Pass my lab test successfully...
Whoa.. i dont know how to say me.. today got test i dont even know.. i really damn lazy.. today i came school early.. actually today should start at 10.. but then today no cads lab.. but why i still come school early? and its damn early.. 9+.. just to get my stuff which left it on the desk.. i said it in the morning ma.. lol... so sad.. then what i do? i keep walking up and down.. dont know where to go.. then finally i decided to go library.. i go a small table which in a corner and study.. study what i always missed.. keep sleeping.. haiz.. then after 2 hours i go to where later my lecture take place.. then i realize i got ckt lab test!! i didnt study at all.. i dunwan have a second failure this week lehz.. so sad.. after the last lesson.. i dont know where to go.. then saw siti.. she also same timeslot with me.. so i and her go the cafe and chit chat.. lol.. as we both like prepare to die like this.. haha.. so depressed right? but then we dont look like depressed la.. we chatting our working experience.. lol.. so funny.. then we study just a little bit then go up.. then.. we went in.. wow.. dont know why my heart was bumping fast.. maybe first time? but then hand were shaking too.. lol.. but dont know why.. i know how to do.. no mistake at all.. was so happy la.. but then my hand still shaking even i know i did nothing wrong.. as we got section by section.. finish 1 section we got to call teacher come.. then teacher take a look then sign to proceed the next section.. if that section got wrong i will minus one mark... so i didnt get a mistake.. so happy... then after awhile i finish it.. as i was the first one and quite fast finished it.. teacher sure mark it first.. i saw got alot of ticks.. but then when teacher look up emotionless... so i really dont know.. haiz.. hope i pass my test ba...
After the test.. i went to see x-men again with stella and her friends... x-men3 so nice watch again also never mind.. haha.. so nice to watch.. but then because they got to try get home early.. so we have not much thing to do.. so we go home.. what a wasted.. hope next time we have great fun ba.. ok thats all.. see ya.....
Ended the storytelling at -->10:11 PM
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I failed my best subject..
Oh my... i failed my best subject.. auto cads... great.. just because of my old habit... i didnt finish it.. damn sad.. when you got the capable to do it well.. u make it worse because of something.. you sure feel damn sad de.. and now i do... what the habit? not sleeping.. its stubborn.. whenever i stuck.. i must do it until correct then proceed to next one... and always stuck for nearly 10 mins.. bad habit.. and now.. i stuck for near 20 mins.. oh great.. i forgot a step to do.. and i just keep want to try.. waste all my time.. i should have skip if stuck i didnt... so what to blame.. blame myself for stubborn.. so sad.. never mind.. i do my best in the rest of the assignment.. now is early in the morning and i already whining.. lol.. how to be happy.. but then after blogging i feel great.. haha.. i have no chances to blog.. look like frustrating.. today my friend caled me go watch movie.. they say want to watch x-men3 or over the hedge.. the x-men was great.. i dont mind watching again.. but hope they want to watch over the hedge.. i want to see its nice anot.. anyway i give the decision making to my firend.. so see ba.. now so early.. dontk now what to do.. actually i dont need to go lab de.. but i left my pencil, eraser and ruler on the desk which i want to get back badly.. i guess whoever reading this.. please try to remind me every lesson after auto cads to pack up my things.. i just keep forgeting.. haha.. ok thats all.. see ya.....
Ended the storytelling at -->7:19 AM
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So many thing to blog.. no time..
