Its true that I am not able to bring happiness to everyone but please do not deprive me from trying to make you HAPPY...............................................

Monday, June 05, 2006

What i been work on down to the drain...

darn it... i spend so much time to catch up the work also can pass the test.. i was damn tired lor.. still overslept abit in the morning... and what? i failed -.- not i dont know how to do.. its not enough time.. dont know why.. questions so time consuming.. i dont know is it really just nice the time... but i dont think so.. as most of us cant even finish.. i wonder who can get distinction... i was damn sad lor.. i spend so much time for what.. now damn tired.. dont know how to study my ckt..but no choice i still planning to chiong... haiz.. today the bus jammed for 1hour plus.. so crazy.. then i realize that its actually got a traffic accident ahead.. thats why jammed so heavily.. haiz.. get home so late liao... total take nearly 2 hours.. dont know today what day.. first time i met so many friend in a row.. derick, weiwen, clement.. all at admiratly mrt.. but then.. today still not consider a lucky day.. maybe because the test ba... said about friends... i really being neglected.. i have been trying my best.. but.. everyone just go home.. nobody even want to ask me about how the test goes.. or like this.. really very cold.. everyone just go home straigh.. no even 1 want to study.. its like i go to a unknown school.. have an exam dismissed.. i just dont like it.. even though haikal organiseda bbq in the coming holiday.. but its just too plain.. what really going on.. is it my fault? or what?? i really scare about the bbq liao... the whole school like only siangyee... but then our relationship is just drifting away.. ask him study with me.. he said dont want.. why i go into this school... i being bluff by him and he still treating me like this.. we just like going school together eat breakfast.. thats all.. i now really very tired... inside and outside.. considering transfer.. changing course.. alot.. mind so confusing.. haiz.. i better stop now.. before my mind burst out... i still got to study ckt... so i stop here ba.. farewell.....

Ended the storytelling at -->7:43 PM
I am just a Fool who want to make who I cared to be happy.
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Name -> Hu MingFan
Age -> Going 20 this year
Occupation -> Temasek Polytechnic Student
Birth date -> 19 OCT 1988
E-mail -> humingfan@hotmail.com

Never do that on me!!!
*Being looked down
*Being judged just by few stuffs
*Being criticised by friends
*Friends that never know my existence
*Cant do what i want
*Being forced to do what i dont like
*Friends that only care about themselves
*Friends that abandon me

What i love???
*Being praised on my performance
*Be with my friends
*Play with my friends
*Sports & Games
*Idling away
*Chatting
*Having a smooth day
*Laugh with my friends
*Blog Hopping =D

What am i truely???
Okay above listed were just my basic characteristic trait. But i dont think you could know me well from there.
Well, what i typed out now, is surely opposite of what you all think of me.

I am a quiet boy, true enough. But to avoid for friends to feel bored and embarrassed, i start conversation but the likelyhood is low. Force me chat with a topic. I will never say no to a chat.
Too helpful, considered a weakness to me but not to you all, right? Mostly what you all asked i will do it, as long i can. Of course i stil got some unwillingness sometimes.
Still a thrill seeker, you can make that out, and you will see my hyperactive side.
My talkative side? I am a cyber chatterbox.
A very negative boy and no compeition mindset. Motivate me, if not, you can win me as easy as 1.2.3. % being motivated is 20% unless u make me unhappy with u.
Look like blur boy, but can actually know how you feel, sensitive to emotions. Anything stirred, i can feel it.
A very secretive boy, say anything to me i will just keep it. Even my stuffs. I will never say out, dont try to make me say out, cause probably will hurt me afterward or you.
Too easy to satisfied, due to my lives, everythings hard to come by, so i will treasured every little things u gave me. Thanks.
Am i stupid? Thats up to you, but to be frank. I always a lazy person to start off, so no efforts and so, no result. Unless needed if not i wont show out what i know. The most wrong things to do is.. look down on me.
To be honest, i quite an good actor, cause you never know the true side of me, so just know it and deal with me. Thats a friend i really want...

What i want...
*~~Be happy forever~~
*~~Have the N91 phone~~
*Grow taller
*Slim down
*~~A laptop~~
*A own room
*s+uDy r00m
*~~Friends that really care~~
*Family that understand me
*Having a healthy lifestyle
*Get serious on my studies
*Study really hard for my exam