Its true that I am not able to bring happiness to everyone but please do not deprive me from trying to make you HAPPY...............................................

Friday, September 21, 2007

Stupid Brain... (Chained Questionaires below)

Hi blog... Its so early for me to blog isn't it? But well, sometime is not what i really want to but the situation caused me to. Lol.. Don't understand also never mind, just crapping my way to extend the blog. But well, this might be a long post after all....

Actually today should be an OT day for me, but i pushed it away to let others. Reason? A 6G gathering is going to happen tonight!! Yet, after I am so excited about it, i suddenly regret now. I don't know how to face them later, plus the cost i gonna spent (Pizza Hut) FREAK!!

I do miss them, yet i cant part the money. The thinking of I lost $109.50 making me damn sad now. But i trying to cover it as. "Its worth the money to meet your long long lost friends." But what if its not worth it. Am i thinking too much again? Definitely i am.

Now how? Feel like calling my group leader at the workplace and say i wanna work. Lol. But no! I must meet them, now lets pray a smooth and worthy gathering i going to have. Must have an anticipating mindset.

Now thinking of my old friends. Recently met is Li hui, which she is the one let me contact up with the rest of the 6Gs. Aeris, Tracy, Gui Xiang, Philip. All these are my really good friends when in Qihua. There still more, but just scold my seriously deteriorated memory.. Aww.. Although P6 is 1 of the most tormented period i spent. But well, still miss them.

Suddenly talk about the past -.-. Now should try prepare to sleep. I am way too exhausted to blog more, but the fingers are not stopping its "dancing' on its keyboard. Lol. Okay la stop crapping now. Its really way too long =X

Oh ya, 1 more things.. This been going around for long in the blogger world. Although i hate this kind of stuff, but this interested me =X So i do it.

1. (the person who tagged you is)
- Janine

2. (your relationship with him/her is)
- Work and School Mate (Quite cool =D)

3. (5 impressions you have of him/her)
- Perfectionist, easy to make fun of, very intelligent person, a very terrific english-speaker,"cannot make it" chinese-speaker =X

4. (the most memorable thing he/she has done for you)
- Being a great study partner.

5. (the most memorable words he/she has said to you)
- "hey mingfan!" (Actually thats what appear in my mind =X)

6. (if he/she becomes your lover, you will)
- Learn high level english to match her status.

7. (if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be)
- Make me talk more

8. (if he/she becomes your enemy, you will)
- Newspaper headline : "Janine Mistery disappearance" =X

9. (if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be)
- When the only way to describe her is "evil"

10. (the most desirable thing you want to do for him/her now is)
- Bring her to see Tay Ping Hui (Although i dont know how)

11. (your overall impression of him/her is)
- Fun to be with but blur blur =X

12. (how you think people around you will feel about you)
- 2 types: Sec friends and others think i am cheerful, helpful but stupid.
Poly friends think i am a genius but acting stupid, cool and helpful.

13. (the characteristic you love about yourself is)
- The Need for perfections

14. (the characteristic you hate about yourself is)
- Think too lowly about myself

15. (the most ideal person you want to be is)
- What my future wife want me to be =D

16. (for people that care and like you, say something to them)
- I am so sorry!! Cause.. no repay!!

17. (pass this quiz to people that you wish to know how they feel about you)
- 1.Janine!! (since you the 1 make me start =D)
2.Siangyee!!
3.Justin
4.Si Ni
5.I yeu
6.Any blogger that is my friends
7.Lastly, any friends who visited my blog!! MUST AND PLEASE!! =DDDD Although no blog.

Please finish it and blog it in your blog. Haha =D

Fan Logging Off.....

Ended the storytelling at -->10:00 AM
I am just a Fool who want to make who I cared to be happy.
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*_-_MY TRUSTED ONES_-_*

* _ - _ E V G _ - _ *
[==_ Joseph _==]
[==_ IYeu _==]
[==_ Siangyee _==]
[==_ KianWee _==]
[==_ HiuFeng _==]

* _ - _ C o l l e a g u e s _ - _ *
[==_ SiNi _==]
[==_ Justin _==]
[==_ Chariot _==]
[==_ Alan _==]
[==_ Alan2 _==]
[==_ Jack _==]
[==_ Janine _==]
[==_ Umairah _==]

* _ - _ Q i h u a _ - _ *
[==_ LiHui _==]
[==_ Aeris _==]
[==_ Tracy _==]
[==_ Genevieve _==]

* _ - _ T e m a s e k P o l y t e c h n i c _ - _*
[==_ Haikal _==]
[==_ Adriel _==]
[==_ Siti _==]

* _ - _ F a m i l i e s _ - _ *
[==_ MingYi (small bro) _==]
[==_ HweePing (Cousin) _==]
[==_ ShuLing (Cousin) _==]
[==_ Photo Blog _==]

*_-_My Own Creation Of Blog Skins_-_*

[.:: 1st skin ::.]
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[.:: 3rd skin ::.]
[.:: 4th skin ::.]
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Name -> Hu MingFan
Age -> Going 20 this year
Occupation -> Temasek Polytechnic Student
Birth date -> 19 OCT 1988
E-mail -> humingfan@hotmail.com

Never do that on me!!!
*Being looked down
*Being judged just by few stuffs
*Being criticised by friends
*Friends that never know my existence
*Cant do what i want
*Being forced to do what i dont like
*Friends that only care about themselves
*Friends that abandon me

What i love???
*Being praised on my performance
*Be with my friends
*Play with my friends
*Sports & Games
*Idling away
*Chatting
*Having a smooth day
*Laugh with my friends
*Blog Hopping =D

What am i truely???
Okay above listed were just my basic characteristic trait. But i dont think you could know me well from there.
Well, what i typed out now, is surely opposite of what you all think of me.

I am a quiet boy, true enough. But to avoid for friends to feel bored and embarrassed, i start conversation but the likelyhood is low. Force me chat with a topic. I will never say no to a chat.
Too helpful, considered a weakness to me but not to you all, right? Mostly what you all asked i will do it, as long i can. Of course i stil got some unwillingness sometimes.
Still a thrill seeker, you can make that out, and you will see my hyperactive side.
My talkative side? I am a cyber chatterbox.
A very negative boy and no compeition mindset. Motivate me, if not, you can win me as easy as 1.2.3. % being motivated is 20% unless u make me unhappy with u.
Look like blur boy, but can actually know how you feel, sensitive to emotions. Anything stirred, i can feel it.
A very secretive boy, say anything to me i will just keep it. Even my stuffs. I will never say out, dont try to make me say out, cause probably will hurt me afterward or you.
Too easy to satisfied, due to my lives, everythings hard to come by, so i will treasured every little things u gave me. Thanks.
Am i stupid? Thats up to you, but to be frank. I always a lazy person to start off, so no efforts and so, no result. Unless needed if not i wont show out what i know. The most wrong things to do is.. look down on me.
To be honest, i quite an good actor, cause you never know the true side of me, so just know it and deal with me. Thats a friend i really want...

What i want...
*~~Be happy forever~~
*~~Have the N91 phone~~
*Grow taller
*Slim down
*~~A laptop~~
*A own room
*s+uDy r00m
*~~Friends that really care~~
*Family that understand me
*Having a healthy lifestyle
*Get serious on my studies
*Study really hard for my exam