Its true that I am not able to bring happiness to everyone but please do not deprive me from trying to make you HAPPY...............................................

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

Miracle happened three times?

I dont know what feeling is this... confusing.. well actually got another A for my last core subjct Dfund which i said i might failed.. i told dennis i was really having bad feeling about later getting the paper... but when i get back.. i branded as cheater... as.. i got 44/50.. which second in class and of course.. reverse from what i said... of course.. well. i really get this confused feeling.. not really super happy.. well got happy.. i actually got all As in the end.. but just think is it really luck? or really my effort.. i cant say my effort since i didnt study... then dont want say luck make me like a very stupid person.. in any case just very confused.. but anyway.. i must start work hard.. since i had all this result... i dont want history repeated... must work hard.. but all those project really killing me.. haiz.. stay back late today of course wait siangyee.. but actually doing project.. haiz.. i have been 1 month plus never exercise... my body have been weaken.. really weaken... climb some stair dying liao... really really want to execise... but time just dont allow... haiz.. well for my characteristic... i realize.. i still acting... haiz... conditioned stuff just hard to get rid ehz? habits.. lucky its not inborn abilities... haiz... after my friends leave.. i just cant find the laughter i made previously.. thats the proof.. different person got different personality.. guess learned from psychology.. lesson taught recently.. but then i having different personality in 1 day.. well too bad right? well dont worry.. i not worrying no friends or what.. i am not that sensitive from last time... i learned my lesson.. maybe thats my true personality... unique.. which is having alot personality suited for each scenerio.. well.. love to help people and dont wish them to be bored.. so make myself talkative etc... like this.. but i felt happy not sad like last time... haha.. well maybe people say i am stupid.. but thats unique.. hard to find.. hehe.. thats what i thought. having positive attitudes for everythings now... but some bad side still exist.. i dont want to be perfect since in not saint.. but i want to try minimize... haha... well thats a persist type of me.. hehe.. ok thats all.. hmm.. playing time.... or maybe not.....

Ended the storytelling at -->10:23 PM
I am just a Fool who want to make who I cared to be happy.
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Name -> Hu MingFan
Age -> Going 20 this year
Occupation -> Temasek Polytechnic Student
Birth date -> 19 OCT 1988
E-mail -> humingfan@hotmail.com

Never do that on me!!!
*Being looked down
*Being judged just by few stuffs
*Being criticised by friends
*Friends that never know my existence
*Cant do what i want
*Being forced to do what i dont like
*Friends that only care about themselves
*Friends that abandon me

What i love???
*Being praised on my performance
*Be with my friends
*Play with my friends
*Sports & Games
*Idling away
*Chatting
*Having a smooth day
*Laugh with my friends
*Blog Hopping =D

What am i truely???
Okay above listed were just my basic characteristic trait. But i dont think you could know me well from there.
Well, what i typed out now, is surely opposite of what you all think of me.

I am a quiet boy, true enough. But to avoid for friends to feel bored and embarrassed, i start conversation but the likelyhood is low. Force me chat with a topic. I will never say no to a chat.
Too helpful, considered a weakness to me but not to you all, right? Mostly what you all asked i will do it, as long i can. Of course i stil got some unwillingness sometimes.
Still a thrill seeker, you can make that out, and you will see my hyperactive side.
My talkative side? I am a cyber chatterbox.
A very negative boy and no compeition mindset. Motivate me, if not, you can win me as easy as 1.2.3. % being motivated is 20% unless u make me unhappy with u.
Look like blur boy, but can actually know how you feel, sensitive to emotions. Anything stirred, i can feel it.
A very secretive boy, say anything to me i will just keep it. Even my stuffs. I will never say out, dont try to make me say out, cause probably will hurt me afterward or you.
Too easy to satisfied, due to my lives, everythings hard to come by, so i will treasured every little things u gave me. Thanks.
Am i stupid? Thats up to you, but to be frank. I always a lazy person to start off, so no efforts and so, no result. Unless needed if not i wont show out what i know. The most wrong things to do is.. look down on me.
To be honest, i quite an good actor, cause you never know the true side of me, so just know it and deal with me. Thats a friend i really want...

What i want...
*~~Be happy forever~~
*~~Have the N91 phone~~
*Grow taller
*Slim down
*~~A laptop~~
*A own room
*s+uDy r00m
*~~Friends that really care~~
*Family that understand me
*Having a healthy lifestyle
*Get serious on my studies
*Study really hard for my exam