Whoa.. i got alot thing to say.. but then just no time to blog.. big brother keep came back as the same time i was.. so unlucky i got alot to blog lor.. then my stupid small brother just wont understand.. he used so much that i dont even have the chance to use.. just wanted to let me use for few hours also cannot.. damn angry with him.. aiya dont talk about him... ok then lets make a short summary about what i do recently.. haha.. first is on friday, i watched movie with haikal, adham and siti. what i watch? x-men 3.. the movie damn nice.. i sure give 5 star to it.. haha.. they all always bully me sia.. just keep say i was the oldest among them -.- making me like leader.. but then very funny.. haha... saturday no need say i was working.. so nothing to blog.. but yesterday.. i did my first time... dont think wrong.. i go my first concert in my lifetime!!! Red Rain's concert.
i was invited by stella long time ago.. but then never tell her whether i coming anot until sat she called me.. haha.. lazy and forgetful me.. (if stella seeing..apologise here)..but then i late.. as i sewing my clothes never notice my time.. haha.. in the train i keep chit chat with stella using sms. so i was tot i sure late.. when i reach there.. i late for few mins only.. but no one there -.- stella late too.. lol so i was not considered late after all haha..after she came we decided to go eat lunch.. i dont know what to eat so we settle at mos burger.. then stella 's friends came and stella was just keep introduce me to them.. she was scare i gonna isolate myself again.. of course its confirmed.. as i dont feel comfortable with crowd.. but if its friend then different case.. but i think i still can talk with them even though i was keep staying quiet.. stella still worried.. wow.. the concert was fun.. its my first time i go.. so i really dont know what to do.. i just follow the crowd =X stella still keep think i not feeling well.. well... i just abit isolated.. (so i am sorry.. i will try to talk more).. i was tot i maybe not used to concert.. but then in the last part i jump crazy and scream... wow.. dont know what make me do that.. we still intend to go up stage but too bad cannot as too many people were there.. but then we are infront of the stage.. so i was jumping crazily and shouting crazily too.. hahaha then afterward we decided to go suntec city eat.. see fountain while eating there.. but then.. we waited bus for nearly an hour for 1 to come.. but in that long time.. we have crazy photo chooting session.. haha..i was in too... i think i start talking at that time.. dont know why..i having great time shooting.. should have bring my camera.. too bad.. after a struggling.. we reach suntec.. after alighting.. we saw 2 person holding hand and hop around.. we did the same.. lol.. damn funny having the whole group doing this... haha... then we walk we say everyone go buy what he want and go fountain meet.. so i go subway which obviously my first time too.. after buying... we went up.. but then damn unlucky we just sit down the rain came.. so sad.. no fun at all.. but we still manage to eat finish our food... then finally.. the departure.. lol.. so sad... we go home and our group was separated to 2.. that are 3 person living same district as me.. so we sit together.. haha.. we keep chatting.. then stella and 1 of her friend alight at ang mo kio.. after awhile 1 alight at sembawang and my turn to alight.. the last 2 live near woodlands mrt.. haha.. so in total i was having great fun.. haha.. stella said they coming next year so she will invite me again.. so see about that ba.. haha.. ok thats all.. this post was damn long.. if you really see finish.. you surely nothing to do.. LOL! joking.. i will be grateful la.. haha.. see ya.....
Ended the storytelling at -->9:48 AM
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Wa kao.. i j!ust way too unlucky..
Haiz.. so long never update.. cause my big bro these few days just keep stay at home.. cause me didnt do my stuffs and blog.. even today he also at home when i wanted to use urgently.. so sianz.. today really so unexpected... as i said i got quiz coming up.. so i tried to study yesterday.. and expected i fall asleep without study at things... i really cant study at home.. its just wont let me study at ease... i really want to go out study with classmates.. i asked but they dont want.. quite expected anyway... so what happen today? i flunked my emath of course.. but amazing i passed my ckt...but what unexpected is today got 1 more extra quiz.. english.. i dont know sia... of course english always my worse subject.. of course flunk it.. so sad.. then now.. cant use computer to do my project!! oh my... got to pass up tomorrow and my brother just wont let me as he always dont ike us meddle with his computer.. what to do? doomday? of course try not to... i go my friend house use his laptop and do.. no choice.. really tired now.. but i will struggle to finish before i faint.. lol... now take chance to blog... so i hope i can finish my project.. ok.. thats all.. see ya.....
