Its true that I am not able to bring happiness to everyone but please do not deprive me from trying to make you HAPPY...............................................

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

Where my cool...

Hi blog,

I today almost cross the line. I almost gone bonker just because of a stupid hiccups. But I being pulled back cause of my caring friends. Haiz.. The stupid thinking of jinx came back again. Think the 'black cat' really cant get off from my head. The stupid things that caused me like this I really dont wanna say much liao cause its just stupid.

Anyway i was so angry and so sad about my fate that i actually wanna be alone. Then i ran away from my friends and hide at a place where got bench at second floor. Why i choose that place cause its surrounded by pillars and tall grass. Its like a miniatured park and because of that i cant be discovered that easily. Second reason is because I walked till that area then suffered from serious stomach ache. Maybe due to in anger i just gope down 1 coke in 1 shot. Haiz..

While i was resting, Zun zun saw me. Cause she a myanmar and she always very innocent de. Make me cant make a angry face at her or ignored her. But resulted in lighten my mood just abit. But while i still submerged with my feeling and with the stomach ache. Its was a total disaster, totally beat up and i go sleep. Then when i woke up, i saw layteng le. I guess i get her too worried le until she went around to look for me. I feel so sorry then feeling sad now. Then i told her i feeling okay le, just because i stomach pain so cant move. But I guess i am a bad liar, she saw through it. She actually went to bought bread and a warm water for me. She accompanied me till i finished our project. Poor her, so sick liao still accompanied me. I feel so guilty that i feel no longer sad.

I was surrounded by so many good friends. So i was useful after all. I dont know why, now i feel much confidence. Even if i sad, i got people to go look for. Thanks to all my friends who been giving me supports and especially got people like layteng, yvonne and dennis. We 4 are the best liao...

Today must thanks layteng for doing so much for me. Next time feel sad feel free to find me too. I will do as much as what you did for me in double rate. =D

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Name -> Hu MingFan
Age -> Going 20 this year
Occupation -> Temasek Polytechnic Student
Birth date -> 19 OCT 1988
E-mail -> humingfan@hotmail.com

Never do that on me!!!
*Being looked down
*Being judged just by few stuffs
*Being criticised by friends
*Friends that never know my existence
*Cant do what i want
*Being forced to do what i dont like
*Friends that only care about themselves
*Friends that abandon me

What i love???
*Being praised on my performance
*Be with my friends
*Play with my friends
*Sports & Games
*Idling away
*Chatting
*Having a smooth day
*Laugh with my friends
*Blog Hopping =D

What am i truely???
Okay above listed were just my basic characteristic trait. But i dont think you could know me well from there.
Well, what i typed out now, is surely opposite of what you all think of me.

I am a quiet boy, true enough. But to avoid for friends to feel bored and embarrassed, i start conversation but the likelyhood is low. Force me chat with a topic. I will never say no to a chat.
Too helpful, considered a weakness to me but not to you all, right? Mostly what you all asked i will do it, as long i can. Of course i stil got some unwillingness sometimes.
Still a thrill seeker, you can make that out, and you will see my hyperactive side.
My talkative side? I am a cyber chatterbox.
A very negative boy and no compeition mindset. Motivate me, if not, you can win me as easy as 1.2.3. % being motivated is 20% unless u make me unhappy with u.
Look like blur boy, but can actually know how you feel, sensitive to emotions. Anything stirred, i can feel it.
A very secretive boy, say anything to me i will just keep it. Even my stuffs. I will never say out, dont try to make me say out, cause probably will hurt me afterward or you.
Too easy to satisfied, due to my lives, everythings hard to come by, so i will treasured every little things u gave me. Thanks.
Am i stupid? Thats up to you, but to be frank. I always a lazy person to start off, so no efforts and so, no result. Unless needed if not i wont show out what i know. The most wrong things to do is.. look down on me.
To be honest, i quite an good actor, cause you never know the true side of me, so just know it and deal with me. Thats a friend i really want...

What i want...
*~~Be happy forever~~
*~~Have the N91 phone~~
*Grow taller
*Slim down
*~~A laptop~~
*A own room
*s+uDy r00m
*~~Friends that really care~~
*Family that understand me
*Having a healthy lifestyle
*Get serious on my studies
*Study really hard for my exam