Its true that I am not able to bring happiness to everyone but please do not deprive me from trying to make you HAPPY...............................................

Saturday, October 28, 2006

Unlucky streak..

Ok.. bad to annouce i getting back my unluckiness.. its really too bad to be true.. i already feel very tired about fighting against my own unluckiness.. thought to be gone.. and now its back.. well.. i not religious.. but i just too scare of unlucky as its really a fact to be... well put in this way.. its like scheduled stuff will happened.. and who want? guess no 1 like it.. its not like is a talent.. its an omen.. bad omen.. while lets sum up some of it.. my mp3 its spoiling so suddenly.. i have not able to bought my handphone yet.. mp3 cant spoilt at this time!! and its include my headphone!! what is these.. even my hairband spoilt adnormally!! in case you all dont know.. actually i wear hairband at home due to long hair =X well.. even simple things also like this.. if you think just so little.. i can tell you its even more.. and this is just begginning stage.. sometime.. i really feel like give up and rest for eternality.. but i cant give up since i fought with fate so long.. just how.. computer also deteriorated.. and what else? family is having money problem and i got to cough out all my hard earned money!! its my dream you know!! i just cant take it.. always when my dream going to come true.. its burst.. burst in such a weird way.. i just cant believe it.. first time is the time i work as fruit seller.. finally work finish.. got at least a thousand.. can buy my handphone.. i was so happy until.. my mom say this money shall use as my school fees... how could it be?? i mean its not wrong for parent to ask me cough out money for assistance.. but then.. why does fate have to choose such a timing? i cant believe it.. now again.. when the hairband spoilt.. which is just now.. i know.. its coming.. with the school start.. i cant imagine how i face this.. i am tired.. just way too tired.....

Ended the storytelling at -->4:29 PM
I am just a Fool who want to make who I cared to be happy.
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Name -> Hu MingFan
Age -> Going 20 this year
Occupation -> Temasek Polytechnic Student
Birth date -> 19 OCT 1988
E-mail -> humingfan@hotmail.com

Never do that on me!!!
*Being looked down
*Being judged just by few stuffs
*Being criticised by friends
*Friends that never know my existence
*Cant do what i want
*Being forced to do what i dont like
*Friends that only care about themselves
*Friends that abandon me

What i love???
*Being praised on my performance
*Be with my friends
*Play with my friends
*Sports & Games
*Idling away
*Chatting
*Having a smooth day
*Laugh with my friends
*Blog Hopping =D

What am i truely???
Okay above listed were just my basic characteristic trait. But i dont think you could know me well from there.
Well, what i typed out now, is surely opposite of what you all think of me.

I am a quiet boy, true enough. But to avoid for friends to feel bored and embarrassed, i start conversation but the likelyhood is low. Force me chat with a topic. I will never say no to a chat.
Too helpful, considered a weakness to me but not to you all, right? Mostly what you all asked i will do it, as long i can. Of course i stil got some unwillingness sometimes.
Still a thrill seeker, you can make that out, and you will see my hyperactive side.
My talkative side? I am a cyber chatterbox.
A very negative boy and no compeition mindset. Motivate me, if not, you can win me as easy as 1.2.3. % being motivated is 20% unless u make me unhappy with u.
Look like blur boy, but can actually know how you feel, sensitive to emotions. Anything stirred, i can feel it.
A very secretive boy, say anything to me i will just keep it. Even my stuffs. I will never say out, dont try to make me say out, cause probably will hurt me afterward or you.
Too easy to satisfied, due to my lives, everythings hard to come by, so i will treasured every little things u gave me. Thanks.
Am i stupid? Thats up to you, but to be frank. I always a lazy person to start off, so no efforts and so, no result. Unless needed if not i wont show out what i know. The most wrong things to do is.. look down on me.
To be honest, i quite an good actor, cause you never know the true side of me, so just know it and deal with me. Thats a friend i really want...

What i want...
*~~Be happy forever~~
*~~Have the N91 phone~~
*Grow taller
*Slim down
*~~A laptop~~
*A own room
*s+uDy r00m
*~~Friends that really care~~
*Family that understand me
*Having a healthy lifestyle
*Get serious on my studies
*Study really hard for my exam