Its true that I am not able to bring happiness to everyone but please do not deprive me from trying to make you HAPPY...............................................

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

Feeling terrible..

haiz... this recently dont know why all past sickness all appeared suddenly... feeling terrible... coughing, flu, having breathing difficutly.. feel so bad... dont know is it this recently never sleep or something related to that cause it... haiz... of course with all this my body also appear to be very tired... feel want to go see doctor.. but i think i shouldnt try spend this money.. well.. i know health important than wealth... but i just dont want to be adsent from school.. well.. i dont want my team to be in trouble when i not there.. seeing my member keep disappear.. i just feel cant run away too... well.. so hope this sickness wont get serious... today life nothing much... math paper get back.. felt okay since i get 90/100 but well.. due to careless mistake.. but actually its funny... i predicted 90/100 because i sure last question wrong.. but in the end i get in right... but still 90 because careless.. well i always like this.. never serious... then end up careless.. also because too rush.. i spent 15 mins finish it.. then leave... deserve it haha... well.. actually now my characteristic... i think its on depend what kind of people i facing.. like in poly friends.. i happened to be very quiet.. and i felt good.. because lazy to speak? haha dont know.. but with siangyee.. i like to joke with him.. because he actually a quiet 'solo' person.. hope not to make him bored when in bus.. so make a funny jokes.. but actually we 2 crapper.. all kind of lame stuffs we can talk about.. damn lame sia.. if people heard our conversation... surely thought we 'siao' haha... but thats what buddy will do? but really cant consider yet as we not that level yet... but i dont know how he think so shouldnt jump to conclusion.. haha.. well the true me... i still really cant remember... hope i can trigger it.. all my emotion look like 'cultivated' kind.. funny ehz.. haha... welll maybe thats really me i also dont know... but anyway... i really need to catch a sleep.. as my member told me everything have actually done.. i was glad actually... i really very very tired... been a week never sleep well.. thanks to him.. actually our classmates hate him... actually its not very good as everyone got its own unique way in interaction or characteristic.. well i not very sure about that but thats how i feel.. but i actually can really get the good points from him... not really as what they said.. actually i said that because in past i got this treatment too... everyone hate me because i a weakling... lucky when sec 3.. i turn to be strong... but still peple hate me.. so kind of feel sad.. so... yup thats what i think... dont know am i wrong about it anot.. but well should goes along your heart.. and i felt happy.... hehe... ahh.. really need to sleep le.. so good night.....

Ended the storytelling at -->9:59 PM
I am just a Fool who want to make who I cared to be happy.
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[==_ Joseph _==]
[==_ IYeu _==]
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[==_ HiuFeng _==]

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[==_ Justin _==]
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[==_ Alan _==]
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[==_ Jack _==]
[==_ Janine _==]
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[==_ Aeris _==]
[==_ Tracy _==]
[==_ Genevieve _==]

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Name -> Hu MingFan
Age -> Going 20 this year
Occupation -> Temasek Polytechnic Student
Birth date -> 19 OCT 1988
E-mail -> humingfan@hotmail.com

Never do that on me!!!
*Being looked down
*Being judged just by few stuffs
*Being criticised by friends
*Friends that never know my existence
*Cant do what i want
*Being forced to do what i dont like
*Friends that only care about themselves
*Friends that abandon me

What i love???
*Being praised on my performance
*Be with my friends
*Play with my friends
*Sports & Games
*Idling away
*Chatting
*Having a smooth day
*Laugh with my friends
*Blog Hopping =D

What am i truely???
Okay above listed were just my basic characteristic trait. But i dont think you could know me well from there.
Well, what i typed out now, is surely opposite of what you all think of me.

I am a quiet boy, true enough. But to avoid for friends to feel bored and embarrassed, i start conversation but the likelyhood is low. Force me chat with a topic. I will never say no to a chat.
Too helpful, considered a weakness to me but not to you all, right? Mostly what you all asked i will do it, as long i can. Of course i stil got some unwillingness sometimes.
Still a thrill seeker, you can make that out, and you will see my hyperactive side.
My talkative side? I am a cyber chatterbox.
A very negative boy and no compeition mindset. Motivate me, if not, you can win me as easy as 1.2.3. % being motivated is 20% unless u make me unhappy with u.
Look like blur boy, but can actually know how you feel, sensitive to emotions. Anything stirred, i can feel it.
A very secretive boy, say anything to me i will just keep it. Even my stuffs. I will never say out, dont try to make me say out, cause probably will hurt me afterward or you.
Too easy to satisfied, due to my lives, everythings hard to come by, so i will treasured every little things u gave me. Thanks.
Am i stupid? Thats up to you, but to be frank. I always a lazy person to start off, so no efforts and so, no result. Unless needed if not i wont show out what i know. The most wrong things to do is.. look down on me.
To be honest, i quite an good actor, cause you never know the true side of me, so just know it and deal with me. Thats a friend i really want...

What i want...
*~~Be happy forever~~
*~~Have the N91 phone~~
*Grow taller
*Slim down
*~~A laptop~~
*A own room
*s+uDy r00m
*~~Friends that really care~~
*Family that understand me
*Having a healthy lifestyle
*Get serious on my studies
*Study really hard for my exam