Its true that I am not able to bring happiness to everyone but please do not deprive me from trying to make you HAPPY...............................................

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

Lots to say.. No time to blog..

Hi.. long time no see i suppose.. ya.. really tiring this recently.. go home dropped flat on bed and ZzZ.. but actually.. not working at all.. cant believe right? but well.. its true.. well..

First is at friday.. which i got a doctor appointment which i actually overslept it.. when its at 2pm. thats amazing me right? haha.. well.. no choice i got to change it... so next month then see again.. after that heard they celebrating.. i no mood to go.. so i didnt go.. well sorry to those who wanted me to go like janine and i yeu.. very sorry about it.. i am a weird boy after all...

Second.. ya.. this day i got work.. at saturday.. which worked as promoter this time.. helping sell perfume... hmm.. feel great.. promoting stuffs is fun... but... bad things is.. my leader no mood to pitch.. and so? they suggested slack whole day... and i cant pitch.. feel so bad.. and no pay of course.. freak... my pay is already damn low.. now more low..

Okay.. here come monday... new project time!! and i guessed it right.. only briefing and no start work.. and so... another pay day gone... so sad now.. and i was called to the team outing.. which i wanted to escaped but cant.. haiz.. play lan then play pool.. haha.. i so blurred that actually i can win kian hui and janine the better ones unlike me and chee leong.. the 2 newbies there.. but i made it lose because i pick up the wrong ball when foul occured.. i too blurred -.- so thus.. we lose.. my fault.. but last game i played.. i win it.. i hit the black ball it which nobody guessed i can do it.. hey.. i got potential 1 okay? i last time quite good de lehz.. lol.. anyway.. quite fun.. and we had basketball game afterward.. haha.. finally can play.. but of course.. deproved due to long period of non-playing mood.. freak.. but still can shoot in nice 1 and layup a unexpected score.. told you not to look down on my skill.. haha...

Today.. dammit.. the whole company which included all the branches.. kanna scolded and banned for the new project.. haiz.. another pay day off.. and a week salary gone!! sad like hell.. in morning go there being scolded.. but learned alot.. but still so sad.. go back office.. played lame game.. and learned new pitch for another new project.. again.. tomorrow off.. which supposely today.. and they planned to go sentosa.. i dont wish to go.. because of my skin.. but.. i will caused 3 of my friends not going.. so. cant bring them down due to me.. so no choice.. got to go.. now blogging.. and feel the pain in my throat.. haiz.. sick liao.. die liao.. tomorrow dont know what to do sia.. haiz.. okay la.. stopped here.. time flew past.....

Ended the storytelling at -->2:07 AM
I am just a Fool who want to make who I cared to be happy.
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Name -> Hu MingFan
Age -> Going 20 this year
Occupation -> Temasek Polytechnic Student
Birth date -> 19 OCT 1988
E-mail -> humingfan@hotmail.com

Never do that on me!!!
*Being looked down
*Being judged just by few stuffs
*Being criticised by friends
*Friends that never know my existence
*Cant do what i want
*Being forced to do what i dont like
*Friends that only care about themselves
*Friends that abandon me

What i love???
*Being praised on my performance
*Be with my friends
*Play with my friends
*Sports & Games
*Idling away
*Chatting
*Having a smooth day
*Laugh with my friends
*Blog Hopping =D

What am i truely???
Okay above listed were just my basic characteristic trait. But i dont think you could know me well from there.
Well, what i typed out now, is surely opposite of what you all think of me.

I am a quiet boy, true enough. But to avoid for friends to feel bored and embarrassed, i start conversation but the likelyhood is low. Force me chat with a topic. I will never say no to a chat.
Too helpful, considered a weakness to me but not to you all, right? Mostly what you all asked i will do it, as long i can. Of course i stil got some unwillingness sometimes.
Still a thrill seeker, you can make that out, and you will see my hyperactive side.
My talkative side? I am a cyber chatterbox.
A very negative boy and no compeition mindset. Motivate me, if not, you can win me as easy as 1.2.3. % being motivated is 20% unless u make me unhappy with u.
Look like blur boy, but can actually know how you feel, sensitive to emotions. Anything stirred, i can feel it.
A very secretive boy, say anything to me i will just keep it. Even my stuffs. I will never say out, dont try to make me say out, cause probably will hurt me afterward or you.
Too easy to satisfied, due to my lives, everythings hard to come by, so i will treasured every little things u gave me. Thanks.
Am i stupid? Thats up to you, but to be frank. I always a lazy person to start off, so no efforts and so, no result. Unless needed if not i wont show out what i know. The most wrong things to do is.. look down on me.
To be honest, i quite an good actor, cause you never know the true side of me, so just know it and deal with me. Thats a friend i really want...

What i want...
*~~Be happy forever~~
*~~Have the N91 phone~~
*Grow taller
*Slim down
*~~A laptop~~
*A own room
*s+uDy r00m
*~~Friends that really care~~
*Family that understand me
*Having a healthy lifestyle
*Get serious on my studies
*Study really hard for my exam