Ended the storytelling at -->12:32 AM
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Whoa 2 days never blog.. working of course no time.. see my title? ya.. its quiz time!! oh my.. i didnt study at all.. keep sleeping.. i really cant kick of the habit of sleeping in school.. thats gonna cause me great trouble.. i gonna flunk all my quiz... oh ya.. tomorrow got BSOM quiz.. dont know can do it anot..percentage of passing? near 0 -.-.. got to do something about it liao...dont know how my friends doing now.. quite miss the days we study together.. of course i never study with my classmates.. as i still cant hang around with them.. dont know why.. maybe i still not considered as a good friends or friend to them.. haiz.. i always in this situation.. pathetic me.. so for those who in my class right now.. want to study tomorrow? or at least study together? call me..lol.. hope really got people looking at this blog.. ok thats all for today.. see ya.....
Ended the storytelling at -->8:47 PM
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I love tennis!! i dontk now when.. maybe because i see my brother playing so handsome and after which anime (prince of tennis) i really being attracted to it.. so i sign up tennis as my cca.. but i signed up as a begginner and wanted to join the begginner course.. but then i never recieve any information or notices from it since then which is 2 week ago if i not wrong.. so sad.. so i though no hope.. but still i play tennis with my friends.. so much fun.. all begginner playing so funny.. then haikal told me that he send e-mail to the captain of tennis club and he said if interested can come down for the training.. so i was hoping can join so haikal tell me if want go.. just go.. lol.. so i decided to go.. so today i bring my tennis racket.. then i book court to play with jia jun and denis then haikal and victor join us.. actually yesterday already play with them now play again.. and more stange i not feeling tired.. i though i going to have training.. but i not feeling tired even though i keep running.. so strange.. i think my stamina increased.. so good.. i play anything.. my worse weakness always is stamina instead of my height.. so i quite happy.. then i keep thinking what is the begginner training will be.. really feel excited.. but then when i saw the layer over there all so pro.. so i was kind of confused.. how come begginner got so many pro.. then i think that was a training for their team instead of begginner course.. but we still go.. just wanted to know what will happen.. then we 2 no courage to go.. pai seh sia.. so i suggest we ask anyone there to find the captain.. then success.. then the captain come to us.. and say follow me.. so we followed... then i realized everyone gone for training except us.. its like we 2 the only begginner.. then he told us to do some basic move and said coach will be watching.. its so weird.. why begginner still need to be observed.. then we do lor.. oh my.. we will terrible.. i guess only me serving is abit ok only lor.. haiz.. then he said we will not chosen.. what? begginer got trail? then i realized that we will going through trail for the team 1... so sianz.. then he said we stil can join for begginner.. its says next week got its information.. so i really hope i can join.. wow.. long essay.. ok then i stopped.. see ya.....
Ended the storytelling at -->10:25 PM
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I want to be what i really should be..
Ok.. after quite long considering... i decided to search a true self which really should be me.. i dont want a personalitly which always wear a mask.. i wanted a true self.. i dont know i can find it anot.. but i will try my best.. i can reach this decision because of my classmates who talked to me and tell me.. i really appreciate that they see my blog and learn more about me.. i am grateful to adriel, haikal , henry ,stella and adham and those who always talk to me.. dennis, jia jun, jolin and victor.. really grateful since you all take time for reading my blog.. thank you..... hope this blog can help me maintain every single friendship i have.....
