Hi blog.. i think i getting abit more and more lazy.. from a daily blogger.. i turned to a 2-day blogger.. dont know why.. is it because i have nothing to blog.. or maybe i need some motivation... anyway lets start with 28th of june....
28 June
A very tired day.. started with Comprog and ended with BLDSAA.. well.. i still like the ending of that day.. with Basketball at night.. haha.. okay.. step by step.. as usual.. meet siangyee at downstair and took bus to tampinese.. tired sia this time.. we didnt chat and we went to dreamland after we board the bus.. of course.. its day.. thats why i tired -.-.. anyway reach school i am still so tired and blur.. went in the lab and sleep lol.. anyway nothing much
Skipped the rest of the lesson after the NetFund with dennis and jolin plus jiajun , victor and adrian.. unbelievable? how come i with them? cause they skip their lesson come my netfund lecture.. as they say my lecturer teach better.. then the next lesson is EAUD for them so they skip it and went to KFC eat.. lol.. alot of laughter as usual when with them.. then we went to library the Cable tv watch FBI documentry.. hmmm.. they watch finish just nice, its 2pm, so dennis group got to go back class.. left me and victor.. and we go podium planned to sleep.. but currently that time was showing the match of ManU vs Liverpool.. so i watched it while victor sleeping..
Attended the last lesson of the day.. we got back our paper.. woot.. amazingly i got third of the whole class.. with qiaofeng.. when we were asked to stand up.. "same mark de sit so close.." haha.. anyway i got 43/50.. quite happy.. since i never study.. okay le.. haha.. last is basketball.. as i guessed derick them will play basketball.. so i ask.. really they play.. so i joined in the fun..
Haiz.. long time never play.. result are so bad.. got contribution.. but the bad plays i did was so sucking that contribution was like nothing compared to it.. haiz.. sadness.. chee leong injured in a short time.. and he was subsituted by a girl we dont know.. but we often seen her.. so we call her to play since she alone.. but well.. i kanna slap by her -.-.. haha.. reason is i defended her and wanted to steal the ball which success with a slap on my face.. i lose the ball again >.<.. lol.. since others like dont want take the girl.. push the responsibility.. actually me also =X lol.. anyway that day i kanna slapped by 2 person... haiz... so sad.. lucky no injury.. just laughter.. but poor leong.. leg swollen.. haiz.. hope he could get better...
29 June
Went early to school as usual... Damn tired.. cause its day =D.. sleep in bus again.. and today graded lab. i totally forgot about it... dammit.. and i didnt studied.. but well.. think i should able to understand.. due to my talent in computer stuffs =X but.. i never know a out of my control situation.. its was damn COLD!! i mean really cold as the aircon is blowing straight at me hard.. and i am not wearing a jacket.. freaking cold until i got sicked temporary.. finger numb, giddy and tireness.. die die.. then when start the graded stuff.. i totally dont want to do.. but just in time i remembered need to do it for the score.. then i do it since my classmates all dont know.. need my help badly.. i mean my friends.. lol.. so we all finished it.. left last part.. ask teacher come and let him ask us question for full mark.. but in the end.. he actually never come at all.. after we waved for so many times.. then when he finally came to our desk.. he say no time and give us each of us 6/10.. what the.... sianz sianz.. my mark suddenly low.. so unhappy.. anyway.. the rest of the day i was sleeping liao.. haiz.. was suppose to leave after 11am.. but qiaofeng want me accompany him for EAUD.. lol.. so 1 more hour added.. then eat lunch and i went to NSC...
Lol.. i took 518 from my school busstop.. was a freaking bus.. with a stupid bus driver.. he keep jerk the bus.. the bus is crowded enough.. i was standing.. in between 2 girl!! oh my god.. and he keep jerk the bus.. i become support for those girls.. dammit.. i dont like the close contact against girls.. dont know why.. just not comfortable.. and the driver still keep jerk until i reach destination.. my hand almost died..
Resting in NSC.. cause time is still.. damn early.. lol.. then i called joseph them to confirm today watching the transformer.. sianz.. planned so hard to accomodate everyone.. finally in this time.. siangyee actually cant go due to his work.. a sudden extension.. haiz.. then i chat with kianhui.. then i bo liao asked him to come accompany me.. he really come down to novena.. lol.. we meet liao never even shopping cause no time le.. he eat his lunch well i try let siangyee come.. but useless.. no time to window shop when kian finish eating.. i late for my appointment.. lol.. so we went to NSC straight away... and after a long wait due to late.. finally my turn and 1 mintues i done.. lol.. haiz.. went back to my home with kianhui.. i yeu was at my house at that time.. and around 6.45 we went to causeway meet up the rest.. movie time!! woot.. this transformer is damn nice.. really.. nothing much.. its just worth the money.. graphic is nice.. story is nice.. everything nice.. haha..
