Its true that I am not able to bring happiness to everyone but please do not deprive me from trying to make you HAPPY...............................................

Monday, May 19, 2008

Clearing of rubbish (Stress) & Payback

Hi blog,

17 May

Its the Fund Raiser gathering again!! With the same gang of people just that Janine and Chee Leong is gone but with Jack back with us. Oh well...

Our first stop is go eat. Dont know for what reason, I and kian not hungry at all. So.. We decided to eat something like....

Lol.. Its something Kian noticed it and so we ordered it.. =X (I dont know how to explain the size therefore the picture =D)

After eating, we met up with wei bin and yinghaur by luck. So we went to Lan Shop instead. (Since Alan is not with us yet)

Have some fun playing dota but well, I lost 2 game. (Not fun at all >.<) Lol.. Went to meet up with Alan and we decided to go K-Pool for Pool!!

Wei Bin not happy with me when I win him pool the last time. So he decided to revenge.. >.< Poor me, I know I am going to lose this time cause I know I am not a player which played well in anything at the first try. Oh well, I won in the end (I was anyhow play!!) But not in skill, just luck.. As he hit the black ball to wrong hole. But I know he not happy cause I not focusing. Sorry la, I did tried, but cant. I not that compeititive unless its a showdown with no audience.. Lol..

Whats more amazing? I didnt lose any games afterward.. Oh well, I not that bad.. But not that professional too. So.. Its all luck =D

WeiBin and Yinghaur left after weibin finished the game with us, so he actually didnt withness how lucky I am. Haha.. But.. Not a doubt that he is a very good player. My respects to him. =X

Accompanied Alan to eat his dinner as he didnt had his yet. So our game was quite short. After that, we went to have plenty of photos taking. Its uploaded at my photo blog, take a look there =D

Thats all.....

18 May

Actually very sianz, today should have my last shopping done. But, last minute got 2 friend abandoned. Haiz.. If its 1 still okay, but 2 at the same day telling me not coming for tomorrow. Thats so sianz, no choice got to cancel my trip. Guess not going to pin my hope on them accompany me go buy shoes le. Haiz..

Was planning to sleep my day off but mom's cooking woke me up =X Lol.. Its 11am at that time. After lunch I decided to get back the notes I left it at weibin there accidentally yesterday.

Met him at AMK Hub and went to his house to get my notes. Then I though of payback him the game I owe him. Cause yesterday its obvious he want to win me nicely. So I suggested to play since I have no activities.

We had 5 rounds in total and I lost in the end. Haha.. 2:3 I think I really paid him back as the first game against him, my turn to hit the black ball to the wrong hole. Lol.. The rest was an exciting match. Haha.. But I didnt know I played quite well when its a 9 Feet game since I tried twice in my lifetime only. Luck surely on my side when its pool =X Haha.. But I guess we 2 getting closer now due to such challenge =D 1 new good friend Haha..

Went back home to see leong and Alan. Both at my house because Alan want to use Leong laptop and Leong want to come my house. Such funny chains, so both end up at my house. Accompanied Alan to causeway to have dinner as I also need to give Jack 1 of his notes as he misplaced at my side. Kianhui was there too as he didnt had his dinner yet.

Reached home to realized my dinner was being eaten by my small bro >.< "@#$%&" Lucky still got my mom so had her helped me packed some food for me. The rest of the time no need say, playing dota =X

Haha.. Thats my life.. So boring, thats applied to tomorrow too....

Fan Logging Off.....

Ended the storytelling at -->2:19 AM
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Name -> Hu MingFan
Age -> Going 20 this year
Occupation -> Temasek Polytechnic Student
Birth date -> 19 OCT 1988
E-mail -> humingfan@hotmail.com

Never do that on me!!!
*Being looked down
*Being judged just by few stuffs
*Being criticised by friends
*Friends that never know my existence
*Cant do what i want
*Being forced to do what i dont like
*Friends that only care about themselves
*Friends that abandon me

What i love???
*Being praised on my performance
*Be with my friends
*Play with my friends
*Sports & Games
*Idling away
*Chatting
*Having a smooth day
*Laugh with my friends
*Blog Hopping =D

What am i truely???
Okay above listed were just my basic characteristic trait. But i dont think you could know me well from there.
Well, what i typed out now, is surely opposite of what you all think of me.

I am a quiet boy, true enough. But to avoid for friends to feel bored and embarrassed, i start conversation but the likelyhood is low. Force me chat with a topic. I will never say no to a chat.
Too helpful, considered a weakness to me but not to you all, right? Mostly what you all asked i will do it, as long i can. Of course i stil got some unwillingness sometimes.
Still a thrill seeker, you can make that out, and you will see my hyperactive side.
My talkative side? I am a cyber chatterbox.
A very negative boy and no compeition mindset. Motivate me, if not, you can win me as easy as 1.2.3. % being motivated is 20% unless u make me unhappy with u.
Look like blur boy, but can actually know how you feel, sensitive to emotions. Anything stirred, i can feel it.
A very secretive boy, say anything to me i will just keep it. Even my stuffs. I will never say out, dont try to make me say out, cause probably will hurt me afterward or you.
Too easy to satisfied, due to my lives, everythings hard to come by, so i will treasured every little things u gave me. Thanks.
Am i stupid? Thats up to you, but to be frank. I always a lazy person to start off, so no efforts and so, no result. Unless needed if not i wont show out what i know. The most wrong things to do is.. look down on me.
To be honest, i quite an good actor, cause you never know the true side of me, so just know it and deal with me. Thats a friend i really want...

What i want...
*~~Be happy forever~~
*~~Have the N91 phone~~
*Grow taller
*Slim down
*~~A laptop~~
*A own room
*s+uDy r00m
*~~Friends that really care~~
*Family that understand me
*Having a healthy lifestyle
*Get serious on my studies
*Study really hard for my exam