Ended the storytelling at -->10:08 PM
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I blog again today... know why? someone shows his concern to me..its adriel..i really very grateful.. really happy.. but.. it just contradicted against my planning of going back old self.. even though i dont wish to..he seem to know i heard something.. i dont know how he know.. but he said something that really make me goes into serious thinking.. he said just be the one i suited to be.. i got 2 self.. the 1 which is a real lamer which now those in poly never know.. and a real self-isolation, anti social guy in past days... so how.. i really cant decide.. henry who is our class chairman and adham if i not wrong took their time see my blog even though i never ask them.. i really appreciate them for seeing my blog.. and henry also gave me advice on my problem by tagging on my forum.. so... should i just be the one who is real lamer? i dont dare.. be a anti-social guy? i dont like it.. so confusing.. adriel said dont change for the sake of people.. change for the sake of yourself.. i always said that to those who always talk to me with their problem.. i dont know why.. i seem to know alot of things.. not study problem but life problem.. so i was like kind of popular of being listener.. but that was past.. and i dont think i gonna be that again i guess... but there a life problem i never know and solved it.. friendships.. i really in a state of confusion... but i think i just observe...walk 1 step count 1 step before making a permanent decision.....
Ended the storytelling at -->11:18 PM
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Haiz.. said want to isolate from class.. but i just cant do it.. being talkative is a way of living for me as i really scare of lonely.. its a habit or a style i have when sec 3.. so now wanted me go back my trueself its really hard.. its really very hard.. tried not to talk but my heart just can control myself... and they just keep talk to me.. as if i was a lamer.. even though i do.. and is a great 1.. they just dont know my past.. nobody really know what happening to me.. and why everyone willing to talk to me even though i dont want to talk.. i make a habit of always do lame stuff to make them laugh.. i want them acknowledge me.. thats all.. they laught.. but i know they still wont acknowledge me.. i just knew that.. i should have kick off this style and back to my oldself in poly.. why i didnt..
haiz... today i played tennis.. haha.. as i wanted to find out about the borrowing the facilities in tp.. anyway i like tennis.. i wanted to join tennis but they never call me.. so i played with siang yee.. so much fun.. 2 begginner playing against each other damn funny.. denis them who is my classmates were playing at other court.. see them play so funny.. shouldnt say them too haha.. i begginner too ma.. but.. they didnt even care about me.. just come over my court and disturb me i also grateful liao.. really hope can play with them.. i really like this class.. its way better than my old class.. but i just cant be with them.. isnt me a total failure.. i guess there always people hope i gone for good.. hope i can always play something with my friends.. i just want to stay close with them.. scare losing them.. but like this.. how am i going to isolate myself.. confusing..
Dont know why i go see the classmate's blog again.. the 1 who criticised me even though never say out my name... i really very hate if people criticised me.. i dont mind people critcised me.. as i look like a thorn of flesh to anyone.. really hate this life.. i see his blog wondering he saying anything about me anot.. really concerned.. luckily not.. i never talk to him since the day i see his blog with words about me.. i dont know he know that i know anot anyway he since doesnt like me and i know he wont talk to me.. i dont whether the rest of the people think about me.. but i really have this though.. want hate everyone hate me.. detest me.. so that i can forever dont talk in school except to siangyee and can isolate myself.. i really dont wish got people talk to me.. i now really find it scary.. outside feels ok.. but inside dont know what they thinking.. so everyone hate me guess is alright.. but.. will i be happy? i not sure.....
Ended the storytelling at -->9:24 PM
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What wrong with me.. i didnt do anythings and my friends drift farther and farther away... i though siang yee who always go poly with me is my best freind for now.. but not.. its wasnt..i was having the same fate happening over and over... first is my first buddy which we werent close after we got into sceondary school.. and now siang yee.. and he really make me disappointed.. he nowadays just keep fake me.. he keep lying to me.. i know that.. i just dont want to say as he is my only friend in poly.. but now.. he really hurt me.. he now starting to run off without me.. we already agree into something he just change it and left me there without informing.. is that the fate that i should have no friends at all!?!? i really sad now.. its the first day i wanted to isolate myself form my classmates and this what i get.. i guess i really fated to have no friends at all.. really fated... i guess when i dead except my family nobody cares.. right?poly life isnt the best and might turn out to be the worse i guess... well.. i am a lonely guy..i am tired of fighting against fate....