So ending was again chit chat.. at macdonald till 12am.. and we went back home.. been playing game till now.. lol.. and now.. derick was appeared to be sick the day before.. and he now just wake up with big appetite now.. and he asked me and joseph go eat mac now -.-.. anyway i just agreed for fun.. lol.. haha.. okay.. stopped here.. too long le the post.. haha.. Fan Signing off.....
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Hi blog.. i am here 1.48am blogging.. funny isnt it? really having my life at night sleeping at day.. and i totally cant sleep until the time turned into am.. i mean late a.m... okay.. thats freak.. should try to do something.. cause i today almost late....
Today wake up.. thought is 5.30.. slowly prepare.. until my mom said its already 6.35.. i think "okay.. wait a minutes, oh my gosh" and rush -.-.. funny isnt it.. even in this situation i actually could think its okay.. what the heck.. reach the bus stop at 6.40.. and there goes the fate playing again with me.. i can actually wait for the bus for 10mins plus.. and this always has to happen when i am late.. thats is so freak.. okay.. finally see the bus.. and i am so lucky i could get a empty window seat.. at least that brighten my day little bit.. well.. luck doesnt come by everytime especially to me.. like i am a hole allowed luck just pass through without anything happen.. well.. and i fall asleep.. just 40mins plus.. i reach tampinese!! cant believe i get the fast bus driver.. so happy.. what i think "oh man.. i gonna be late.." totally vanished..
Happily took the 69.. but not happy when i see those bunch of my current classmates.. the noisiest batch of all.. sit beside me.. and the peace was like totally vanished without a trace.. thats how noisy they are.. haiz.. lucky, trip wasnt that long.. but day was long.. still need to endure their noise for the whole day.. haiz.. reached the classroom at 9.02.. hee.. happy.. get back my Netfund paper.. haiz.. as i said that day.. was sick.. my result wasnt that bad.. but i shouldnt get this result 31.5/40.. my feeling was like sinked deeply.. haiz.. but well.. before i get back the paper.. we had tutorial lesson.. and i was sleeping all the way.. so the tired body actually covered the sinked feelings.. just awhile i back to the sleepyhead fan.. ZzZ.. lol..
After that went to free access lab as qiaofeng want print the notes.. and i was there sleeping.. cause lesson dismissed way early.. haiz.. the slackest course of all.. dont know should happy or not.. but i think should happy.. lol.. cause i can sleep more =D anyway.. the next 2 lecture can guess what i been doing.. ZzZ haha.. then 1 more lesson cancelled.. APEL2.. hooray when saw it.. haha.. but.. 4 hours of break.. lol.. hmm.. assignment time.. shall save time since that day deleted my assignment cause me damn sad.. now i go do it.. spent 3 hours to finish.. should be more faster but was slacking here and there.. and need to teach dennis on his psychology.. since i am experienced on that now.. lol...
Jap lesson.. again interested in what i learning.. but dull class.. but well.. i like it more that way.. quiet.. but that is bad for that teacher.. she keep complain.. maybe should just abit noisy.. i wont mind.. as long its just half of the noise level my current class always have is the best to me.. i mean for everyone.. anyway JAP lecture.. alone again.. he cheng off her handphone or what.. haiz.. boring..
Met Janine after school.. as she suggested take bus back together to Interchange.. so good.. at least got someone to accompany... its really good.. rather than 7pm tired and still go home alone.. but dont know this will continued or not.. since she was a busy girl.. no.. should be say i too slack to notice all my friends are suffering.. haiz..
Small Thoughts...
Actually you all might think.. i keep say i unlucky, then others not? i doesnt mean i was the most unlucky person.. actually bad stuffs do happened.. but what with.. the bad stuffs seem to be everytime, too frequent to count and always in bad timing.. what do you think? its hard to find such life in the world.. i could kindly say that to those who though as what i said at first place... so this is the so called ku ming ren (tough life) i been through all these and can live till now.. do i deserved at least some respect? haha.. just joking.. compared to those really tough life.. mine just appeared to be in quantity than quality.. so i actually a better tough life person.. since small bad cases can easily shake off and continue on my road.. here.. positive enough? just hope those rather big cases wont happened again.. i mean.. i should had enough.. cause i still just 18 soon turning 19.. arent that tough to take so much torments.. right? hee.. Fan Logging off.....
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Hi blog.. today is my first day attended school.. yup.. as i said, my school started on tuesday.. though its should be written as yesterday post.. but its my habit.. after 12pm blog.. so always like this.. so lets see what i missed for you guys....
