Its true that I am not able to bring happiness to everyone but please do not deprive me from trying to make you HAPPY...............................................

Monday, February 12, 2007

Fate to be continued.. emotional runs..

today at school early in the morning.. as lesson all cancelled except for the lab test.. so what i do in the morning when the test at 3.. while.. play and study.. why got play? well.. lets start the story in the begginning.. i today went to had my first breakfast in school of this year.. haha.. first time.. amazing.. then i received a call from he cheng.. which she seem doesnt know lesson cancelled and was here in school too.. haha.. so to help her kill boredom.. i go find her. then after finish some stuffs at free access lab.. then we went to dfund free access lab.. haha.. then she still bored so she took my laptop watch naruto and i do lab.. but of course seriously distracted.. so did very slow.. then she hungry le.. so went downstair eat.. and jolin come to find us.. i was playing game while he cheng eating.. thats what i mean play and study.. then both of them forced me to teach them dfund which is going to be tested later.. so i tried my best.. but actually didnt helped much since the lab test doesnt test on what i teach earlier.. in the end they still need to ask for help.. so sad.. then when the test beginning.. my breadboard actually mystery disappeared!! its just impossible.. but i really dont know why.. not the first time le... i was totally disguised the fact that i having this kind of life.. whole of the test wasnt really concentrate.. manage to finish my lab.. and think got full mark while helping them.. so haiz.. i think optimistic.. thats help.. i said to myself i need to concentrate and dont let fate win!! well.. its help.. so full mark.. with teacher help since i still abit not concentrate on the test.. but i got back 1 breadboard which not belonged to mine.. felt guilty but i no money to buy another 1.. so very sorry to the person who lost it..

Actually today also a emotional day.. jolin and he cheng.. suddenly related their topic on me again.. love.. argh.. and forced me blurt out everything.. the lost feeling actually came back.. and make me blue and lost.. so in total.. wasnt concentrate on anything at all.. but after the exam.. i picked up some spirit.. so where am i now? in library.. but not going to study.. whole mind already wandered.. so gonna do on my blog skin.. well.. again going on my emotions... haha.. but whether success or not i dont know.. hope so..

Tried chatted with some of my friends again..
Busy..
Is what i heard..
Friendship are gone..
Even i struggle on it..
I can no longer feel that..
Hope is i sensitive..
If not i dont know..
Is i not hardworking enough..
Or fate's works again..
Who know..
Heaven know.....

Ended the storytelling at -->4:24 PM
I am just a Fool who want to make who I cared to be happy.
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Name -> Hu MingFan
Age -> Going 20 this year
Occupation -> Temasek Polytechnic Student
Birth date -> 19 OCT 1988
E-mail -> humingfan@hotmail.com

Never do that on me!!!
*Being looked down
*Being judged just by few stuffs
*Being criticised by friends
*Friends that never know my existence
*Cant do what i want
*Being forced to do what i dont like
*Friends that only care about themselves
*Friends that abandon me

What i love???
*Being praised on my performance
*Be with my friends
*Play with my friends
*Sports & Games
*Idling away
*Chatting
*Having a smooth day
*Laugh with my friends
*Blog Hopping =D

What am i truely???
Okay above listed were just my basic characteristic trait. But i dont think you could know me well from there.
Well, what i typed out now, is surely opposite of what you all think of me.

I am a quiet boy, true enough. But to avoid for friends to feel bored and embarrassed, i start conversation but the likelyhood is low. Force me chat with a topic. I will never say no to a chat.
Too helpful, considered a weakness to me but not to you all, right? Mostly what you all asked i will do it, as long i can. Of course i stil got some unwillingness sometimes.
Still a thrill seeker, you can make that out, and you will see my hyperactive side.
My talkative side? I am a cyber chatterbox.
A very negative boy and no compeition mindset. Motivate me, if not, you can win me as easy as 1.2.3. % being motivated is 20% unless u make me unhappy with u.
Look like blur boy, but can actually know how you feel, sensitive to emotions. Anything stirred, i can feel it.
A very secretive boy, say anything to me i will just keep it. Even my stuffs. I will never say out, dont try to make me say out, cause probably will hurt me afterward or you.
Too easy to satisfied, due to my lives, everythings hard to come by, so i will treasured every little things u gave me. Thanks.
Am i stupid? Thats up to you, but to be frank. I always a lazy person to start off, so no efforts and so, no result. Unless needed if not i wont show out what i know. The most wrong things to do is.. look down on me.
To be honest, i quite an good actor, cause you never know the true side of me, so just know it and deal with me. Thats a friend i really want...

What i want...
*~~Be happy forever~~
*~~Have the N91 phone~~
*Grow taller
*Slim down
*~~A laptop~~
*A own room
*s+uDy r00m
*~~Friends that really care~~
*Family that understand me
*Having a healthy lifestyle
*Get serious on my studies
*Study really hard for my exam