Its true that I am not able to bring happiness to everyone but please do not deprive me from trying to make you HAPPY...............................................

Monday, November 12, 2007

Different..

Hi blog,

Today i finally reached school just in time for the Lunch. But... I was soaked all because the rain. Haiz.. Then running in the rain guess let me catch a cold. Totally feel uneasy. Finally i struggled till the end of the school..

Reached home and lay on the bed for hours, still cant fall asleep. I should be tired, but I just cant sleep. How can an insomia be so terrible.

Another thing bothered me.. I dont know why i am feeling so scare this few days. I dont know why, I keep trembling these few days. I am scare of something, something i dont even know what is it. Damn.. So i never have peaceful days isnt it? I trying to be noisy.. I trying to smile.. I trying to talk.. So i could get rid all those feelings. Haiz.. Who am I? I think i got second personality. A crazy me =D. Yet got another me.. A totally unknown ability. When i suddenly did something extrordinary, all those ideas and actions are not what i thinking. I think i really have no control over my brain..

Okay la.. Finally 1 emo post after all happy post these few weeks. Maybe emo side suit me better? NO LA.. I know what you all thinking. Be happy =D I will. As usual, i will solve all those feelings by myself and be back the happy Fan you all know.

Dont ask me to be my ownself. Cause you all sure wont like it.. Trust me... =D

Fan Logging Off.....

Ended the storytelling at -->9:36 PM
I am just a Fool who want to make who I cared to be happy.
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Name -> Hu MingFan
Age -> Going 20 this year
Occupation -> Temasek Polytechnic Student
Birth date -> 19 OCT 1988
E-mail -> humingfan@hotmail.com

Never do that on me!!!
*Being looked down
*Being judged just by few stuffs
*Being criticised by friends
*Friends that never know my existence
*Cant do what i want
*Being forced to do what i dont like
*Friends that only care about themselves
*Friends that abandon me

What i love???
*Being praised on my performance
*Be with my friends
*Play with my friends
*Sports & Games
*Idling away
*Chatting
*Having a smooth day
*Laugh with my friends
*Blog Hopping =D

What am i truely???
Okay above listed were just my basic characteristic trait. But i dont think you could know me well from there.
Well, what i typed out now, is surely opposite of what you all think of me.

I am a quiet boy, true enough. But to avoid for friends to feel bored and embarrassed, i start conversation but the likelyhood is low. Force me chat with a topic. I will never say no to a chat.
Too helpful, considered a weakness to me but not to you all, right? Mostly what you all asked i will do it, as long i can. Of course i stil got some unwillingness sometimes.
Still a thrill seeker, you can make that out, and you will see my hyperactive side.
My talkative side? I am a cyber chatterbox.
A very negative boy and no compeition mindset. Motivate me, if not, you can win me as easy as 1.2.3. % being motivated is 20% unless u make me unhappy with u.
Look like blur boy, but can actually know how you feel, sensitive to emotions. Anything stirred, i can feel it.
A very secretive boy, say anything to me i will just keep it. Even my stuffs. I will never say out, dont try to make me say out, cause probably will hurt me afterward or you.
Too easy to satisfied, due to my lives, everythings hard to come by, so i will treasured every little things u gave me. Thanks.
Am i stupid? Thats up to you, but to be frank. I always a lazy person to start off, so no efforts and so, no result. Unless needed if not i wont show out what i know. The most wrong things to do is.. look down on me.
To be honest, i quite an good actor, cause you never know the true side of me, so just know it and deal with me. Thats a friend i really want...

What i want...
*~~Be happy forever~~
*~~Have the N91 phone~~
*Grow taller
*Slim down
*~~A laptop~~
*A own room
*s+uDy r00m
*~~Friends that really care~~
*Family that understand me
*Having a healthy lifestyle
*Get serious on my studies
*Study really hard for my exam