Monday.. i didnt blogged.. due to some sad case.. actually accidentally deleted my assignment caused me need to redo whole stuffs.. which is total of 800 words!! i gonna go crazy.. i already forgot what i written.. and those i written previously actually need to improve since i just recieve update that originally needed 500 words report increased to 800.. haiz.. so i was whole day struggling.. but fruitless effort since i totally no mood to start on again....
Tuesday.. finally i can hold on my bag and meet siangyee for school... early in morning of course.. but siangyee actually lated -.- lol.. but i also funny.. when he reached i drag him to go provision shop buy sweets since thats like my.. hmm.. habit? not considered.. i just need sweets.. lol.. anyway what funny is.. we boarded the slowest bus i ever experienced in 969 before.. oh my god.. we still caught jammed.. lol.. but actually i and siangyee chatted damn long then realized.. cause we 2 week never met each other le.. so alot to say.. lol.. finally a long wait we reached Tampinese Interchange..
Never expect i met a friend.. Janine!! lol... she was like beside the person who beside me.. lol.. oh for information.. i dont wear spec to school.. until lesson start then i wear it.. so i actually seeing a blurred figure.. then she waved me then i recognise de.. haha.. my bad.. then when boarded bus she sit infront of me.. chatted awhile only then stopped the conversation.. well.. i still very quiet towards new friends.. sad case.. then i alighted first so waved goodbye and we got down.. had a drink with SY till times up.. lol.. then went for my first lesson BCMGT..
Gave me a bad start.. i got back the paper.. my score for that.. actually just a mere pass of 26/50.. oh my goodness.. but after seeing what i written.. then i realized my fool mistake.. yup.. i understand the subject.. but i never actually memorise the standard answer.. so basically i used my own words.. and actually thought should be okay.. but i actually lack out all the important key points.. thats resulted my low mark.. oh well.. never study hard thats is i deserved.. but also quite good for another paper i get back... EAUD i got 38/50.. well.. should have gotten higher but due to my stupid mistake.. haiz.. lost about 6 marks in total.. lol..
Then met with SY again.. eat dinner and we went back to causeway shopping.. lol.. buy shoes.. cause i no shoes to wear at all liao.. so seriously need to buy.. and we walk in and out same shops for many times.. different shop to see price, compare and see what i really want.. and i decided to buy at Sportslink.. a basketball shoes.. actually planned to buy at Royal Sporting House.. but really bad luck.. no size i need.. then Sportslinks also.. but i hack care and bought the over-sized shoes.. not really nice compared to the 1 i want at the Royal.. but hack care liao.. happily wear it and walk for the rest of the day.. lol.. Reeve come find us and he dragged us go 768.. he eat dinner.. and then a scroll.. and thats mark the end of my day..
Now still blogged.. and i posted such a long post for the first day.. haha.. thats crazy Mingfan for you.. anyway i shall thanks those for visiting my blog.. though alot never tag.. at least those who tagged allow me to discover their presence.. thanks alot... oh btw.. i updated my profile page.. Care to know the true side of mingfan? Please proceed to there now. why the sudden update? cause i realized i been using the old sad profile for damn long without changing.. hehe.. please tagged to let me know you visit the profile.. better tag and ask if want know things i didnt mentioned.. or let me make addition cause i might dont even know some of my habits... hee thanks again.... Fan Signing off.....
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Holiday ends here.. Schooling starting next...
Hi blog.. hmm.. yesterday didnt blog if i not wro.. well.. was very tired.. cause i slept quite late... 6am if not wrong =X lol.. its like everyday i been living like this.. sleep in day, awake in night.. amazing.. haha.. well.. cant believe? but this is like my kind of living for years.. not years.. maybe just 2 years.. since the end of secondary school till now.. well.. now.. not going to play i guess.. just hope nobody call me to play.. cause seriously i need to finish up my assignment.. been dragged for 5 days i think.. actually is didnt even touched it.. lol.. anyway dont know i will do it anot.. oh ya.. holiday end today.. doesnt applied to me.. cause i tomorrow no school =D.. haha.. but i still need to go for check up... just hope result is good..
Sometime.. really envy people.. those that lead normal lives.. a normal family.. well.. came from broken family.. have so much problem with my health.. just for an example.. just going out.. i need so much time due to my skin.. another example is.. when i need to buy something.. i need to work for it.. and my result and performance.. no one i could share with.. thats my life.. okay.. why i said all those bad things again.. haiz.. stopped here.. Fan Signing off.....
