Its true that I am not able to bring happiness to everyone but please do not deprive me from trying to make you HAPPY...............................................

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

Disappointed, angry.. what for..

Today my last test.. and i still never sleep.. yesterday i said i go sleep liao at around 2pm.. but then i sleep at 5pm.. dont know why.. 1 hour of sleeping not consider sia.. then of course i overslept.. siangyee called me... luckily i send sms to him call me le.. but then laziness.. i fall asleep.. late 20mins.. he keep sending sms faster come down.. ok reach school.. as usual go eat.. then go library...but why my title is that? haiz.. actually i go library but i fall asleep.. then he left without waking me up.. i was damn astonished... i called him.. he just say too bad.. i was really hurt by this words.. in my life.. what i most hate is those only care about himself and not firends.. i though siangyee was good.. except for his abandon skill.. lol.. but now he really making me damn sad.. when test i just keep thinking wanted to broke off.. i hate this kind of friend... i relaly hate it.. i rather minus 1 friend then have that kind of friends... but luckily i think i passed my bsom.. not good grade.. but think ok.. but still overall i everything.. i now veryy tired already.. today go out with haikal them.. but then in the end we didnt watch movie.. just mere window shopping.. i was very quiet.. i really not in that mood.. but so miracle.. i saw friend over there too.. kelli.. 1 of my classmate in secondary school too.. but then i didnt really know her la.. actually it she recognised me not me called her.. we 2 walk past.. then we 2 stare for awhile.. then she suddenly greet me.. then i realized it.. but actually it not i forgetful.. its just she changed alot.. we chat awhile then bid farewell.. aiya.. i forgot to get her contact.. lol.. as i said to myself
After the shopping.. i went home alone.. but then i didnt went straight home.. i went to causeway wanted to buy jacket.. my jacket was like rubbish bin pick up 1... because of that stupid toilet door which pricked a hole and its like torn up alot la.. becuase i keep moving then thread coming off.. damn terrible.. friends laughing liao le.. nothign to say.. haiz.. then i find so long finally found 1 but shop closing.. sianz.. think next time buy.. i saw 2 more friend.. separately but they met up.. lol.. lets me explain.. i saw javier when i was taking 913 to home.. saw him walking in so we greeted then we sit down and chat.. he live quite near to me.. opposite my block.. so he alight at opp. admiratly mrt.. then he saw denis.. another classmate of mine.. he alos taking 913.. so he bid farewell then denis come in.. haha.. thats the reason i said that.. he also get off after 3 stops.. so left me alone.. i purposely take 1 round then get down which behind of my block.. anyway its the same except distance not..
But now i was still very sad.. i really dont know what to do with siangyee.. i also dont know what to do with myself.. i guess i really need to do something about myself.. my mind and my everything.. so lets see first ba.. bbq on next thursday.. hope thats decide everything i thinking.. farewell.....

Ended the storytelling at -->11:22 PM
I am just a Fool who want to make who I cared to be happy.
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[==_ Justin _==]
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Name -> Hu MingFan
Age -> Going 20 this year
Occupation -> Temasek Polytechnic Student
Birth date -> 19 OCT 1988
E-mail -> humingfan@hotmail.com

Never do that on me!!!
*Being looked down
*Being judged just by few stuffs
*Being criticised by friends
*Friends that never know my existence
*Cant do what i want
*Being forced to do what i dont like
*Friends that only care about themselves
*Friends that abandon me

What i love???
*Being praised on my performance
*Be with my friends
*Play with my friends
*Sports & Games
*Idling away
*Chatting
*Having a smooth day
*Laugh with my friends
*Blog Hopping =D

What am i truely???
Okay above listed were just my basic characteristic trait. But i dont think you could know me well from there.
Well, what i typed out now, is surely opposite of what you all think of me.

I am a quiet boy, true enough. But to avoid for friends to feel bored and embarrassed, i start conversation but the likelyhood is low. Force me chat with a topic. I will never say no to a chat.
Too helpful, considered a weakness to me but not to you all, right? Mostly what you all asked i will do it, as long i can. Of course i stil got some unwillingness sometimes.
Still a thrill seeker, you can make that out, and you will see my hyperactive side.
My talkative side? I am a cyber chatterbox.
A very negative boy and no compeition mindset. Motivate me, if not, you can win me as easy as 1.2.3. % being motivated is 20% unless u make me unhappy with u.
Look like blur boy, but can actually know how you feel, sensitive to emotions. Anything stirred, i can feel it.
A very secretive boy, say anything to me i will just keep it. Even my stuffs. I will never say out, dont try to make me say out, cause probably will hurt me afterward or you.
Too easy to satisfied, due to my lives, everythings hard to come by, so i will treasured every little things u gave me. Thanks.
Am i stupid? Thats up to you, but to be frank. I always a lazy person to start off, so no efforts and so, no result. Unless needed if not i wont show out what i know. The most wrong things to do is.. look down on me.
To be honest, i quite an good actor, cause you never know the true side of me, so just know it and deal with me. Thats a friend i really want...

What i want...
*~~Be happy forever~~
*~~Have the N91 phone~~
*Grow taller
*Slim down
*~~A laptop~~
*A own room
*s+uDy r00m
*~~Friends that really care~~
*Family that understand me
*Having a healthy lifestyle
*Get serious on my studies
*Study really hard for my exam