Its true that I am not able to bring happiness to everyone but please do not deprive me from trying to make you HAPPY...............................................

Sunday, August 26, 2007

Determination always cant work...

Hi blog... Sorry for missing these 2 days, cause I am busy studying. But struggle so long, saturday is a total wastage and sunday which is today is a total hardship....

Saturday 25 August 2007
Wake up late than expected. He cheng called me not to come anymore since its not good for me to go all the way to Tampinese, and its quite late le (Its 12 by that time) i was so sianz, cause i wasted so many hour which can used to study. But i though of siangyee, called him and meet him for lunch. Its 2 by that time. We decided to go RP study but i think its a total wastage. We went there from 3 onward till 9, we studied nothing. Haiz... We really need a serious person to be with us so we can study, but we didnt give up, still got sunday so we decided tomorrow go Woodlands Regional Library chop seats.....

Sunday 26 August 2007
Typical singaporean. Everyone waiting at the entrance until the gate start opening, they lke half and hour already at there, we reach by 9.40 cause i know what will happened. Then when the gate open, have opened completely, people just bend their head and rush in. Some still knock their head -.-... we will behind since we not considered kiasu type, just can get some seats will be fine. I tell siangyee go 2nd floor while i go 4th floor, cause if we 2 go to the same floor, if all full, we are doomed. So i was right, 2nd floor was full but i successfully secured a table. We sit down and start our work. We 2 keep hope nobody will want to shared seats but i know its impossible....

Siangyee in the end keep disturbed me, lol... What i mean is finally we still lose our focus. But the result is quite good, at least we studied for 5 hours already before that happened. Went home early this time cause siangyee cant stay late.

Until now i been slacking. After i swear i must study hard, in the end still like this, why cant i remained focus all the way. No matter what i do, focus is always the 1 i lacked, in basketball, in games, in everything. Should i learn meditating? Haiz.... Fan Logging Off.....

Ended the storytelling at -->11:02 PM
I am just a Fool who want to make who I cared to be happy.
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Name -> Hu MingFan
Age -> Going 20 this year
Occupation -> Temasek Polytechnic Student
Birth date -> 19 OCT 1988
E-mail -> humingfan@hotmail.com

Never do that on me!!!
*Being looked down
*Being judged just by few stuffs
*Being criticised by friends
*Friends that never know my existence
*Cant do what i want
*Being forced to do what i dont like
*Friends that only care about themselves
*Friends that abandon me

What i love???
*Being praised on my performance
*Be with my friends
*Play with my friends
*Sports & Games
*Idling away
*Chatting
*Having a smooth day
*Laugh with my friends
*Blog Hopping =D

What am i truely???
Okay above listed were just my basic characteristic trait. But i dont think you could know me well from there.
Well, what i typed out now, is surely opposite of what you all think of me.

I am a quiet boy, true enough. But to avoid for friends to feel bored and embarrassed, i start conversation but the likelyhood is low. Force me chat with a topic. I will never say no to a chat.
Too helpful, considered a weakness to me but not to you all, right? Mostly what you all asked i will do it, as long i can. Of course i stil got some unwillingness sometimes.
Still a thrill seeker, you can make that out, and you will see my hyperactive side.
My talkative side? I am a cyber chatterbox.
A very negative boy and no compeition mindset. Motivate me, if not, you can win me as easy as 1.2.3. % being motivated is 20% unless u make me unhappy with u.
Look like blur boy, but can actually know how you feel, sensitive to emotions. Anything stirred, i can feel it.
A very secretive boy, say anything to me i will just keep it. Even my stuffs. I will never say out, dont try to make me say out, cause probably will hurt me afterward or you.
Too easy to satisfied, due to my lives, everythings hard to come by, so i will treasured every little things u gave me. Thanks.
Am i stupid? Thats up to you, but to be frank. I always a lazy person to start off, so no efforts and so, no result. Unless needed if not i wont show out what i know. The most wrong things to do is.. look down on me.
To be honest, i quite an good actor, cause you never know the true side of me, so just know it and deal with me. Thats a friend i really want...

What i want...
*~~Be happy forever~~
*~~Have the N91 phone~~
*Grow taller
*Slim down
*~~A laptop~~
*A own room
*s+uDy r00m
*~~Friends that really care~~
*Family that understand me
*Having a healthy lifestyle
*Get serious on my studies
*Study really hard for my exam