Its true that I am not able to bring happiness to everyone but please do not deprive me from trying to make you HAPPY...............................................

Sunday, June 04, 2006

I really out of my mind...

I been studying crazily.. yesterday i sleep at 3+.. playing.. got attrated to go play.. cause by my friends.. lol..cannot blame them.. since i like to play games... and today wake up at 12+.. so late.. haiz.. then i faster get ready to study.. but i really cant study at home.. its too messy.. then i must have friends beside me then can study i think.. lol.. actually i dont know how i study de.. sometime can study seriously on my own like at library yesterday.. but then sometime must study with my firends to get serious.. but then i confirm i cant study at home... i just couldnt study at home.. too messy.. haiz.. my personal life was more stressful than any other things.. why i so pathetic de... i called siangyee at 1pm... to come my house study since he lived so near to me.. when he reach my house and we start study haikal sms me said he want to study and called me along.. oh my.. why didnt he contact me earlier.. i wanted to go library.. but scare later cant study as i dont know when i can get serious.. so i asked my friend wanna go.. but he said dont want.. no choice since i must respect his choices so i reject the offer by haikal.. very sorry.. but then also no use.. siangyee keep playing.. cant concentrate.. then more worse.. he took the opportunity that when i go toilet he took my handphone and any how send message say i gay.. i love him.. what the.. luckily he only send 2 to 2 person.. but actually i didnt notice at that time.. i noticed after 6 hours!!! lol.. as he left home at 4+.. then called me again said want to go macdonald study.. since its 24hrs we can stay up late.. then while i studying so seriously.. i saw him seeing my sent list on my hp.. then saw 2 person which i didnt sent message to them.. then i realize it... so late liao.. 6 hours have passed.. i at public keep strangling him... LOL.. of course just for fun.. i dont know why i didnt get angry la.. but then i keep making him.. lol.. but then.. my concentration got destroyed.. lol.. so sad... so we 2 left at 1.. so i just reach home only.. but now going to do more crazy stuff.. i going to chiong.. which mean rush in hokkien.. as i tomorrow going to work.. actually no need de.. but my cousin got something need to do which must go 1.. cause me.. haiz.. so now going to burn midnight oil.. not going to sleep!! crazy!! but i think i can.. just hope tomorrow not much customer.. so i can keep resting.. haha.. i met my old friend when i walking to mac by the way.. yiling.. haha.. she very funny de.. so long never see her.. she just add me in msn.. so i was chating with her now.. relax before study ma.. ok so thats all for today.. oh ya.. if haikal you will seeing my blog.. i sorry that i reject your offer hor.. sorry ahz.. so wish everyone which in my class good luck.. haha.. bye bye.....

Ended the storytelling at -->1:25 AM
I am just a Fool who want to make who I cared to be happy.
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*_-_MY TRUSTED ONES_-_*

* _ - _ E V G _ - _ *
[==_ Joseph _==]
[==_ IYeu _==]
[==_ Siangyee _==]
[==_ KianWee _==]
[==_ HiuFeng _==]

* _ - _ C o l l e a g u e s _ - _ *
[==_ SiNi _==]
[==_ Justin _==]
[==_ Chariot _==]
[==_ Alan _==]
[==_ Alan2 _==]
[==_ Jack _==]
[==_ Janine _==]
[==_ Umairah _==]

* _ - _ Q i h u a _ - _ *
[==_ LiHui _==]
[==_ Aeris _==]
[==_ Tracy _==]
[==_ Genevieve _==]

* _ - _ T e m a s e k P o l y t e c h n i c _ - _*
[==_ Haikal _==]
[==_ Adriel _==]
[==_ Siti _==]

* _ - _ F a m i l i e s _ - _ *
[==_ MingYi (small bro) _==]
[==_ HweePing (Cousin) _==]
[==_ ShuLing (Cousin) _==]
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Name -> Hu MingFan
Age -> Going 20 this year
Occupation -> Temasek Polytechnic Student
Birth date -> 19 OCT 1988
E-mail -> humingfan@hotmail.com

Never do that on me!!!
*Being looked down
*Being judged just by few stuffs
*Being criticised by friends
*Friends that never know my existence
*Cant do what i want
*Being forced to do what i dont like
*Friends that only care about themselves
*Friends that abandon me

What i love???
*Being praised on my performance
*Be with my friends
*Play with my friends
*Sports & Games
*Idling away
*Chatting
*Having a smooth day
*Laugh with my friends
*Blog Hopping =D

What am i truely???
Okay above listed were just my basic characteristic trait. But i dont think you could know me well from there.
Well, what i typed out now, is surely opposite of what you all think of me.

I am a quiet boy, true enough. But to avoid for friends to feel bored and embarrassed, i start conversation but the likelyhood is low. Force me chat with a topic. I will never say no to a chat.
Too helpful, considered a weakness to me but not to you all, right? Mostly what you all asked i will do it, as long i can. Of course i stil got some unwillingness sometimes.
Still a thrill seeker, you can make that out, and you will see my hyperactive side.
My talkative side? I am a cyber chatterbox.
A very negative boy and no compeition mindset. Motivate me, if not, you can win me as easy as 1.2.3. % being motivated is 20% unless u make me unhappy with u.
Look like blur boy, but can actually know how you feel, sensitive to emotions. Anything stirred, i can feel it.
A very secretive boy, say anything to me i will just keep it. Even my stuffs. I will never say out, dont try to make me say out, cause probably will hurt me afterward or you.
Too easy to satisfied, due to my lives, everythings hard to come by, so i will treasured every little things u gave me. Thanks.
Am i stupid? Thats up to you, but to be frank. I always a lazy person to start off, so no efforts and so, no result. Unless needed if not i wont show out what i know. The most wrong things to do is.. look down on me.
To be honest, i quite an good actor, cause you never know the true side of me, so just know it and deal with me. Thats a friend i really want...

What i want...
*~~Be happy forever~~
*~~Have the N91 phone~~
*Grow taller
*Slim down
*~~A laptop~~
*A own room
*s+uDy r00m
*~~Friends that really care~~
*Family that understand me
*Having a healthy lifestyle
*Get serious on my studies
*Study really hard for my exam