Its true that I am not able to bring happiness to everyone but please do not deprive me from trying to make you HAPPY...............................................

Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Way too over...

Its so over exagerating... but its true.. what things... work lor.. still got what.. i always self tortured.. but if not because the school efficiency.. i wont have to.. or maybe its just me.. really not suit for Polytechnic life style.. just really not suit... I was so regret sleeping.. and so regret never go retake.. so many regret.. so when will i stop to have my regrets.. haiz... my brain malfunctioning... my spoken english getting weird.. keep saying wrong stuff or have wrong combination... when i look at math tutorial question i did.. i actually forgot how to do!!! oh my goodness... i really doomed this time.. yesterday didnt sleep at all. was tossing here and there.. think of my stuffs... i was so.. argh.. when fall asleep.. its time to wake up.. real pathetic.. then go school.. realise malfunctioning.. so redo all my math tutorial questions.. i mean WHOLE.. freak man.. am i over paranoid? then the PSPS project finally teacher said okay.. but! need demonstration to show my product will work!! how could it be?? why i always get those weirdest stuffs happening on me!! she didnt tell others but me.. then math class.. think cant take it fall asleep.. then after that.. blur blur walk till library.. then blur blur walk around go find siangyee.. had lunch at the garden.. lol.. because he doing his work there.. so funny.. i also join him.. then go libary.. though should be awake... but wrong!! i fall asleep again.. and its deep sleep that siangyee cant even wake me up.. i know that will happened.. so i slept till 5!! late for 1 hour.. so i was so doomed.. when i reach the classroom. i go toilet first. and saw my teacher.. haha.. told him the truth he tell me to went in.. but then when i went in.. not even 1 of my member was there.. i was o.O.. then thought wrong class.. walk out again.. then realize correct.. lol.. then i stand at corridor.. dont know what to do.. all having discussion.. and my member not even 1 was there.. how could it be!! all run away... so my fate was like that.. continue... teacher came back and saw me loitering... i told him my member gone.. he tell me went in and find another group to discuss.. haiz.. keep quiet all the time as expected.. i was so wish i could have my desired team for just once.. i will be at least very happy... history repeated like last time esfac.. which i overslept too.. haha... now really very exhausted.. must sleep.. but cant!! IWD quiz... haiz... need to study too.. really can blame myself... and still got math.. brain.. please function well tomorrow... haiz.. go study le.. brainwacking.....

Ended the storytelling at -->11:33 PM
I am just a Fool who want to make who I cared to be happy.
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Name -> Hu MingFan
Age -> Going 20 this year
Occupation -> Temasek Polytechnic Student
Birth date -> 19 OCT 1988
E-mail -> humingfan@hotmail.com

Never do that on me!!!
*Being looked down
*Being judged just by few stuffs
*Being criticised by friends
*Friends that never know my existence
*Cant do what i want
*Being forced to do what i dont like
*Friends that only care about themselves
*Friends that abandon me

What i love???
*Being praised on my performance
*Be with my friends
*Play with my friends
*Sports & Games
*Idling away
*Chatting
*Having a smooth day
*Laugh with my friends
*Blog Hopping =D

What am i truely???
Okay above listed were just my basic characteristic trait. But i dont think you could know me well from there.
Well, what i typed out now, is surely opposite of what you all think of me.

I am a quiet boy, true enough. But to avoid for friends to feel bored and embarrassed, i start conversation but the likelyhood is low. Force me chat with a topic. I will never say no to a chat.
Too helpful, considered a weakness to me but not to you all, right? Mostly what you all asked i will do it, as long i can. Of course i stil got some unwillingness sometimes.
Still a thrill seeker, you can make that out, and you will see my hyperactive side.
My talkative side? I am a cyber chatterbox.
A very negative boy and no compeition mindset. Motivate me, if not, you can win me as easy as 1.2.3. % being motivated is 20% unless u make me unhappy with u.
Look like blur boy, but can actually know how you feel, sensitive to emotions. Anything stirred, i can feel it.
A very secretive boy, say anything to me i will just keep it. Even my stuffs. I will never say out, dont try to make me say out, cause probably will hurt me afterward or you.
Too easy to satisfied, due to my lives, everythings hard to come by, so i will treasured every little things u gave me. Thanks.
Am i stupid? Thats up to you, but to be frank. I always a lazy person to start off, so no efforts and so, no result. Unless needed if not i wont show out what i know. The most wrong things to do is.. look down on me.
To be honest, i quite an good actor, cause you never know the true side of me, so just know it and deal with me. Thats a friend i really want...

What i want...
*~~Be happy forever~~
*~~Have the N91 phone~~
*Grow taller
*Slim down
*~~A laptop~~
*A own room
*s+uDy r00m
*~~Friends that really care~~
*Family that understand me
*Having a healthy lifestyle
*Get serious on my studies
*Study really hard for my exam