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Hi blog... sorry.. been neglecting this blog for 3 day.. my bads.. lol.. cause i play game till i never touch Laptop at all.. lol.. i mean play PS2.. amazing.. i never expect an old game allowed me never touch for so long.. so lets sum up what happened these few days....
20 June
Digged out an old game which i haven completed.. and played with my SmallBrother for whole day.. until 6am.. thats suprising... lol.. but of course haven complete.. the reason why i stopped that game is because my SB deleted our save when we reaching the end.. and i quited.. but.. we back again.. lol.. and we played like crazy... lol..
21 June
Again.. we still continue our journey in the game.. of course.. played damn long.. but this time we decided to move house.. let our mom watch dvds at living room.. while we played at room.. and of course played till dawn again.. and we completed the game.. quite happy..
22 June
Went out to have fun with choonhuat, lyesia and Joseph.. at Yishun's Funland... an arcade.. lol.. there very cheap.. games like Time Crisis 4 actually just cost $1 per game.. wow.. but well.. if those played arcade with me.. usually see me play only basketball shooting machine and no more else.. so the Time Crisis 4 is damn hard for me.. though my accuracy high.. i dont know how to dodge bullets.. lol.. anyway we completed the game.. i spent $4... of course not the whole game i played.. i share with huat.. while we let the 2 Pro joseph and lyesia complete.. cause they keep play until damn pro.. then we go play basketball... i mean real 1.. lousy again.. anyhow play.. and settle our dinner at 11plus.. at the night market just opened.. and i been played game till now....
23 June
later.. going to go suntec city.. not really want to go.. but being forced.. too bad.. my assignment haven do yet.. damn sia.. i see lke very hard.. die die... just hope i could be back early and finish it.. haha...
Okay.. thats all for today post.. feel great after typed so much.. haha.. after all its already my habit.. just missed few days so i now bursting... haha.. okay.. Fan Logging off.....
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Hi blog.. today i slept till 4pm plus.. lol.. cause chee leong struggle on his own.. blamed myself for sleeping so long as he late for the submission.. should be submitted at 11.39pm.. but he still haven done on the presentation.. i only helped him draw 5 pictures... so haiz.. anyway today just only like that.. nothing much happened.. but i remembered i got 1 assignment to do.. haiz.. so sad.. but luckily i remembered.. at least i now still got time... just hope i can do it. thats all... haha.. now leong still at my house struggling.. but at least he confirm at today can submit.. at least happy for him... of course.. minus 10% of the mark.. so sad.. okay le. enough for today... Fan Logging off.....
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Hi blog.. today was such an "Hardworking" day.. lol.. strange why i like this say? well. cause i helping my friend chee leong do his project while i got nothing i need to do on my hand... lol.. until now i still helping him.. lol.. actually i was waken up by leong.. requested to borrow my house to do project.. lol.. and i was sleepy the whole day and he struggling hard to draw his sketches... lol.. and in the end i got to help him.. but i also long time never draw.. so no choice.. draw 1 for him only.. lol.. until now he still at my house.. playing PS2 with my bro.. now i know why he worked so slow.. aiyo... lol.. okay la.. stopped here.. i go play game too =D Fan Signing off.....
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Happy Birthday.. Mother..
Hi blog.. from the title.. its seem today is my mother's birthday.. well.. you are wrong.. its tomorrow.. but we actually celebrated today... well.. out of surprise.. lets say what happened today in starting..
Actually today i going to have a run with derick, joseph, Lyesia and Choon huat.. but well.. all overslept.. wow.. powerful... cant believe we overslept.. lol.. actually my fault la.. i wake up at 6am.. should have wake others up.. but.. i remembered told them morning call me.. and should be around 6.30am.. so i still got 30mins to sleep.. lol.. but never expect.. the next moment i opened my eyes.. 2pm.. lol... funny sia.. then i was welcomed with Curry Fish Head!! lol.. haha... yummy.. then i had my fills i slack till 5pm...
So this was a unplanned trip.. cause my mom in morning recieved a call from my uncle which he know is my mom birthday invited us to join the Happy Father Day celebration at Aloha chalet.. lol... so we eat but didnt have fun.. cause as you all know.. i dont like crowd.. only friends as a crowd wont make me feel uncomfortable... but anyway funny part is when i wanna keep the cake for my mother to My big bro car.. my cousin saw it.. and asked whose birthday... and we all actually celebrated my mother birthday... haha.. anyway.. we arent having fun cause we like strangers.. due to long long time never met and seldom times we have chance to see each other.. so actually not enjoying.. but i just love the part they actually helped my mom celebrate her birthday..
Mingfan:
"Mom you deserved this celebration... cause you always worked hard for us.. and we didnt help you make big celebration.. so here you have it.."