Ended the storytelling at -->11:49 AM
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After considering and seen my friend blog critcising on me... i guess.. i not fated to be friend with them... guess only shut my heart will be the best way to reduce the damage to my heart... never though i going to have this life again.. though tried to be lame and talk cock with friends can make friends.. and this success when in secondary school.. but not in polytechnics.. i really wonder what wil become of me in future when i am a adult.. really scary to think about it... today i just spent my day working.. quite tired now.. but my mind is just keep wandering even during working.. can put wrong ingredient to the meal.. haiz... just hope this allowed me not to be hurt as i going to spent this life for 3 years.. really do hope.. if anyone know me seeing this blog.. please dont mind i doing that.. as i dont want to get hurt again.....
Ended the storytelling at -->10:49 PM
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Why my feeling wander again...
Argh.. my feelings is messy especially these few weeks.. cannot say happy as sadness overwhelmed it.. cannot say sadness as loneliness overwhelmed it.. what wrong with me... does a lonely scenario really make me feel that sad.. until now my feeling was not even in peace.. actually today i already have fun with my classmates.. as today i go with them to our school lounge... then we played foose ball or something like that.. its so much fun.. it was my first time playing it.. but then.. again is i tagged along not being invited or its our usual hangout.. i walk with them they just talk among themselves.. more worse is after emath.. they changed seat without leaving1 seat for me to sit with them and eat with their tibits.. i been in this scenario again and again... over and over.. what i can do.. sleep.. i really just want to sleep so that i cant stop thinking.. because of this i in secondary school i made it a habit... so why always i have this things happening.. am i really look scary or like rubbish.. alot of question marks.. really very sad.. even when i we going home.. sitting with my classmate i got to start the topic first.. and we can dont talk for couple of minutes.. i not looking that bad or what.. maybe i just look abit inmatured or young compared to them but i confirm much matured in my mind..argh.. what am i saying.. just looked 1 of the classmates blog.. its obviously criticised me with no truth.. i didnt make them stop luaghing.. i was telling them funny encounter and this what i got.. i really hurt now...i really think that is this class best? is it cool? is it nice? i really cant think about that, its scared me.. should i change school or something like that? i dont want that to be happen.. i really dont want...so..should i just continue hang out with them or just start to isolate myself.. i really confused now.. and more worse i still dare to write out.. but anyway no1 seeing my blog.. now is a new environment.. so i just resumed back to my old self? i still dont know... now doing my project so i hope i can get over it and consider it seriously.....
Ended the storytelling at -->10:55 PM
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Present me.. isnt really me.. this is what i always think about myself.. i was a guy that always got bullied... by my classmates or anyone in my primary school.. so i really dont like to talk.. how to say.. scare? maybe i scared of anyone.. as i really hurt in that age its just cant be easily healed right? so i really damn quiet.. then in secondary school.. i got into express so though no more bullies.. but what happened? still being bullied.. i didnt talk.. didnt do much thing why am i have this situation.. so i really very disappointed.. is it because i borned so small so short.. thats why i a target to them? i really depressed during that period.. then i dropped to academic.. my life more worse.. as my classmates was those who bullied me in the past.. i really like living in hell.. of course i was isolated from the class.. i was taking the whole trouble by myself with no friends to share with.. i wanted to go back express.. but with that situation.. how am i gonna do it.. sec3 i go up to academic class 1.. as i am 1 of the best result in class.. at this point my life changed... this class is really very lively.. of course i was bullied again.. but not that much le.. but i really dont know what to do.. i scare of lonely.. so i started to act lively and start to talk alot.. i get freind of course.. but its just acting.. this really not me.. i know that.. also.. as i didnt look nice also got illness.. friends still not that close to me.. i was also abandoned.. they just care around themselves.. so why am i living in this world for.. i always think about that.. its just damn pathetic.. after all those torturing years.. now i am in polytechnics.. my class was the coolest of course... compared to others is really is.. but what.. i still isolated.. i tried to talk lame stuff with them.. but i just like not being accepted by them..i can only follow them to get their notice.. why am i borned with this fate and my appearance.. i really hate it.. i already tried to make me look as cool as possible le.. what the use.. i really tired in my heart already.....
