Its true that I am not able to bring happiness to everyone but please do not deprive me from trying to make you HAPPY...............................................

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

Days arent going my way.. but whose way?

Haiz.. why must things not going according to what you think? i so fed up with this.. but no choice... life is going by this way and no others.. never mind.. know why i said all these today? because things really not going my way.. i planned that on monday go haircut with ignatius. as he told me that day he free so called me along.. got to clear all those messy hair anyway... so i planned after haircut can go for dinner.. as that day gonna released on 6.. reach there around 7.. then haircut take 1hr.. so can have dinner anyway.. so all planned out.. then when i was released.. i rush to the interchange.. called him not to know where to meet.. but to know that he cannot go anymore.. change it to tuesday.. oh my.. even though i having diet doesnt mean whole day didnt eat... no choice i called reeve to eat.. but reeve said his mom cook.. i more sad.. whats more i rush to the interchange already queued up for the bus.. cant retreat... no choice sit on the bus alone..if you think where siangyee? haiz.. i recieved no news fromhim since i didnt talk to him at all.. i guess i in his mind nothing much... so i hack care him le... when i reach admiralty.. as there got a big and long long night market going on.. since i so hungry... i bought something to eat... went back home then realized my mom got cook.. its sudden one.. so i was.. so sad... i bough the food and eat and its taste terrible.. waste money.. then realized mom got cook and never called me.. cause me eat again.. haiz.. so for today.. as he postponed the haircut today.. so i planned quite well for this time.. i tried to finish my stuff quickly.. then also tell him that we going have dinner after haircut.. so he said okay... and i was thinking how nice i going to look if i let the hairdresser decide for me.. as i finished my stuff early.. i went home.. he called me and say today no slot for us.. as we must book de.. haiz... another day goes out of way.. i sicked of it already.. so many time happening.. but then dinner not cancelled.. haha.. we still meet up and eat at causeway point.. so i still quite happy.. then reeve called me to go play something i decided basketball.. then joseph also called me.. as we joseph, me, choon huat and derick are always have basketball playing at our court downstair.. so we look like a gang.. lol... but our skill not good la.. half win half lose lor.. so i agree to it and ic alled ignatius to come with me.. haha.. so we have a great time playing.. so at least i spend my time with something.. haha.. after that we go stroll around.. then go home.. i think i reach home at 11.30 haha.. so late liao.. as we saw 1 our ex-school teacher.. she haven quit la.. damn funny.. when we saw her.. i said alamak.. this teacher know me de.. i quickly turned around.. so she regonised.. but not me is lyesia.. haha.. we all laugh and they went up buy something left me there wait for the foods.. so the teacher stand beside me never talk to me.. i was so strange that why didnt she talk to me.. as i was famous during secondary school days.. haha funny stuff and nasty stuff done to me by friends.. then when my friends came down.. she said that i look like 1 of her student she know!! wow.. she really didnt recognise me.. then they said i was mingfan then she shocked.. still scold me for not greeting.. haha.. did i really changed alot.. i dont know.. must have my friend testify for me for that.. haha.. but human do change.. not me even though ... for my body, my vocal and my life.. haiz.. hope its will change.. for good!! haha.. so i guess thats all.. hope to see my friends more offen.. i miss all those secondary friends and days.. so fun.. so see ya.....

Ended the storytelling at -->11:58 PM
I am just a Fool who want to make who I cared to be happy.
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[==_ Siangyee _==]
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[==_ HiuFeng _==]

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[==_ Justin _==]
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[==_ Alan _==]
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[==_ Jack _==]
[==_ Janine _==]
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[==_ Aeris _==]
[==_ Tracy _==]
[==_ Genevieve _==]

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[==_ Adriel _==]
[==_ Siti _==]

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Name -> Hu MingFan
Age -> Going 20 this year
Occupation -> Temasek Polytechnic Student
Birth date -> 19 OCT 1988
E-mail -> humingfan@hotmail.com

Never do that on me!!!
*Being looked down
*Being judged just by few stuffs
*Being criticised by friends
*Friends that never know my existence
*Cant do what i want
*Being forced to do what i dont like
*Friends that only care about themselves
*Friends that abandon me

What i love???
*Being praised on my performance
*Be with my friends
*Play with my friends
*Sports & Games
*Idling away
*Chatting
*Having a smooth day
*Laugh with my friends
*Blog Hopping =D

What am i truely???
Okay above listed were just my basic characteristic trait. But i dont think you could know me well from there.
Well, what i typed out now, is surely opposite of what you all think of me.

I am a quiet boy, true enough. But to avoid for friends to feel bored and embarrassed, i start conversation but the likelyhood is low. Force me chat with a topic. I will never say no to a chat.
Too helpful, considered a weakness to me but not to you all, right? Mostly what you all asked i will do it, as long i can. Of course i stil got some unwillingness sometimes.
Still a thrill seeker, you can make that out, and you will see my hyperactive side.
My talkative side? I am a cyber chatterbox.
A very negative boy and no compeition mindset. Motivate me, if not, you can win me as easy as 1.2.3. % being motivated is 20% unless u make me unhappy with u.
Look like blur boy, but can actually know how you feel, sensitive to emotions. Anything stirred, i can feel it.
A very secretive boy, say anything to me i will just keep it. Even my stuffs. I will never say out, dont try to make me say out, cause probably will hurt me afterward or you.
Too easy to satisfied, due to my lives, everythings hard to come by, so i will treasured every little things u gave me. Thanks.
Am i stupid? Thats up to you, but to be frank. I always a lazy person to start off, so no efforts and so, no result. Unless needed if not i wont show out what i know. The most wrong things to do is.. look down on me.
To be honest, i quite an good actor, cause you never know the true side of me, so just know it and deal with me. Thats a friend i really want...

What i want...
*~~Be happy forever~~
*~~Have the N91 phone~~
*Grow taller
*Slim down
*~~A laptop~~
*A own room
*s+uDy r00m
*~~Friends that really care~~
*Family that understand me
*Having a healthy lifestyle
*Get serious on my studies
*Study really hard for my exam