
*Cant do what i want
*Being forced to do what i dont like
*Friends that only care about themselves
*Friends that abandon me

What i love???
*Being praised on my performance
*Be with my friends
*Play with my friends
*Sports & Games
*Idling away
*Chatting
*Having a smooth day
*Laugh with my friends
*Blog Hopping =D

What am i truely???
Okay above listed were just my basic characteristic trait. But i dont think you could know me well from there.
Well, what i typed out now, is surely opposite of what you all think of me.

I am a quiet boy, true enough. But to avoid for friends to feel bored and embarrassed, i start conversation but the likelyhood is low. Force me chat with a topic. I will never say no to a chat.
Too helpful, considered a weakness to me but not to you all, right? Mostly what you all asked i will do it, as long i can. Of course i stil got some unwillingness sometimes.
Still a thrill seeker, you can make that out, and you will see my hyperactive side.
My talkative side? I am a cyber chatterbox.
A very negative boy and no compeition mindset. Motivate me, if not, you can win me as easy as 1.2.3. % being motivated is 20% unless u make me unhappy with u.
Look like blur boy, but can actually know how you feel, sensitive to emotions. Anything stirred, i can feel it.
A very secretive boy, say anything to me i will just keep it. Even my stuffs. I will never say out, dont try to make me say out, cause probably will hurt me afterward or you.
Too easy to satisfied, due to my lives, everythings hard to come by, so i will treasured every little things u gave me. Thanks.
Am i stupid? Thats up to you, but to be frank. I always a lazy person to start off, so no efforts and so, no result. Unless needed if not i wont show out what i know. The most wrong things to do is.. look down on me.
To be honest, i quite an good actor, cause you never know the true side of me, so just know it and deal with me. Thats a friend i really want...

What i want...
*~~Be happy forever~~
*~~Have the N91 phone~~
*Grow taller
*Slim down
*~~A laptop~~
*A own room
*s+uDy r00m
*~~Friends that really care~~
*Family that understand me
*Having a healthy lifestyle
*Get serious on my studies
*Study really hard for my exam