Ended the storytelling at -->6:41 PM
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Today so sianz... I forgot to bring my mp3.. i realized it when i sit down.. so sianz.. got to sit there do nothing for 40+mins... i knew that i forgot to bring my MP3.. but as i scare i never take out my mp3 so its lost.. so i very scare.. as i sit different seat from my friend then as people get down.. there a space beside him so i change over to his side.. then there a malay guy sit where i sit.. then he look at me.. like i do something wrong.. then i see his expression it make me feel that i dropped something and i dont know so he wanted to find out i know anot... then he get down on the next stop.. then i getting nervous le.. as i really cannot confirm whether i lost or just left it at home.. so the whole trip i just keep thinking about it.. when reach school as its CAD.. my favourite subject so it make me forgot about it.. but then after that subject i got that feeling again... so as i finish my objective.. i got more than 1hr plus... so i go out of school with my friends.. we went to kfc to eat.. then as they ordering the food.. i think of my small brother so i called him.. after he confirmed the mp3 was at home i so happy.. but i still not eating as i dont want to waste money.. lol.. saving ma.. diet is also 1 of the reason.. we have alot of things to chat haha.. so fun.. oh ya by the way.. my friends is damn funny.. they like to make video.. and its those kind of damn funny video.. like advertisement.. actions.. and many more.. haha.. stay with them really damn fun.. haiz.. so fun.. hope i can always stay together with them.....
Ended the storytelling at -->7:23 PM
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Oh man.. i really getting down on my luck.. today my mood was good... get my poly ez-link card.. as i asked more details from my classmates found out now concession can bough at anytime.. its my first time using so i dont know.. lol.. then i paid the money and i go with my buddy walking towards foodcourt.. then saw my 2 friend who study at nyp at KFC.. so we go in greet them.. then i saw the new food introduced in KFC.. so i went to buy.. after said what i want.. i carry my thing and walk back happily.. after sitting down.. of course starting to eat.. and dont know why suddenly my tray fall back and all my food spilled -.-.. i haven even eat 20% of it.. and its gone... i damn sad.. really no morale.. my clothes was soiled with cheese.. what i ate is burger and those little thing left on it.. my large drink i have a slip and its gone.. so unfair.. my tray was so stable it impossible then its fall back.. i was really damn no happy.. i got a nick name which they called me 'black cat' which means bad luck or jinx.. and after its happen they say of ocurse.. so i really very angry.. i hate bad things happened especially when i was eating.. haiz.. in the end i walk past a stall at the bridge and bought 1 packet noodles to eat.. haiz.. i really hate bad luck.. is heaven really that not happy with me.. i not a believer but what happened to me really make me feel that god was just a unfair person.. even though what happened to me is not the worst in the world.. but all plus together.. it realy make me a damn 'black cat' haiz.. hope i can be just a normal person.. hope its happen.....
