Its true that I am not able to bring happiness to everyone but please do not deprive me from trying to make you HAPPY...............................................

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

In the midst of nothing..

Hi blog... In the middle of the night, or day? lol.. Anyway i dont know why i wanna blog, cant sleep. Then i decided to blog, see what my mind thinking and i jot down.

Actually just finished my game with i yeu, previously, should be 1.24am was outside with derick till 2.43am. Cause he just wake up and so i accompany him go eat. I dont know why i still did all those with friends.

Am i okay with them already? Actually if now they really did some change for me, just some little change, its could so much great stuffs to me. But i think its not going, out of 100 plus friends... who treat me well, who treat me okay who treat me bad. Out of those... who sincerely think i am their friends, who just think we know each other and who really think i am a thorn of flesh to them. Its so sickening that i always think so much. Really.. If i could choose, i know none of them would be really great. Why I wanna have friends when they keep hurt me. Maybe really alone could be fine. Play games with strangers, cause even strangers also know how good i am in the game. Alone, i wont have to act to myself....

Truly, but since i know them now and i cant change the fact i cant past my days nicely without them. But i know the consequences, disappointment followed by another continously. Cant blame me for saying so much, cause who tell me i am so sensitive, way more sensitive than my friends out there and i am way more multi-thinker than average. Thats fact.... Fan Signing off.....

Ended the storytelling at -->4:20 AM
I am just a Fool who want to make who I cared to be happy.
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Name -> Hu MingFan
Age -> Going 20 this year
Occupation -> Temasek Polytechnic Student
Birth date -> 19 OCT 1988
E-mail -> humingfan@hotmail.com

Never do that on me!!!
*Being looked down
*Being judged just by few stuffs
*Being criticised by friends
*Friends that never know my existence
*Cant do what i want
*Being forced to do what i dont like
*Friends that only care about themselves
*Friends that abandon me

What i love???
*Being praised on my performance
*Be with my friends
*Play with my friends
*Sports & Games
*Idling away
*Chatting
*Having a smooth day
*Laugh with my friends
*Blog Hopping =D

What am i truely???
Okay above listed were just my basic characteristic trait. But i dont think you could know me well from there.
Well, what i typed out now, is surely opposite of what you all think of me.

I am a quiet boy, true enough. But to avoid for friends to feel bored and embarrassed, i start conversation but the likelyhood is low. Force me chat with a topic. I will never say no to a chat.
Too helpful, considered a weakness to me but not to you all, right? Mostly what you all asked i will do it, as long i can. Of course i stil got some unwillingness sometimes.
Still a thrill seeker, you can make that out, and you will see my hyperactive side.
My talkative side? I am a cyber chatterbox.
A very negative boy and no compeition mindset. Motivate me, if not, you can win me as easy as 1.2.3. % being motivated is 20% unless u make me unhappy with u.
Look like blur boy, but can actually know how you feel, sensitive to emotions. Anything stirred, i can feel it.
A very secretive boy, say anything to me i will just keep it. Even my stuffs. I will never say out, dont try to make me say out, cause probably will hurt me afterward or you.
Too easy to satisfied, due to my lives, everythings hard to come by, so i will treasured every little things u gave me. Thanks.
Am i stupid? Thats up to you, but to be frank. I always a lazy person to start off, so no efforts and so, no result. Unless needed if not i wont show out what i know. The most wrong things to do is.. look down on me.
To be honest, i quite an good actor, cause you never know the true side of me, so just know it and deal with me. Thats a friend i really want...

What i want...
*~~Be happy forever~~
*~~Have the N91 phone~~
*Grow taller
*Slim down
*~~A laptop~~
*A own room
*s+uDy r00m
*~~Friends that really care~~
*Family that understand me
*Having a healthy lifestyle
*Get serious on my studies
*Study really hard for my exam