Anyway i very happy for today... though tomorrow is my mom actual birthday.. but cause my mom need to work.. so cant celebrate tomorrow.. anyway.. just hope she have a nice day tomorrow.. ^^
Of course have photos.. might gonna post later.. so must go and see.. cause the highlights is the part yesterday i with my friends.. hehe.. Fan Signing off.....
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Hi blog.. today... finally not a bored day.. as i today went to Vivo city.. so today the member we had is.. Derick, Joseph, Lyesia and Choon Huat.. haha.. actually planned to go sentosa.. but well.. today raining.. haiz.. and its actually rained whole day.. so unfun.. haiz.. so no choice walk around the Vivo city..
Though actually doing nothing.. but we have fun... we went in to Toy's rus hmm.. dont know how to spell.. anyway.. just walk around also have alot of funs.. then walk into the pet shop.. those animals are cute.. haha.. then we go into the arcade play the 3-piece bunk... hmm.. dont know spell correct anot.. haha.. after that.. still walk around until whole Vivo le.. except the 3rd floor.. since its raining..
So we planned to go Pc Bunk which located at Dobby Ghaut.. but also nothing to do.. since its a lan shop.. and its crowded.. then went to X zone.. an arcade.. playing the basketball shooting machine.. then we all went to plaza singapura eat dinner.. lol.. and then.. huat actually suggested take bus go home.. so we actually went back to Harbour Front.. and take 855 instead of 963.. funny sia.. lol.. its took long then we reach yishun.. and then take 969 to admiralty.. chit chat then went home.. its 1am when i reach home.. we actually talked alot.. cause all dont want to go home early... lol..
Actually took alot of photo.. but very tired.. so i not planning to post it on my space.. lol.. its alot.. haha.. hope i got time to post it.. of course.. i hope have more of this chances.. go out just have fun.. cheap fun ^^.. okay.. stopped here.. Fan Logging off.....
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Hi blog.. yea.. another boring day... i don't know what to do actually.. as those who know my situation.. i cant work.. and i got nothing to do.. cause no money.. no place to go.. no people want go out.. or anybody plan outing... haiz.. just plain days ahead.. actually i still have great friends.. they understand my situation.. some actually shown their concern... i quite happy i finally have such friends.. haha.. i like this said like i in past don't have this kind of friends.. got la.. just few.. now at least more.. lol.. i not that greedy and i easy satisfied.. well.. just hope days behind easily past.. no.. must have abit fun at least.. just hope someone could call me out.. even just for a walk.. at least.. is something i could do with friends... geez... okay... stopped here now.. time to visit others blog time.. quite free ahz me.. keep visit others blog.. yet they never come de.. so sad.. haha.. Fan Signing off.....
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Hi blog.. today ya.. got activity.. Fantastic 4.. the movie we watched for today.. haha.. well.. in morning already have funny stuffs.. first.. as planned wake up at 11am.. and wake others up.. but of course.. i sleep back.. then actually kianhui called me again.. but i guess i dream talking.. so i actually dont know he called.. and he thought i lying.. lol.. haha.. everything funny.. then i explained.. then he laugh.. lol.. this will happened when i in deep sleep.. although seldom happened.. but still will be dangerous.. cause cant be wake up.. unless my brain is totally awake.. something like that..
Anyway.. 1.30pm then i reach causeway.. wait for kianhui.. joseph sleep like log.. cant be waken up.. so i hack care le.. lol.. actually go so early not to watch movie.. but to buy ticket to prevent strained neck later.. due to sit infront.. lol.. but also need to eat lunch.. haha.. then i bring kianhui around to find wallet which he want the cheapest wallet.. lol.. i dont know how to find sia.. then got 1 shop which i personally think is good.. but he say dont want.. then i bring him to admiratly.. find 1 $3.90 de... lol.. he dont want.. cause he say quality not good.. lol.. anyway then we give up liao.. go my house then play bomberman.. till joseph ready and derick back from attachment.. then causeway meet... eat dinner and we watch the movie..
Actually met weizhang and kianwee gang.. lol.. amazing.. same movie at same time.. but different seats.. so didnt chat long.. then we go in see movie le.. movie is quite nice and funny... but the ending like no feeling.. what i mean like a good movie with good ending.. the ending of this movie to excitement.. maybe should put in like this.. haha.. anyway still a nice movie.. so the next movie to watch is the Transformer and the Harry Potter.. lol... all good movie come in this time.. The Die Hard 4.0 also nice... but i gues nobody want to watch.. wasted.. anyway hope i could find someone...
