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Friday, June 06, 2008

Its just so hateful.. & I DONT CARE!!

Hi blog,

05 June 2008

Today was a really bad day. Its just a disaster. Having to hear comments from a lecturer who know nothing. Lost in a compeition with no contribution given. All add up make me soooooo sad >.<

Yesterday went to play badminton as we need to wait for quotation and school purchasing duration. So in another words, I got 2 weeks with nothing to do. So.. We have fun then.

Then we realized our supervisor booked a the badminton court slot after ours!! Means he know we playing. Although don't know whether he is purposely anot, he called us when halfway when we playing and said want to meet us. From the badminton court to end of the engineering school is like.... 5-6 busstop?

Okay never mind about that, before I stepped into the room, I recieved a message from Siemens saying they could help us with the set up and everything. As in they could assist us!! Its a piece of good news!! But whats next made us in 'tormented one hour' Supervisor think its not a good idea just because he himself won't use it. He don't know anything at all yet at here said so much really make me angry.

Know what? He said he running late as he got something important to do. Yea.. Badminton, he just ushered us to leave instead of trying to say more on it. All the time I see him notice the time on his watch. Thats the kind of person he is.. Haiz...

Really making me so saddened that I can't concentrate on my games later on. I feel lethargic, then no performance at all. I told myself I want to be more serious on it and do my best by showing what I got. In the end i didn't, was a burden.. Hate it... Although I made my last contribution by snatching the ball away from the opponent in case they scored it if not we could have lost. Thats what make me feel good and thats all. Haiz.....

06 June 2008

Today went to school with dampened spirit. A hope we managed to get a grip on gone again. How sad would that be? I think thats the reason I was being sent into deep nap after I finished the design for our model. Did my part at least before I slept =X

After 3 hours of sleeping I was being pulled out of my sleep and went to ITAS eat. Then we went to find our Lab Supervisor to ask for advice on the stupid idea our supervisor keep insisted on.

After 1 hour of lecturing, we cleared our mind. Why should we follow an idea by a ignorant fellow. Our idea is definitely better than his why we gave up? Yea!! Lets get back to the original plan then!! Woot..

Thats what we decided and our mood back to high. Cool.. But now, we need to settle on how to convince him on doing that by showing him how stupid his idea is. XD Bad isn't it? Lol.. We are already sick of him, really.. Didn't know my Care Person which also the Supervisor of my project is such person. Making me really disappointed.....

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Ended the storytelling at -->8:50 PM
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Name -> Hu MingFan
Age -> Going 20 this year
Occupation -> Temasek Polytechnic Student
Birth date -> 19 OCT 1988
E-mail -> humingfan@hotmail.com

Never do that on me!!!
*Being looked down
*Being judged just by few stuffs
*Being criticised by friends
*Friends that never know my existence
*Cant do what i want
*Being forced to do what i dont like
*Friends that only care about themselves
*Friends that abandon me

What i love???
*Being praised on my performance
*Be with my friends
*Play with my friends
*Sports & Games
*Idling away
*Chatting
*Having a smooth day
*Laugh with my friends
*Blog Hopping =D

What am i truely???
Okay above listed were just my basic characteristic trait. But i dont think you could know me well from there.
Well, what i typed out now, is surely opposite of what you all think of me.

I am a quiet boy, true enough. But to avoid for friends to feel bored and embarrassed, i start conversation but the likelyhood is low. Force me chat with a topic. I will never say no to a chat.
Too helpful, considered a weakness to me but not to you all, right? Mostly what you all asked i will do it, as long i can. Of course i stil got some unwillingness sometimes.
Still a thrill seeker, you can make that out, and you will see my hyperactive side.
My talkative side? I am a cyber chatterbox.
A very negative boy and no compeition mindset. Motivate me, if not, you can win me as easy as 1.2.3. % being motivated is 20% unless u make me unhappy with u.
Look like blur boy, but can actually know how you feel, sensitive to emotions. Anything stirred, i can feel it.
A very secretive boy, say anything to me i will just keep it. Even my stuffs. I will never say out, dont try to make me say out, cause probably will hurt me afterward or you.
Too easy to satisfied, due to my lives, everythings hard to come by, so i will treasured every little things u gave me. Thanks.
Am i stupid? Thats up to you, but to be frank. I always a lazy person to start off, so no efforts and so, no result. Unless needed if not i wont show out what i know. The most wrong things to do is.. look down on me.
To be honest, i quite an good actor, cause you never know the true side of me, so just know it and deal with me. Thats a friend i really want...

What i want...
*~~Be happy forever~~
*~~Have the N91 phone~~
*Grow taller
*Slim down
*~~A laptop~~
*A own room
*s+uDy r00m
*~~Friends that really care~~
*Family that understand me
*Having a healthy lifestyle
*Get serious on my studies
*Study really hard for my exam