Its true that I am not able to bring happiness to everyone but please do not deprive me from trying to make you HAPPY...............................................

Thursday, June 19, 2008

Happy birthday Mom!! & Suffering..

Hi blog,

18 june 2008

Today, its my Mom birthday!! Haha.. In the morning, first thing I do is wish her happy birthday. I am the first one!! Haha..

Happily go school, then here come the suffering.. I really dying sia, my body becoming weaker and weaker. Though afterward I went for basketball =X

Played very well in shooting but was kind of Solo.. All because of my friend agitated me to be on fire mode -.- Heck care what my friend said I just shoot in the balls and shut his mouth up. Anyway my performance is way better than him. Better than anyone that time since my score is higher. Not I want to be arrogant, but don't ever look down on people when you don't have the ability to.

Stop all these stupid comments, continue on my story... After the lights off, I rush back home and have a shower. After Mom back, we board Big bro's car and went off to a place called Chomp Chomp Food centre at Serangoon Garden.

Having alot of foods, mostly spicy foods. Lol.. My favourite in the end =X Haha.. Anyway we all bloated, almost cannot walk out of the food centre to my Big Bro's car. Haha.. So happy, we have a great time eating. But too bad the timing cause my Mom need to work. If not we should have more fun =D

19 June 2008

My days are really getting bad to worse, my gastric pain is not going off and feeling getting more and more complicated. Haiz..

As for yesterday.. During the basketball session...

I been trying to keep quiet, and I confirmed even when derick came I didn't talked and crap that much. Yet, in the end they all still forced me to criticise them. They just keep do what I totally don't like when I showing them that I serious trying to do soul-searching.. I wasn't the kind of people who keep talk and talk and talk. I just want to laugh with people's joke or at my own joke. I does not want to talk if its not about joke or work. Freaking friends just want to make me angry and force me stab people.

Why the people who know me well, no.. Its super well is not my secondary school friends but my Polytechnic friends.. I didn't told them anything, I keep things and they able to figure out themselves.

But for secondary school friends, I showing them what I am yet they forever can't get it. Why is that happening.. I really don't know how to deal with my friends over this side. And now.. I even have trouble on the other sides. But mainly is because of me. Haiz..

People who know my good side are only Poly friends, people who know my bad sides only Secondary school friends.. Who the one really know me. I now need listener, I have bottled up too much again.. Haiz... Hate myself for that....

Fan Logging Off.....

Ended the storytelling at -->8:30 PM
I am just a Fool who want to make who I cared to be happy.
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Name -> Hu MingFan
Age -> Going 20 this year
Occupation -> Temasek Polytechnic Student
Birth date -> 19 OCT 1988
E-mail -> humingfan@hotmail.com

Never do that on me!!!
*Being looked down
*Being judged just by few stuffs
*Being criticised by friends
*Friends that never know my existence
*Cant do what i want
*Being forced to do what i dont like
*Friends that only care about themselves
*Friends that abandon me

What i love???
*Being praised on my performance
*Be with my friends
*Play with my friends
*Sports & Games
*Idling away
*Chatting
*Having a smooth day
*Laugh with my friends
*Blog Hopping =D

What am i truely???
Okay above listed were just my basic characteristic trait. But i dont think you could know me well from there.
Well, what i typed out now, is surely opposite of what you all think of me.

I am a quiet boy, true enough. But to avoid for friends to feel bored and embarrassed, i start conversation but the likelyhood is low. Force me chat with a topic. I will never say no to a chat.
Too helpful, considered a weakness to me but not to you all, right? Mostly what you all asked i will do it, as long i can. Of course i stil got some unwillingness sometimes.
Still a thrill seeker, you can make that out, and you will see my hyperactive side.
My talkative side? I am a cyber chatterbox.
A very negative boy and no compeition mindset. Motivate me, if not, you can win me as easy as 1.2.3. % being motivated is 20% unless u make me unhappy with u.
Look like blur boy, but can actually know how you feel, sensitive to emotions. Anything stirred, i can feel it.
A very secretive boy, say anything to me i will just keep it. Even my stuffs. I will never say out, dont try to make me say out, cause probably will hurt me afterward or you.
Too easy to satisfied, due to my lives, everythings hard to come by, so i will treasured every little things u gave me. Thanks.
Am i stupid? Thats up to you, but to be frank. I always a lazy person to start off, so no efforts and so, no result. Unless needed if not i wont show out what i know. The most wrong things to do is.. look down on me.
To be honest, i quite an good actor, cause you never know the true side of me, so just know it and deal with me. Thats a friend i really want...

What i want...
*~~Be happy forever~~
*~~Have the N91 phone~~
*Grow taller
*Slim down
*~~A laptop~~
*A own room
*s+uDy r00m
*~~Friends that really care~~
*Family that understand me
*Having a healthy lifestyle
*Get serious on my studies
*Study really hard for my exam