After the movie i and derick plus joseph go walk walk the night market.. cause i and joseph abit hungry... so we go walk and buy some food.. then go to our favourite cool down spot to eat.. called lyesia to come down and we eat plus chat till 11pm.. quite long.. from the movie ended at 9pm til just now.. haha.. and why now blog? play game till now.. cause was boring.. and cant sleep as usual.. until now still energetic.. dont know how.. haiz.. okay.. long post for this week.. thats all.. Fan Logging off.....
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Hi blog.. just back from 1 place.. well.. some of my reader know my situation.. so i shouldnt hide it anyway.. its from National Skin Center.. well.. ya.. as i was referred to there from KK Hopsital due to extensive Eczema.. which was serious.. and after the doctor say. i know the seriousness.. and i was required to go to NSC every week for 2 times.. about 15 weeks continously recieving Phototheraphy.. so called Light Treatment.. guess can see the seriousness.. well.. you all cant see it cause i always manage to hide it so well.. that more than 50% of my friends dont even know what i had... i wear long sleeve not to be handsome or scare cold.. but scare the sight of me scared others.. so i hide it.. well u all now the fact that i need to do all these.. and the treatment.. means.. i really have no much time on my hand now and not much cash... cause this treatment sure cost.. and again.. i dropped into the stress zone.. haiz.. no mood at all now.. now so serious i cant go play basketball.. so today not going.. and might spend the rest of the day at home...
I wondered.. even i typed all these... do you guys understand? i now are expressing my suffering through here.. so that you all wont ask me why i not going out or why i do this or that.. i hate troubles.. can see.. small trivial stuffs i just hate to bother it.. and thats me.. but i still damn like to help people or care for people that i actually always neglected myself.. most of my skins are caused due to neglect for example, go play basketball just for the sake of friends.. something like that.. though i always said just my interest triggered it.. but not much of it.. and so i not telling you all to listen my suffering and care for me or even do something for me... no need.. cause you all sure misunderstood.. or.. anyway.. i just want the understanding.. so sorry for the tormented kind post.. Fan Signing off.....
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Hi blog.. boring.. seem to be a common words appeared in my blog when i in holiday... haiz.. why always like this.. thats why i hate holiday.. cause nobody called me out.. and yet i nothing to plan out.. haiz.. i just like to hang out.. thought today hanged out with friends.. in afternoon.. went to marsiling buy PS2 game.. then they come my house make ruckus as usual and night play basketball.. and thats all le..
Think of it now.. i dont know want to find job anot.. and i dont know what to do for this 2 weeks.. can anyone plan something for me.. haiz... okay le.. thats all.. complain also useless... Fan Logging off.....
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Hi blog.. holiday start... yet my heart doesnt crave for the holiday.. after struggle so much.. i 1 day rest enough.. and so... i really dont know what to do now.. said wanna find job.. yet i dont know where to start from.. my mom.. actually faked me.. she got the money to pay.. but well.. not angry.. she just wanna me ring a phone call to dad.. and at least i more relieved to be angry.. anyway yesterday played the whole day... totally like never tomorrow kind of playing... lol.. 5 then sleep.. crazy hor? haha... so today... also nothing much.. going out to accompany derick them buy PS2 game.. think i wont be buying unless is the type of game i super want.. lol.. cause no money le... haha..
Oh ya... Yesterday was Siangyee BIRTHDAY!!! haha.. 19 le wor.. siangyee.. if u got read this post.. i already congrat you yesterday on friendster... and now i gonna say: " Happy Birthday Siangyee, hope you recieved nice present or at least have a nice day. Hope this year you could have a fun year and please dont slack on studies, Dont want to see you retain cause you my best buddy." ^^ thats all.. hungry liao.. haha.. Fan Signing off.....
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Hi blog.. unbelievable.. well.. as i said from the previous post.. i need to chiong.. and yet.. i cant.. fall asleep.. play game.. in the end.. studied almost nothing.. okay.. just really hope for miracle now.. and its indeed came.. just studied awhile.. and yet i done well.. its just unbelievable.. okay.. now left the last subject which i touch nothing at all.. planned to use the 5 hours break.. eat lunch le then go study.. but in the end like studied nothing important.. and so.. also prepared a doom scenario in mind went in.. i was so stressed... cause i really totally dont know.. dennis told me to relax.. well.. i tried.. and when i went in.. what i think is just Pass.. just pass... but after awhile.. the mindset change.. High mark High mark... lol.. cause i cant believe i know how to do after all.. is it my potential or i lucky.. well.. anyway i went out of the exam hall with damn great feeling.. well.. its not the first time i done amazingly well in term test.. but this time really dont know what to say.. but just really happy.. haha..
