Its true that I am not able to bring happiness to everyone but please do not deprive me from trying to make you HAPPY...............................................

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

Bad Day..

What a day i had today.. my gastric pain remerged.. pain make me feel weak.. and what i can do? ya. 1 things.. rest.. i working.. how to rest.. i was.. argh.. today morning when we start work as usual.. then had breakfast.. but after that breakfast.. i suffered dizzy spell.. freak.. i cant concentrate at all.. then we walk for long time in orchard pitching people (pitch means we ask people for donation) i ordered a large coke and gulp it down.. wee.. feel great.. my leader stunned see me ordered large coke.. asked me am i that thristy.. haha.. i told him the truth.. and he tell me got anything just tell him... well.. my collection was low.. as no mood and strength.. after we start again.. no people willing to donate.. i getting demoralized.. and what more worst? gastric pain.. such a bad day i had indeed.. i dragging them down with my slow movement.. leader say he dont want to be burdened down... tell me go rest.. well.. not hostile or harsh.. its true.. i really burdening him down.. by the way.. not my leader bringing me out.. but other leader.. but still address him as leader.. next time find a better link for description.. anyway.. i actually dont know he felt burdened.. until when i was not around in office.. he told others.. well.. cant blame and say anything.. as i said.. so.. thats all for work...

Oh ya.. another funny stuff.. like i and yeu fight in train.. lol.. and my leader wanted me rest.. but i figured something actually happening.. so funny.. where got people tell others to rest when the people said to be okay.. well.. he forced me to take leave.. and he said got things for me to do.. so.. no choice... but surely is about yeu birthday party tomorrow.. which going to happened at 12am.. which should be said 0000 of 22 march.. instead of 12am of 21.. haha.. yeu birthday at 22th.. so get it? haha.. anyway.. well.. hope he get the lesser pain of birthday bash.. as after the party is our evg classmate help him celebrate.. the birthday bash sure is hell as evg student violent de.. unlike me.. =X lol.. anyway just hope so.. but still weird not going to work.. and whats' more? helping yeu to make party.. aiyo.. tomorrow sure is a weird day.. haha.. okay thats all.. minutes passed and another day come.....

Ended the storytelling at -->12:57 AM
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Name -> Hu MingFan
Age -> Going 20 this year
Occupation -> Temasek Polytechnic Student
Birth date -> 19 OCT 1988
E-mail -> humingfan@hotmail.com

Never do that on me!!!
*Being looked down
*Being judged just by few stuffs
*Being criticised by friends
*Friends that never know my existence
*Cant do what i want
*Being forced to do what i dont like
*Friends that only care about themselves
*Friends that abandon me

What i love???
*Being praised on my performance
*Be with my friends
*Play with my friends
*Sports & Games
*Idling away
*Chatting
*Having a smooth day
*Laugh with my friends
*Blog Hopping =D

What am i truely???
Okay above listed were just my basic characteristic trait. But i dont think you could know me well from there.
Well, what i typed out now, is surely opposite of what you all think of me.

I am a quiet boy, true enough. But to avoid for friends to feel bored and embarrassed, i start conversation but the likelyhood is low. Force me chat with a topic. I will never say no to a chat.
Too helpful, considered a weakness to me but not to you all, right? Mostly what you all asked i will do it, as long i can. Of course i stil got some unwillingness sometimes.
Still a thrill seeker, you can make that out, and you will see my hyperactive side.
My talkative side? I am a cyber chatterbox.
A very negative boy and no compeition mindset. Motivate me, if not, you can win me as easy as 1.2.3. % being motivated is 20% unless u make me unhappy with u.
Look like blur boy, but can actually know how you feel, sensitive to emotions. Anything stirred, i can feel it.
A very secretive boy, say anything to me i will just keep it. Even my stuffs. I will never say out, dont try to make me say out, cause probably will hurt me afterward or you.
Too easy to satisfied, due to my lives, everythings hard to come by, so i will treasured every little things u gave me. Thanks.
Am i stupid? Thats up to you, but to be frank. I always a lazy person to start off, so no efforts and so, no result. Unless needed if not i wont show out what i know. The most wrong things to do is.. look down on me.
To be honest, i quite an good actor, cause you never know the true side of me, so just know it and deal with me. Thats a friend i really want...

What i want...
*~~Be happy forever~~
*~~Have the N91 phone~~
*Grow taller
*Slim down
*~~A laptop~~
*A own room
*s+uDy r00m
*~~Friends that really care~~
*Family that understand me
*Having a healthy lifestyle
*Get serious on my studies
*Study really hard for my exam