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Thursday, May 15, 2008

Am I that damn sickening?

Hi blog,

Today really really.. I cant take it liao, I want to scold and scold and scold!!

Why am I always that unlucky, cant bad thing come in 1? Why always come in a wave!!! WHY??? I lost my precious ring, my precious bag spoilt and my wound cut again.

Haiz.. Why am I a multi-tasker for when I still forgot so many things. I put my ring on the basin, then wash my hands also style my hair and also think about what to do later and tomorrow. Happily leave the toilet and leave the library until reached mensa to find out my ring was not with me. Run back to realized somebody actually took that worthless but precious ring. HOW COULD PEOPLE JUST TOOK AWAY THAT RING!! I cant believe, whats more worse the time past just 5 mins plus. Sianz..

Come out of the lift after rush up to 8th floor, a snap sound occured and my bag dropped on the floor. I was like very angry, frustrated and really sad at the same time. Why 'wave' come back again. I thought its gone but its back again.

I really very sad when such stuffs happened. I dont mind ring got missing, as I will just scold and scold and thats it. But when its related to the 'wave' I really cant take it. Dont tell me its coincidence when its like a frequent visitor in my life already. I cant shake off the mind and the truth that I am bad luck...

I didnt even realized that my wound got cut open again, think really was panicked about my ring that I run to something also dont know. The wound already got infected and now reopened. Its so pain.. Of course now its okay le.

You know how the fate laugh at me? Everything that is bad happened good at that moment. When I waiting for my big bro, I saw alot of 69 pass by, somemore its stick together. Are they trying to tell me that I does not deserved that? When I waited for something, its wont happened. Once I not needed, its happened. Thats how the fate treat me. Once I try to notice those trivial stuffs, I realized all these. I just know it.. I could feel that, the string attached me from logic thinking is getting weaker....

Fan Logging Off.....

Ended the storytelling at -->9:33 PM
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Name -> Hu MingFan
Age -> Going 20 this year
Occupation -> Temasek Polytechnic Student
Birth date -> 19 OCT 1988
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Never do that on me!!!
*Being looked down
*Being judged just by few stuffs
*Being criticised by friends
*Friends that never know my existence
*Cant do what i want
*Being forced to do what i dont like
*Friends that only care about themselves
*Friends that abandon me

What i love???
*Being praised on my performance
*Be with my friends
*Play with my friends
*Sports & Games
*Idling away
*Chatting
*Having a smooth day
*Laugh with my friends
*Blog Hopping =D

What am i truely???
Okay above listed were just my basic characteristic trait. But i dont think you could know me well from there.
Well, what i typed out now, is surely opposite of what you all think of me.

I am a quiet boy, true enough. But to avoid for friends to feel bored and embarrassed, i start conversation but the likelyhood is low. Force me chat with a topic. I will never say no to a chat.
Too helpful, considered a weakness to me but not to you all, right? Mostly what you all asked i will do it, as long i can. Of course i stil got some unwillingness sometimes.
Still a thrill seeker, you can make that out, and you will see my hyperactive side.
My talkative side? I am a cyber chatterbox.
A very negative boy and no compeition mindset. Motivate me, if not, you can win me as easy as 1.2.3. % being motivated is 20% unless u make me unhappy with u.
Look like blur boy, but can actually know how you feel, sensitive to emotions. Anything stirred, i can feel it.
A very secretive boy, say anything to me i will just keep it. Even my stuffs. I will never say out, dont try to make me say out, cause probably will hurt me afterward or you.
Too easy to satisfied, due to my lives, everythings hard to come by, so i will treasured every little things u gave me. Thanks.
Am i stupid? Thats up to you, but to be frank. I always a lazy person to start off, so no efforts and so, no result. Unless needed if not i wont show out what i know. The most wrong things to do is.. look down on me.
To be honest, i quite an good actor, cause you never know the true side of me, so just know it and deal with me. Thats a friend i really want...

What i want...
*~~Be happy forever~~
*~~Have the N91 phone~~
*Grow taller
*Slim down
*~~A laptop~~
*A own room
*s+uDy r00m
*~~Friends that really care~~
*Family that understand me
*Having a healthy lifestyle
*Get serious on my studies
*Study really hard for my exam