Went out with siangyee to meet up the Reeve.. lol.. long time never meet him.. then he bring us to the park exercise.. lol.. of course not me.. siangyee and him.. the duo gay.. well known in EVG.. haha.. but i got alot of funs.. then ending is we bought beer to drink and went home.. lol.. well.. i not the first time drink beer.. and i was a good drinker.. maybe more better.. cause i can drink 2 bottle straight without any effect... so is that considered good? well.. who cares.. i not a drinker after all.. haha... now very tired.. of course tired.. so many days never sleep.. later gonna sleep like shiok.. hack care already.. next activities i gonna have is the movie Fantastic 4... so just wait.. haha... okay stop here.. Fan Logging off.....
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Hi blog.. today was a total disappointment day.. today as i said.. wanna study.. and i totally didnt study at all.. anything i read cant go in.. and the whole day i dont know what i reading.. i really doomed for this 2 paper.. both i didnt studied at all.. guess gonna chiong for the whole night till morning liao.. haiz.. why am i always need to choose a tough way to walk.. haiz.. if i can just study easily.. i could have lead a better life.. no.. if i dont always sleep in the wrong time.. i could have alot of goods than bads.. haiz... oh ya.. haven said what happened today. or is yesterday.. its 1.22am liao.. lol.. anyway.. went to RP studied with qiaofeng.. cause i dont know where to study... but went there late.. and i studied abit need to go causeway eat plus return 1 piece of paper to siangyee.. envy him.. can study at home which i totally cant.. haiz.. and now i gonna chiong.. just please... let me study in... luckily later got 5 hour break to study EAUD.. just hope everything fine.. haiz.. stop here now.. Fan Signing off.....
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Hi blog.. haiz.. today is totally out of track day.. planned to study.. yet i played like never ending.. we went to RP.. just to play all the way till near 10.. what the heck.. am i that easy to distract? siangyee play i also follow.. haiz.. die die liao.. haven start study anything.. dont know how le.. hope tomorrow can study hard le.. actually planned to stay awake whole night to make up what i missed.. but.. i guess i cant do it.. i now very sleepy.. wanna play game.. or sleep.. haiz.. i think sure cant liao.. haiz.. just hope.. please.. let me study well tomorrow.. okay.. another short post.. cause nothing much happened.. Photo blog updated.. Fan Logging off.....
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Hi blog.. late to blog.. well.. so long never been like this.. but well.. isnt something to be happy of.. actually quite funny.. after the blogging in afternoon.. i continue sleep till siangyee came.. he make me wait super long.. 5.30 then come.. and i still continue sleep.. till 8.35.. lol.. power.. then he use my laptop play CS.. haha.. then we decided to eat dinner.. went back causeway.. then i forgot about that the operating time of causeway point.. lol.. cause surely reach home late and i forgot.. haha.. then we went back to admiralty eat macdonald then went home.. until now was just slacking.. tomorrow then gonna chiong.. so of course.. hope i could really study.. okay.. short post.. tomorrow then blog again... Fan Signing off.....
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Bad Start.. good ending..
Hi blog.. today really bad start.. haiz.. why i said that? cause i sick early in the morning.. dont know what illness and after the NetFund i back to normal. weird right? well.. lets see.. the only reason for that is 2 days overnight.. but i doubt it.. not the first time.. but well.. apparently there no other reasons.. haiz.. well. didnt failed.. but did alot of sily mistake.. but well.. for BCMGT.. which i dread it.. actually did quite well.. haha.. maybe due to teach Qiaofeng.. so i managed it well.. not really that good.. since the teacher give 1 wrong tip which i studied wrong.. totally wasted 6 marks.. the rest seem to be okay.. wont be like last semester which i got all As.. but think quite okay for now.. for a person who keep sleep.. haha...
After the exam.. siangyee told me to wait till 4... what the heck.. teach friend he said.. well.. can i join? he said cant.. obviously is his GF!! >.< lol.. dont jump to conclusion.. anyway.. i waited like sianz lor.. luckily dennis, qiaofeng and jolin willing to accompany for just awhile.. brighten my days abit again.. as they all really able to make people laugh.. haha.. either they easy to tease or they jokers... haha.. anyway.. then dennis accompany me take 69 back to tampines.. which actually he could take 8.. so good.. miss these days.. we chat alot.. even reach Interchange.. we still keep chat.. till my bus came.. haha.. we missed alot of old days now.. well.. though just a short 1 years.. memories really alot.. haha.. wanted to pang seh siangyee.. but well.. cant.. so now at library.. dont know what to do... still got 1 hour.. dont know when he ready.. haiz.. okay.. stop here.. Fan Logging off.....
