Its true that I am not able to bring happiness to everyone but please do not deprive me from trying to make you HAPPY...............................................

Friday, November 30, 2007

Pain...

Hi blog,

Sorry for missing so long. Was not really busy at studying. Maybe playing or sleeping. Anyway i lent my laptop to Sini actually so didnt get a chance to blog. So 1 shot gonna blog what happening these 3 days.

28th November

Hmm.. actually cant remember whether did something happened anot. So probably just skipped it? Haha.. NO la.. I had my CDS pop quiz which was unexpectedly -.- Almost failed but luckily i still can manage.. with some copying =X Before that was with Dennis, Layteng and jiajun squeezing in 1 study room. Haha, just to study okay? Although i played abit =P.. Then when having my CDS i fall asleep and when i wake up, its quiz time -.- which its so sudden. Haiz.. Back home with Siangyee and thats the end...

29th November

Oh great, this day is such a bad bad day. I had my gastric pain come right to me after my lesson and i was pain until almost cant walk. Yet i tried my best to say i am fine. Stupid ehz.. But dont know why, layteng still found out.. Still say i acting strong(Although i do) but what i happy is she actually went down to bought hot water for me. But i bet she dont know i scare of hot stuffs. Haha, scald my tongue actually when gulped it down. Oh well, in exchange for the kindness =D

Met with dennis and ate lunch. Feel abit better, so at least must let them know i am fine this time. But the 'fine' last just short while. The pain started when i and layteng was on the way to TM. Luckily its wasnt so pain so still can handle. Yet after finished buying the pen layteng wanted. Its getting worse and layteng found out due to her very sharp observation -.- Well.. i really got to admit her observation is the best among my friends. No matter how many stuffs i tried to hide she always found out. Although not all, she really made a nice and the most wanted friends i want. Must treat her nicely le.

Went back home by 969 as i cancelled the appointment again due to the pain getting worse. Need to get rest as soon as possible so i can get well and go help my mom with her stall. Just gonna sleep in the bus then suddenly Sini called for help. She need my laptop urgently. Starting i got to reject her cause i cant make it to help my mom if i bring the laptop all the way to ang mo kio since the laptop not with me. Another reason is the pain. But i feel so bad after hanging up the phone with the rejection. Can feel the sadness. Then she called again, this time i never reject and asked for forgiveness from mom for not going to help her that night. Reached home settled some stuff then bring the laptop to her. The pain haven gone yet and i got to stand in the train (Thats the reason i hate to take train) i almost fainted sia. More worse i still run to her house cause she seem to be really in trouble with the project. Though i could rest in her house but from her look i know its impossible. So i went home with a very slow pace cause my body cant afford to walk fast anymore so i slow down to reduce the pain.

Reached home i straight away fall asleep due to the tireness i cant even feel the pain due to the tireness....

29th November

Fine day, my gastric pain gone but actually came back in the morning lucky just short while =D Then went to study after lunch at project room with all the smart people =D

Time for some lessons =D We mass teaching with Dennis, Layteng, Yvonne, QiaoFeng, ZunZun and ShuHui. Basically is the first time we all gathered together and study. So guess everyone learnt alot i guess. Oh ya, this time is layteng fall sick, guess due to the weather i guess. Cause i met alot of people who always cant handle this situation. So for the kindness i recieved i hope she get well the next day =D and i will try my best to teach her!! =D

Thats all for today =D Really glad i know all these friends =D No need i named it cause i know who the 1 who not the 1.. hehe...

Fan Signing Off.....

Ended the storytelling at -->9:36 PM
I am just a Fool who want to make who I cared to be happy.
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Name -> Hu MingFan
Age -> Going 20 this year
Occupation -> Temasek Polytechnic Student
Birth date -> 19 OCT 1988
E-mail -> humingfan@hotmail.com

Never do that on me!!!
*Being looked down
*Being judged just by few stuffs
*Being criticised by friends
*Friends that never know my existence
*Cant do what i want
*Being forced to do what i dont like
*Friends that only care about themselves
*Friends that abandon me

What i love???
*Being praised on my performance
*Be with my friends
*Play with my friends
*Sports & Games
*Idling away
*Chatting
*Having a smooth day
*Laugh with my friends
*Blog Hopping =D

What am i truely???
Okay above listed were just my basic characteristic trait. But i dont think you could know me well from there.
Well, what i typed out now, is surely opposite of what you all think of me.

I am a quiet boy, true enough. But to avoid for friends to feel bored and embarrassed, i start conversation but the likelyhood is low. Force me chat with a topic. I will never say no to a chat.
Too helpful, considered a weakness to me but not to you all, right? Mostly what you all asked i will do it, as long i can. Of course i stil got some unwillingness sometimes.
Still a thrill seeker, you can make that out, and you will see my hyperactive side.
My talkative side? I am a cyber chatterbox.
A very negative boy and no compeition mindset. Motivate me, if not, you can win me as easy as 1.2.3. % being motivated is 20% unless u make me unhappy with u.
Look like blur boy, but can actually know how you feel, sensitive to emotions. Anything stirred, i can feel it.
A very secretive boy, say anything to me i will just keep it. Even my stuffs. I will never say out, dont try to make me say out, cause probably will hurt me afterward or you.
Too easy to satisfied, due to my lives, everythings hard to come by, so i will treasured every little things u gave me. Thanks.
Am i stupid? Thats up to you, but to be frank. I always a lazy person to start off, so no efforts and so, no result. Unless needed if not i wont show out what i know. The most wrong things to do is.. look down on me.
To be honest, i quite an good actor, cause you never know the true side of me, so just know it and deal with me. Thats a friend i really want...

What i want...
*~~Be happy forever~~
*~~Have the N91 phone~~
*Grow taller
*Slim down
*~~A laptop~~
*A own room
*s+uDy r00m
*~~Friends that really care~~
*Family that understand me
*Having a healthy lifestyle
*Get serious on my studies
*Study really hard for my exam