Ended the storytelling at -->5:26 PM
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This post is should be yesterday.. but i still wanted to post.. lol.. because i go window shopping with my classmate.. lol.. first time ma.. and its my first time shop at tampinese mall! haha.. as after school i cant contact my friend.. then i was invited to go play soccer.. so i go lor.. but of course i lousy liao.. but i just played around 1hr.. then i stick around with my classmates.. as i really nothing to do.. then they started to go out of school.. they wanted to go out walk walk.. then i join them go tampinese mall.. since go home do nothing plus never go before tampinese mall and of course can hang out with classmates thats gonna be fun.. after we reach.. they will hungry and wanted to eat at mac.. so we eat lor.. we chit chat for long time.. we chat alot of things.. can feel that i not that isolated.. there got 3 boys and 3 girls.. so of course we joke alot.. we are the lamer of the lamers anyway =X lol.. after eat finish we go window shopping! lol.. we went to sport shops.. lol.. dont know why.. maybe because most of use like sport.. i went in i just went to see basketball shoes.. wow.. so nice... really wish i could bought 1.. but i think i wont.. as i wont spend this kind of money unless i got that kind of money.. lol..then we went to toys department store!! lol.. crazy us.. but that place is not for kids.. so we can went in.. nothing wrong right even though we suren ot buying anything.. but we have lots of funs and joke.. haha.. 1 example.. there flowers which made of cloth quite nice we give each other.. lol.. for girls i said happy mother days.. lol!! just for joke anyway.. another example is my friend wear a pink coloured bunny head band.. damn funny.. but i think i wear more funny because all laugh at me -.-.. lol.. after staying and walking around for long time.. we go metro.. wow.. those shirt was so cool.. i remembered i wanted to buy 1 buttoned shirt and 1 t-shirt.. haven bought yet.. wow.. all so nice.. haha.. when am i gonna end my desires.. lol.. haha.. but days always have an end.. at around 4+ we leave as we quite tired from shopping.. even though we bought nothing.. then as 1 of my classmates wanted to go causeway with her friend.. so she accompany me with her jc friend if i not wrong.. of course we got to stand.. but we chat alot.. then i recieved a message by my friend wanted me go play basketball.. so i gt off at admiratly mrt rather then the next stop which is near my house.. i really have my fun.. so nice.. i really wish we could go out again.. aww... really miss those days when we can go out with friends just to window shopping.. hope got next time.. ok thats all.. see ya.....
Ended the storytelling at -->8:40 PM
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Inconsider people exist..
Yesterday i late for school sia.. but all because of inconsider people.. haiz.. dont know why today the bus was so crowded.. my house was just 3 stop away from the woodlands interchange.. but it already barely no seats.. more worse is the bus is long 1.. then i took a seat just infront the alighting door.. after reach yishun it already damn full.. then suddenly its reaches the limits.. but its not full.. it just they dont want to squeeze together.. if not still can let quite a number of people get in.. then until 1 stop.. outside waiting alot of people.. but infron really no space for them to enter.. then because got people alighting.. those people that at outside rush into the door which was not closed... oh my.. is these people crazy? as those scanner at alighting door was not for enter.. so its cant scan.. so alot of error sound came out.. and they still continue stay at there.. then the door cannot be closed.. its delayed for few mins... then the bus driver hitting the horn.. first i though he wanted those we get up in illegal way to get down.. but not.. as he shouted "i cant close the door!!" lol.. so there got a sensor at door.. as people is there for safety it wont be close.. those people still i see you you see me.. what the hack.. finally they willing to squeeze in more.. i early take my bus but i late because of that.. all five stops occured that prob.. and more get in by that way.. 40+mins trip also become 1hr plus.. so sianz.. today i was late too.. and late 20mins + as today is also damn crowded and got jam... haiz.. dont know tomorrow will late anot.. hope not ba.. ok thats all.. so long.....
Ended the storytelling at -->7:17 PM
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Interesting thing happened..
Haha.. today happene funny stuff.. of course its shocked me with the first thing happened... i almost lost my mp3... phew.. as our first lesson is CADS.. then i helped my friends.. as they acknowledged me as a 'clever person' and said its not good to be clever.. lol.. funny ehz.. then i keep walkign around to teach people.. then i went down with them eat lunch and noticed my mp3 gone!!.. oh my god.. thinking it might dropped at lab when i walking around so i faster ran up.. 8 floors lehz.. damn tired.. i still thinking no hope liao.. but still keep hoping nobody at lab and my guess is riggt.. its really came true.. saw my mp3 on the floor.. whew!.. i damn happy.. lol.. as i lost alot of thing when bad luck came.. so scary.. but very lucky.. of course tired already.. running from 1st floor to 8th is crazy.. dont know what triggered me do that.. then fnny stuff happened.. or say unexpected things.. i took 23 again.. lol.. of course the right track 1.. its so crowded.. the bus driver dont know doing what.. the bus damn crowded.. and he still writing and doing something.. he is confiscating somebody ez-link cards... i dont know why.. think they do something which against the rules of using ez-link cards ba.. but thats show the bus driver regardless what happening and still be a responsibilty driver.. good example.. i was trapped in front of the bus.. its war really damn crowded.. no space at all.. until a stop which many people alighted.. then got space.. then there is 1 very strange thing happened... even though i dont know what happening but it easily to guess...