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Studying? or nothing went in..
Hi blog.. Amazed on the time i blog? while today or is yesterday went to RP study.. lol.. cause i promised QiaoFeng need to teach him BCMGT.. so go teach him.. which he suggested there.. is a good place to study... for student like me lived in woodlands.. though i TP student.. haha.. anyway.. i dragged cheeleong with me.. and we studied.. i think just me studied the most.. cause i really can concentrate.. cause also need to teach qiaofeng.. which i finally finished my studies for BCM.. but of course.. in morning alot of stuffs happened.. cause the previous day i slept at 6.. so actually totally forgot about the promise.. then he called up.. then i told him let me rest more.. then around 3 then reach there.. which actually planned to be morning.. lol.. and we studied till 9plus lol..
After that i suggested to leong come my house overnight to study.. since i now in study mood. but obviously its the wrong choice.. we in the end play play play.. and until 5am haven start study.. no until now.. and now leong sleeping.. and i cant get anything into my brain.. lol.. luckily later meeting siangyee.. go RP study... hope i will chiong again.. and finish my NETFUND.. haha.. well.. still a fine day.. so i ready to chiong.. haha.. okay.. stop here.. Fan Signing off.....
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Hi blog.. today went to TP.. to study.. but.. i guess we didnt study.. we were playing or enjoying.. oh freak.. i said i want to study.. and i said i wanted start 3 days ago.. yet the 3 days i was playing.. and so freak!! i wanted to study.. but my player mind yet wanna play.. and i cant control it!! so how sia.. i was totally a thrash lor.. what i say to myself i always cant do.. why am i so efficiency for others yet not for myself.. i was totally dont know la.. ya.. i am clever as people said.. so i planned to go for exams without study? freak la.. i dont want a stupid score again.. cant!! okay.. sorry.. was over agitated.. but i really hope i got a good environment.. and good mood.. plus good motivation to study!! haiz.. who can help me.. i am so dead now.. still got 2 days.. but if like this not good at all.. hope things could change...
I was wondering.. i put up the sitemeter.. and the rate keep going up.. yet nobody tag or talk to me in msn about anything in my blog.. so i was seriously wondering is the sitemeter useful or just useless.. if not i change it.. please tell me in tagboard!! please.. thank you.. Photo blog updated.. Fan Logging off.....
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Name -> Hu MingFan
Age -> Going 20 this year
Occupation -> Temasek Polytechnic Student
Birth date -> 19 OCT 1988
E-mail -> humingfan@hotmail.com
Never do that on me!!!
*Being looked down
*Being judged just by few stuffs
*Being criticised by friends
*Friends that never know my existence
*Cant do what i want
*Being forced to do what i dont like
*Friends that only care about themselves
*Friends that abandon me
What i love???
*Being praised on my performance
*Be with my friends
*Play with my friends
*Sports & Games
*Idling away
*Chatting
*Having a smooth day
*Laugh with my friends
*Blog Hopping =D
What am i truely???
Okay above listed were just my basic characteristic trait. But i dont think you could know me well from there.
Well, what i typed out now, is surely opposite of what you all think of me.
I am a quiet boy, true enough. But to avoid for friends to feel bored and embarrassed, i start conversation but the likelyhood is low. Force me chat with a topic. I will never say no to a chat.
Too helpful, considered a weakness to me but not to you all, right? Mostly what you all asked i will do it, as long i can. Of course i stil got some unwillingness sometimes.
Still a thrill seeker, you can make that out, and you will see my hyperactive side.
My talkative side? I am a cyber chatterbox.
A very negative boy and no compeition mindset. Motivate me, if not, you can win me as easy as 1.2.3. % being motivated is 20% unless u make me unhappy with u.
Look like blur boy, but can actually know how you feel, sensitive to emotions. Anything stirred, i can feel it.
A very secretive boy, say anything to me i will just keep it. Even my stuffs. I will never say out, dont try to make me say out, cause probably will hurt me afterward or you.
Too easy to satisfied, due to my lives, everythings hard to come by, so i will treasured every little things u gave me. Thanks.
Am i stupid? Thats up to you, but to be frank. I always a lazy person to start off, so no efforts and so, no result. Unless needed if not i wont show out what i know. The most wrong things to do is.. look down on me.
To be honest, i quite an good actor, cause you never know the true side of me, so just know it and deal with me. Thats a friend i really want...
What i want...
*Be happy forever
*Have the N91 phone
*Grow taller
*Slim down
*A laptop
*A own room
*s+uDy r00m
*Friends that really care
*Family that understand me
*Having a healthy lifestyle
*Get serious on my studies
*Study really hard for my exam