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Wednesday, April 11, 2007

Living agony for few days...

Hi blog.. sorry about didnt blog these few days.. actually was sick.. strange right? previous day i said i getting well.. wy i still sick for 2 more days.. actually i dont know why i didnt get well.. but instead it get worsen.. and actually i burnt till 40.2... haiz... forced to see doctor the next day.. i forgot what doctor say liao as i was really too sick to listen.. my big brother send me there de.. luckily got him.. haiz... until now my body totally no strength even typing.. guess can no need go find work liao.. doctor said i need about few day of resting before i get well.. haiz.. i really sick in the wrong time.. where got people sick during holiday de.. i really cant get it why my fate is like this.. its not like i didnt take care my body.. well.. what happened did happened.. now just hope i could get well fast so i could actually start going out to have some fun with others.. my hand are shaking now.. guess i really sick seriously.. this the 2nd time i fall sick so seiously.. last time is germ infection.. now is high fever... just hope i dont fall sick.. well. my brother is right.. my body immune system are weak when i was small.. so shouldnt go caught in rain so much.. well stop talking all these craps..

I guess i was really being ignored.. none of my friend come see me or concerned me at all even when they know my illness.. am i such a friend that no need care me and let me die faster so no need to see me? or actually is 1 of my friend badmouth me.. which is huat.. actually when previous day or yesterday which i was sick like i dont know when liao.. actually promised them i can go down chit chat with them.. but my fever back and i cant go down.. huat was so sarcastic and still blame me giving him attitude when i haven type anything to scold him or what.. basically this is what i hate about him.. in my life. this my first time i ever hate my friend.. probably he the first 1 ever.. haiz.. am i right saying that? after all he still my friend... or actually he is just what i think.. just die faster.. mayber thats everyone think right? sometime i really want to rest for eternal... not sometime.. is everytime.. i sick and tired of life like that.. which nobody show concern or do something for me after i did so much for them.. i can list so much friend out.. how come not even 1 i could talk my secret out.. once bitten twice shy.. actually my friend even betrayed me.. haiz... and whats more.. he my best buddy i ever acknowledge.. now not buddy le.. as he moved from woodlands and we seldom chat liao.. he once in a while chat with me i very happy liao.. i just a simple boy with no high lever of expectation of having friend and buddy.. but just for low level.. i still cant find.. thats might be my fate... well.. just hope i will get well soon.. hand shaking while typing.. guess i not even recovered half of the condition.. haiz.. think still need few more days of resting.. well.. i also take this chance to classify my friend between a better friends and friends.. at least someone just show his concern to me.. i felt warm.. so thats all. goodbye.....

Ended the storytelling at -->12:58 PM
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Name -> Hu MingFan
Age -> Going 20 this year
Occupation -> Temasek Polytechnic Student
Birth date -> 19 OCT 1988
E-mail -> humingfan@hotmail.com

Never do that on me!!!
*Being looked down
*Being judged just by few stuffs
*Being criticised by friends
*Friends that never know my existence
*Cant do what i want
*Being forced to do what i dont like
*Friends that only care about themselves
*Friends that abandon me

What i love???
*Being praised on my performance
*Be with my friends
*Play with my friends
*Sports & Games
*Idling away
*Chatting
*Having a smooth day
*Laugh with my friends
*Blog Hopping =D

What am i truely???
Okay above listed were just my basic characteristic trait. But i dont think you could know me well from there.
Well, what i typed out now, is surely opposite of what you all think of me.

I am a quiet boy, true enough. But to avoid for friends to feel bored and embarrassed, i start conversation but the likelyhood is low. Force me chat with a topic. I will never say no to a chat.
Too helpful, considered a weakness to me but not to you all, right? Mostly what you all asked i will do it, as long i can. Of course i stil got some unwillingness sometimes.
Still a thrill seeker, you can make that out, and you will see my hyperactive side.
My talkative side? I am a cyber chatterbox.
A very negative boy and no compeition mindset. Motivate me, if not, you can win me as easy as 1.2.3. % being motivated is 20% unless u make me unhappy with u.
Look like blur boy, but can actually know how you feel, sensitive to emotions. Anything stirred, i can feel it.
A very secretive boy, say anything to me i will just keep it. Even my stuffs. I will never say out, dont try to make me say out, cause probably will hurt me afterward or you.
Too easy to satisfied, due to my lives, everythings hard to come by, so i will treasured every little things u gave me. Thanks.
Am i stupid? Thats up to you, but to be frank. I always a lazy person to start off, so no efforts and so, no result. Unless needed if not i wont show out what i know. The most wrong things to do is.. look down on me.
To be honest, i quite an good actor, cause you never know the true side of me, so just know it and deal with me. Thats a friend i really want...

What i want...
*~~Be happy forever~~
*~~Have the N91 phone~~
*Grow taller
*Slim down
*~~A laptop~~
*A own room
*s+uDy r00m
*~~Friends that really care~~
*Family that understand me
*Having a healthy lifestyle
*Get serious on my studies
*Study really hard for my exam