Its true that I am not able to bring happiness to everyone but please do not deprive me from trying to make you HAPPY...............................................

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

Nice friends...

Hi blog.. today was a really out of way day.. what i mean.. suffered from "out of focus" the whole day, and recieving treats i never been before.. what i could say today is.. i have break the "past" me....

Today recieved the most unwanted i want for this month.. if you read the newspaper.. the odex has managed to forced legally the Starhub to give out the data of 1000 people.. when i know.. i was like oh my god.. think i am doomed.. thats what i think that time.. and from that time onward.. my heart, body wasnt normal again.. i keep wandered in my thoughts.. thats my friends said.. then finally i decided to speak up what bothered me to qiaofeng.. and why i think i will got it.. cause of the "black cat" nickname i got.. i still desperately make qiaofeng to believe how bad luck i in.. but.. then i realized.. why i so stupid.. i mustnt get it.. and i not that unlucky to get it!! ya.. why i always in negative thinking.. so i braced up and back to my old self at least....

Then was summoned for help by he cheng.. her java totally need "rescue".. so i no choice got to stay back.. then i actually decided to re-do her whole things.. then we keep do and do, and finally we finished it perfectly and just nice the time up for the school closing time.. lol.. yup.. its 9.30pm by that time.. woot.. so late.. and i was really tired since i killing my brain cell fast enough to do out a programme within 3 hours.. he cheng happily.. i also happy.. since i helped another friends secured a pass in 1 module.. but i never expect my kindness to be paid.. she actually accompany me to interchange.. which is good enough.. haha.. then she urge me go into the queue of the 969 when is not that super long.. so okay lor.. there i said good bye and i went in.. then i cant see her anymore.. cant believe she walked so fast.. then i hack care le.. almost closed my eyes while listening my music.. then suddenly my name was called.. i turned back and she was there to deliver a Macdonald Mcspicy meal.. i was like "huh? i didnt ordered that!" lol.. and she just forced me take down.. and she say treat me and didnt even allowed me to return.. now i know why she ushered me into the queue.. cause she dont want me to return the food..

after all these incident today happened.. i now then know how ignorant i was.. so many caring friends.. which i never even noticed.. especially he cheng, never expect she helped me bought a meal cause i didnt had my dinner... lol.. never forget qiaofeng and dennis.. old friends? buddies like reeve and siangyee and confiding friends like chee leong and janine.. friends brought laughter to my dull world like joseph, derick, lyesia, i yeu, kian hui and many many more.. always thought i need to act the humorous mingfan so not to be neglected.. so my effort is not wasted in starting..

I wanna be my true self.. i told myself.. holding the warm food.. i felt warmth since i having flu especially.. then i keep smile.. just cant stop.. maybe.. at least lets grab back the true self.. at least i already know i not a nuisance now.. so no more acting.. i try =D okay le.. long and full of feelings post.. stopped here need to study.. thanks you he cheng =D if not i now should be sleeping le.... Fan Signing Off.....

Ended the storytelling at -->12:51 AM
I am just a Fool who want to make who I cared to be happy.
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Name -> Hu MingFan
Age -> Going 20 this year
Occupation -> Temasek Polytechnic Student
Birth date -> 19 OCT 1988
E-mail -> humingfan@hotmail.com

Never do that on me!!!
*Being looked down
*Being judged just by few stuffs
*Being criticised by friends
*Friends that never know my existence
*Cant do what i want
*Being forced to do what i dont like
*Friends that only care about themselves
*Friends that abandon me

What i love???
*Being praised on my performance
*Be with my friends
*Play with my friends
*Sports & Games
*Idling away
*Chatting
*Having a smooth day
*Laugh with my friends
*Blog Hopping =D

What am i truely???
Okay above listed were just my basic characteristic trait. But i dont think you could know me well from there.
Well, what i typed out now, is surely opposite of what you all think of me.

I am a quiet boy, true enough. But to avoid for friends to feel bored and embarrassed, i start conversation but the likelyhood is low. Force me chat with a topic. I will never say no to a chat.
Too helpful, considered a weakness to me but not to you all, right? Mostly what you all asked i will do it, as long i can. Of course i stil got some unwillingness sometimes.
Still a thrill seeker, you can make that out, and you will see my hyperactive side.
My talkative side? I am a cyber chatterbox.
A very negative boy and no compeition mindset. Motivate me, if not, you can win me as easy as 1.2.3. % being motivated is 20% unless u make me unhappy with u.
Look like blur boy, but can actually know how you feel, sensitive to emotions. Anything stirred, i can feel it.
A very secretive boy, say anything to me i will just keep it. Even my stuffs. I will never say out, dont try to make me say out, cause probably will hurt me afterward or you.
Too easy to satisfied, due to my lives, everythings hard to come by, so i will treasured every little things u gave me. Thanks.
Am i stupid? Thats up to you, but to be frank. I always a lazy person to start off, so no efforts and so, no result. Unless needed if not i wont show out what i know. The most wrong things to do is.. look down on me.
To be honest, i quite an good actor, cause you never know the true side of me, so just know it and deal with me. Thats a friend i really want...

What i want...
*~~Be happy forever~~
*~~Have the N91 phone~~
*Grow taller
*Slim down
*~~A laptop~~
*A own room
*s+uDy r00m
*~~Friends that really care~~
*Family that understand me
*Having a healthy lifestyle
*Get serious on my studies
*Study really hard for my exam