Its true that I am not able to bring happiness to everyone but please do not deprive me from trying to make you HAPPY...............................................

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

Happy for people.. also happy for myself...

Haha.. i yesterday went to the my friends' chalet organised by his church.. i dont know how to say it in details.. but i just went there lor.. haha.. but then.. i dont really feel comfortable there.. first i already hate involve in christian activities.. i a buddhist i also dont like involve in this kind of religious activity.. i like freedom.. i dont like to be restricted... also i dont really believe in this things.. (all these just my thoughts, so dont misunderstood haikal...) i want to be free thinker de.. anyway.. but cant >.< mom want me to be buddhist.. haiz.. poor me.. anyway.. aboutthe church.. i really not like it.. its got rules and regulation!! oh my.. come chalet isnt the priority playing relax? why still got teaching and rules.. as i know all christian are well behaved de..for those devoted christian.. so what for the rules and regulation.. and what for the teaching... so many thing all restricted... why dont just go school camp or others.. so i was no longer interested in staying again.. i escaped the 2nd teaching and go for the beach to take a stroll.. but so late.. so dark.. so really didnt enjoyed alot.. so i just sit on the bench and rest.. i think alot of stuff.. think about future.. think alot of things.. rest till so long then i slowly walk back.. as i know the teaching over when i reach.. after awhile we went back home le.. with reeve.. as he cannot stay yesterday.. his mom allowed him stay today instead.. then i was told that they gonna celebrate wei lun birthday.. haha.. with give him a suprise attack.. lol.. hmm.. but then he wasnt suprise i think.. as i think the script too fake to me.. if i will him.. i will not surprised also.. but i will act suprised... because i didnt really celebrate my birthday before.. not even with friends.. family also very little... so to me birthday always just a day to relax and nothing else.. but i think i got celebrated it before.. its on my sec 2 days.. as i always being bullied but then i still got just abit of friends willing to stand up for me.. so they wanted to celebrate my birthday.. and second which i feel happy is celebrated it with reeve when i was sec 4 he treated me to sakae sushi.. he is the first friend who willing to pay things for me.. i was stunned that he decided to treat me to birthday treat.. so these the only 2 birthday i spent happily.. so i was happy that i can celebrate friends birthday.. so i can also feel that happiness.. haha.. so now i was planning something... wont be saying.. haha.. but then hope i can do it.. haha.. so thats all for today.. so wish everyone have a nice haha.....

Ended the storytelling at -->11:21 PM
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Name -> Hu MingFan
Age -> Going 20 this year
Occupation -> Temasek Polytechnic Student
Birth date -> 19 OCT 1988
E-mail -> humingfan@hotmail.com

Never do that on me!!!
*Being looked down
*Being judged just by few stuffs
*Being criticised by friends
*Friends that never know my existence
*Cant do what i want
*Being forced to do what i dont like
*Friends that only care about themselves
*Friends that abandon me

What i love???
*Being praised on my performance
*Be with my friends
*Play with my friends
*Sports & Games
*Idling away
*Chatting
*Having a smooth day
*Laugh with my friends
*Blog Hopping =D

What am i truely???
Okay above listed were just my basic characteristic trait. But i dont think you could know me well from there.
Well, what i typed out now, is surely opposite of what you all think of me.

I am a quiet boy, true enough. But to avoid for friends to feel bored and embarrassed, i start conversation but the likelyhood is low. Force me chat with a topic. I will never say no to a chat.
Too helpful, considered a weakness to me but not to you all, right? Mostly what you all asked i will do it, as long i can. Of course i stil got some unwillingness sometimes.
Still a thrill seeker, you can make that out, and you will see my hyperactive side.
My talkative side? I am a cyber chatterbox.
A very negative boy and no compeition mindset. Motivate me, if not, you can win me as easy as 1.2.3. % being motivated is 20% unless u make me unhappy with u.
Look like blur boy, but can actually know how you feel, sensitive to emotions. Anything stirred, i can feel it.
A very secretive boy, say anything to me i will just keep it. Even my stuffs. I will never say out, dont try to make me say out, cause probably will hurt me afterward or you.
Too easy to satisfied, due to my lives, everythings hard to come by, so i will treasured every little things u gave me. Thanks.
Am i stupid? Thats up to you, but to be frank. I always a lazy person to start off, so no efforts and so, no result. Unless needed if not i wont show out what i know. The most wrong things to do is.. look down on me.
To be honest, i quite an good actor, cause you never know the true side of me, so just know it and deal with me. Thats a friend i really want...

What i want...
*~~Be happy forever~~
*~~Have the N91 phone~~
*Grow taller
*Slim down
*~~A laptop~~
*A own room
*s+uDy r00m
*~~Friends that really care~~
*Family that understand me
*Having a healthy lifestyle
*Get serious on my studies
*Study really hard for my exam