Its true that I am not able to bring happiness to everyone but please do not deprive me from trying to make you HAPPY...............................................

Thursday, November 15, 2007

Fool me..

Hi blog,

Yesterday didnt blogged due to my both brother used both comp and left me with nothing to use. So cruel.. But well.. Nothing much happened just that i bough a headphone this time instead ear piece. Its a neckband actually, oh well, when i wear it, i sure somebody will laugh. Although i like it, the sound quality is super good. But the price make me pierce heart. Though i still bought it, oh well.. haha.

Today also normal, meeting cancelled for the ORGCOM. But what bad is when going home. Should be using about 40 mins to reach home. I ended up using 2 hours.. All because i board the wrong bus at chong pang area -.- Cause i seeing got 3 buses go back to woodlands, 969, 858 and 856. 969 and 858 very fast will reach interchange but i dont know for 856. Then i decided to board whichever bus came first. So end up its 856, i board it happily and i realized its a from yishun to woodlands which go through the factory, sembawang, marsling then the checkpoint.. I was like :"Shit!! Wrong bus!! But no way i could alight when i past by 10 stops. No choice i end up alighting at the checkpoint area to board 913 back home straight. End up 2 hours.. FREAK!! I never want test buses again!!

Haiz.. wasted 1 hour plus of my life for nothing, so angry. Now dont know what to do since i reached home still considered early if compared to last few weeks..

These few days, still acting as a joker just to let me submerged in the joy and laughters. Felt secure at least. My body no longer trembling, thats great. Just dont think too much as i stil need to live on. My true self or not doesnt matter. Cause as long i can make my friends happy i will be happy =D Thats my way of live i guess =D
Fan Logging Off.....

Ended the storytelling at -->4:52 PM
I am just a Fool who want to make who I cared to be happy.
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Name -> Hu MingFan
Age -> Going 20 this year
Occupation -> Temasek Polytechnic Student
Birth date -> 19 OCT 1988
E-mail -> humingfan@hotmail.com

Never do that on me!!!
*Being looked down
*Being judged just by few stuffs
*Being criticised by friends
*Friends that never know my existence
*Cant do what i want
*Being forced to do what i dont like
*Friends that only care about themselves
*Friends that abandon me

What i love???
*Being praised on my performance
*Be with my friends
*Play with my friends
*Sports & Games
*Idling away
*Chatting
*Having a smooth day
*Laugh with my friends
*Blog Hopping =D

What am i truely???
Okay above listed were just my basic characteristic trait. But i dont think you could know me well from there.
Well, what i typed out now, is surely opposite of what you all think of me.

I am a quiet boy, true enough. But to avoid for friends to feel bored and embarrassed, i start conversation but the likelyhood is low. Force me chat with a topic. I will never say no to a chat.
Too helpful, considered a weakness to me but not to you all, right? Mostly what you all asked i will do it, as long i can. Of course i stil got some unwillingness sometimes.
Still a thrill seeker, you can make that out, and you will see my hyperactive side.
My talkative side? I am a cyber chatterbox.
A very negative boy and no compeition mindset. Motivate me, if not, you can win me as easy as 1.2.3. % being motivated is 20% unless u make me unhappy with u.
Look like blur boy, but can actually know how you feel, sensitive to emotions. Anything stirred, i can feel it.
A very secretive boy, say anything to me i will just keep it. Even my stuffs. I will never say out, dont try to make me say out, cause probably will hurt me afterward or you.
Too easy to satisfied, due to my lives, everythings hard to come by, so i will treasured every little things u gave me. Thanks.
Am i stupid? Thats up to you, but to be frank. I always a lazy person to start off, so no efforts and so, no result. Unless needed if not i wont show out what i know. The most wrong things to do is.. look down on me.
To be honest, i quite an good actor, cause you never know the true side of me, so just know it and deal with me. Thats a friend i really want...

What i want...
*~~Be happy forever~~
*~~Have the N91 phone~~
*Grow taller
*Slim down
*~~A laptop~~
*A own room
*s+uDy r00m
*~~Friends that really care~~
*Family that understand me
*Having a healthy lifestyle
*Get serious on my studies
*Study really hard for my exam