1 of the tp student hit a madam head which was sitting down.. he said sorry.. but hit accidentally again.. and he said sorry again.. but the madam scolded :" why u hit me again?" i said sorry already" said by that student.. " then why still got small action?" said by that madam.. the student said back " i said sorry le.. what do you still want from it?" harsh words came out.. " your parent never teach you manner is it?" then she scolded him in hokkien.. the student scold back her.. after we reach the tampinese the madam scolded a really harsh sentence.. "study for what? go die la.." the student of course not happy already.. but by that time i walk off already..
it just kind of stupid or silly.. do those kind of stuff for no reason.. actually starting obviously is the madam fault.. as the bus is dan crowded.. pushing or hitting is normal.. nothign wrong.. moreover he said sorry already.. just for hitting 2 times she go argued.. thats shows how childish she really can be.. but student was wrong too.. he shouldnt continue the argue.. silence always the best to solve this type of situation.. but too bad.. i dont know what the ending.. i seen this plenty of it.. and its always adult that started first.. how come adult is more childish than a child or teenager.. are they just damn free? actually i really dont know what on earth the world is going now.. because of these kind of people.. the world just can be peaceful enough.. or should i say not friendly enough.. just hope i can seldom see these kind of thing happened.. its really not happy to see that.. its just too embarassing infront so many people.. actually i wanted you guess to give comment on it at my forum.. tell me who wrong exactly and what your view.. so hope i recieved post.. haha.. thats all for it.. so.. well then.....
Ended the storytelling at -->10:10 PM
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These few days were boring..
Haiz.. these day never work.. keep stay at home were just damn boring.. thats the reason i like to go schol.. even study also excite me.. at least thats the way it keep me from thinking too much of things or being.. emotional.. haiz.. today i studied my math for the bonus test which coming soon this week.. as i dont want to fail.. i fail i got to go for remedial.. remedial is what caused us so stree in secondary school.. remedial is nothing but harmful.. it not helpful at all.. it just wasting time.. cause me always no time to revise.. haiz.. so i must pass this test.. even though it simple test... it also give bonus 5% to the subject.. so i just wanted to do it well.. then my friend come visit me.. of course disturb me dont let me study -.-.. but luckily i managed to study finish.. then i suggest go downstair to play soccer.. so long never touch this sport liao.. haha.. i feel that i getting lousy.. my dribbling skill damn suck liao and my volley is nothing but like beginner liao.. only my pass getting better.. so sianz.. i hate when i am good at it but it get lousy.. so sianz..but i stuill having great fun.. but the fun was stopped by a child.. so sianz.. when we play.. suddenly a child riding bike stand at my opposite team goal.. he like think he was 1 of the team and can join in.. who the heck he think he is -.-.. like he so proffesional.. i can scored 1 goal but he blocked that as i dont know he standing there.. so sianz.. and he just keep standing there want to save ball as if he really joining in.. so shameless... even though he just a kid.. i dont know who though him that.. but we playing soccer and its dangerous if we rammed him.. and he cried we got into trouble for nothing.. we can stopped our game because of that.. so sianz.. not being stopped by other people and by a kid.. so sianz.. tomorrow going to start school again.. dont know what going to happened.. so hope its good ba.. i also hope i can go movie with my classmates.. so just hope can.. thats all for today.. so long.....
Ended the storytelling at -->10:32 PM
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