Its true that I am not able to bring happiness to everyone but please do not deprive me from trying to make you HAPPY...............................................

Sunday, July 02, 2006

Argh.. cant concentrate..

today really tired.. i slept at 5 yesterday.. want know why? my brother went to hongkong.. so i choose to sleep as his room.. got aircon.. sure happy.. haha..and what time i wake up.. near 2pm.. wow.. thats just crazy.. i got alot of things to do and i said i must get it all done.. but what i doing? playing.. still got what.. and a irritating stuff just going round.. like small brother.. emotions... blah blah blah.. so tired already... cant i just have a relax and peaceful day.. not even 1 i had it at home.. as long as my small brother around.. i doom at that day.. for example he just deleted my project for nothing.. i was damn angry he just apologise like its a small matter.. it BIG to me!! i spent so long to do it in many section and all gone.. and i spent whole day to complete.. this just what.. if you had a irritating brother or sister.. i guess mine the worst case.. mind change if you think yours worse than mine? mine is a gangster anyway.. i rather change it.. so doom everyday.. just a joke.. who know he matured suddenly.. so life goes on.. and now am i doing? homework lor.. so stress... i didnt even get organised yet.. so messy.. maybe should set schedules.. way too messy.. anyway.. now struglling.. just hope can finish.. damn.. want to play game liao... argh.. must endure.. haha...

Life Time

Life is so complicated.. why does people say 1 things but do another instead.. is this just human basic characteristic? i a person that say 1 thing do 1 things.. but for things which is personal or just for me.. i just wont success... just dont know the reason.. said want to study.. what i doing? idling and play games.. thats great... just what am i doing.. i can do what i say for others.. by why doesnt it applied to me.. its just so strange.. am i a person who rather help people than helping myself.. i not sure about that.. human just a complicated creature.. we look like we know what we want.. but we actually changed our mind in last mins.. and thats why.. i always cant do decision its seem to be a weakness.. cant make a straight decision and want to think here think that.. its good that i want to make sure the decision is correct.. but i just think too much.. even for small decision.. thats just waste time.. does anyone encounter this? actually this mean we leader type.. if we will being commanded.. we will be more useful.. command people? doomday.. how to curb this problem? train.. thats all.. try to think more faster and make decision faster.. and then it shorten your time of thinking so that its wont happen.. for me its does work sometime.. but... hmm.. training make perfect =X haha

So thats all for today.. got to rush project so bye bye.....

Ended the storytelling at -->8:08 PM
I am just a Fool who want to make who I cared to be happy.
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Name -> Hu MingFan
Age -> Going 20 this year
Occupation -> Temasek Polytechnic Student
Birth date -> 19 OCT 1988
E-mail -> humingfan@hotmail.com

Never do that on me!!!
*Being looked down
*Being judged just by few stuffs
*Being criticised by friends
*Friends that never know my existence
*Cant do what i want
*Being forced to do what i dont like
*Friends that only care about themselves
*Friends that abandon me

What i love???
*Being praised on my performance
*Be with my friends
*Play with my friends
*Sports & Games
*Idling away
*Chatting
*Having a smooth day
*Laugh with my friends
*Blog Hopping =D

What am i truely???
Okay above listed were just my basic characteristic trait. But i dont think you could know me well from there.
Well, what i typed out now, is surely opposite of what you all think of me.

I am a quiet boy, true enough. But to avoid for friends to feel bored and embarrassed, i start conversation but the likelyhood is low. Force me chat with a topic. I will never say no to a chat.
Too helpful, considered a weakness to me but not to you all, right? Mostly what you all asked i will do it, as long i can. Of course i stil got some unwillingness sometimes.
Still a thrill seeker, you can make that out, and you will see my hyperactive side.
My talkative side? I am a cyber chatterbox.
A very negative boy and no compeition mindset. Motivate me, if not, you can win me as easy as 1.2.3. % being motivated is 20% unless u make me unhappy with u.
Look like blur boy, but can actually know how you feel, sensitive to emotions. Anything stirred, i can feel it.
A very secretive boy, say anything to me i will just keep it. Even my stuffs. I will never say out, dont try to make me say out, cause probably will hurt me afterward or you.
Too easy to satisfied, due to my lives, everythings hard to come by, so i will treasured every little things u gave me. Thanks.
Am i stupid? Thats up to you, but to be frank. I always a lazy person to start off, so no efforts and so, no result. Unless needed if not i wont show out what i know. The most wrong things to do is.. look down on me.
To be honest, i quite an good actor, cause you never know the true side of me, so just know it and deal with me. Thats a friend i really want...

What i want...
*~~Be happy forever~~
*~~Have the N91 phone~~
*Grow taller
*Slim down
*~~A laptop~~
*A own room
*s+uDy r00m
*~~Friends that really care~~
*Family that understand me
*Having a healthy lifestyle
*Get serious on my studies
*Study really hard for my exam