Time just came by every sec.. but move by every mins..
Life Time^^
Time flew fast.. and we just always not enough time? or just too much time.. both i got.. so what to do with it.. headache.. as my title said : Time just came by every sec.. but move by every mins.. doesnt its seem to be true.. unless you see your watch every seconds.. if not this serve to be a fact.. why do we always have this not enough time? want know why? just because we are unorganised human.. and thats all..(this doent applied to those organised human and nothing to do all kind) we just seem to waste time.. ok studying not consider.. but if you are distracted? you waste time.. if you reach home and sit down and rest for so long when you still got something to do.. its also consider.. so what should we do? organise is the words.. relazx is allowed as we wouldnt possible be slave forever.. life is to spend.. spend with what is your freedom.. but if you like the situation of me complaining time flew too fast.. then start organise!! haha..
Ok stop the stuff.. haha.. suprised that i suddenly got "life time section"? oh it just post for fun.. actually is what i experienced about life and it suddenly went through my mind so i type it down and thats all..no particulary reason so no stopping me for writing guess i am right.. so lets sum up what happened to me recently... ok..bad stuffs... i failed my term test badly.. of course i know the reason.. say i didnt study.. no no.. even though i lazy and like to sleep in school doesnt mean i stupid.. i still know what to do.. its just stress out.. ever heard mind black out? thats what occurred to me during Emaths and CKT so pathetic and i failed.. marks just behind the border line.. and for BSOM? i passed.. surprisely indeed.. i didnt study for that.. and what more worse is i fall asleep when i go library study and sleep till almost late for test.. of course i scolded my friend for abandon.. but dont worry.. i didnt really held grudges toward him.. we still friends.. i still meet up with him.. so all that are bad stuffs.. so got good 1? of course got.. i have a new hairstyle!! why i suddenly look so handsome ever in my live.. i dont know what others think about me.. but i think i am handsome now le.. instead toward the cute route which i hate it.. haha.. i so like it, the auntie winnie really cut very well.. no wonder all my friends went there cut.. so happy to have this hairstyle.. hope i can maintain it.. haha.. recently watch superman return.. actually didnt plan it.. its huat called me when i was at siangyee house doing something.. i was reluctant in the first place.. but i see him so lonely so i tell siangyee lets go ba.. but as usual he took his time till the planned seat was occuppied.. haiz.. no choice we sit 2nd row.. neck quite strained after that movie.. but lucky we come to watch.. its nice! no wonder huat want to see.. haha.. i prepared to watch another movie which coming at july 15.. i guess you all know what i saying.. haha.. those are the good things.. think no more.. got to work tomorrow again.. this week really busy.. so hope tomorrow is fun so thats all.. so long guys.....
Ended the storytelling at -->7:41 PM
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Days arent going my way.. but whose way?
Haiz.. why must things not going according to what you think? i so fed up with this.. but no choice... life is going by this way and no others.. never mind.. know why i said all these today? because things really not going my way.. i planned that on monday go haircut with ignatius. as he told me that day he free so called me along.. got to clear all those messy hair anyway... so i planned after haircut can go for dinner.. as that day gonna released on 6.. reach there around 7.. then haircut take 1hr.. so can have dinner anyway.. so all planned out.. then when i was released.. i rush to the interchange.. called him not to know where to meet.. but to know that he cannot go anymore.. change it to tuesday.. oh my.. even though i having diet doesnt mean whole day didnt eat... no choice i called reeve to eat.. but reeve said his mom cook.. i more sad.. whats more i rush to the interchange already queued up for the bus.. cant retreat... no choice sit on the bus alone..if you think where siangyee? haiz.. i recieved no news fromhim since i didnt talk to him at all.. i guess i in his mind nothing much... so i hack care him le... when i reach admiralty.. as there got a big and long long night market going on.. since i so hungry... i bought something to eat... went back home then realized my mom got cook.. its sudden one.. so i was.. so sad... i bough the food and eat and its taste terrible.. waste money.. then realized mom got cook and never called me.. cause me eat again.. haiz.. so for today.. as he postponed the haircut today.. so i planned quite well for this time.. i tried to finish my stuff quickly.. then also tell him that we going have dinner after haircut.. so he said okay... and i was thinking how nice i going to look if i let the hairdresser decide for me.. as i finished my stuff early.. i went home.. he called me and say today no slot for us.. as we must book de.. haiz... another day goes out of way.. i sicked of it already.. so many time happening.. but then dinner not cancelled.. haha.. we still meet up and eat at causeway point.. so i still quite happy.. then reeve called me to go play something i decided basketball.. then joseph also called me.. as we joseph, me, choon huat and derick are always have basketball playing at our court downstair.. so we look like a gang.. lol... but our skill not good la.. half win half lose lor.. so i agree to it and ic alled ignatius to come with me.. haha.. so we have a great time playing.. so at least i spend my time with something.. haha.. after that we go stroll around.. then go home.. i think i reach home at 11.30 haha.. so late liao.. as we saw 1 our ex-school teacher.. she haven quit la.. damn funny.. when we saw her.. i said alamak.. this teacher know me de.. i quickly turned around.. so she regonised.. but not me is lyesia.. haha.. we all laugh and they went up buy something left me there wait for the foods.. so the teacher stand beside me never talk to me.. i was so strange that why didnt she talk to me.. as i was famous during secondary school days.. haha funny stuff and nasty stuff done to me by friends.. then when my friends came down.. she said that i look like 1 of her student she know!! wow.. she really didnt recognise me.. then they said i was mingfan then she shocked.. still scold me for not greeting.. haha.. did i really changed alot.. i dont know.. must have my friend testify for me for that.. haha.. but human do change.. not me even though ... for my body, my vocal and my life.. haiz.. hope its will change.. for good!! haha.. so i guess thats all.. hope to see my friends more offen.. i miss all those secondary friends and days.. so fun.. so see ya.....
Ended the storytelling at -->11:58 PM
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Hmm.. crazy time over.. why i said that? still got what.. schools coming back.. i going to go back my originally occupation.. student.. it not a happy stuff... anyway i feeling damn sianz of going to school.. go school study.. come back.. no enertainment at all!! so pathetic... lucky still got my old friends.. if not i already died.. now i realy know actually poly life wasnt good at all... even though we got freedom.. but we got to pay for that.. less funs.. more boredom.. its true.. what they talking and they saying it dont really fit me.. maybe different group age? 17-23 if i not wrong.. so many different ages.. and different interest.. i dont really feel should be in that class le.. haiz.. (haikal dont get me wrong again.. its not you all fault.. its just different interest..haha) so.. anyway.. even though crazy time over.. party time will sure happened... but.. see if i can do it anot.. alot of personal stuff happened.. i was damn stress now.. family problem and alot.. haiz.. lucky not relationship as i dont have 1.. so never gone crazy haha.. trying to maintain my smile.. my mood.. but dont know how long can keep it.. those hidden 1.. alot of things to say out.. who want to hear.. anyway i also dont have the guts.. haha.. so keep it.. safer anyway.. hmm..i made a new spectacle.. it a new design which i never tried it before..as i got skin allergy.. i got to buy prastic frame.. so no choose.. also its rectangle frame.. so its first time.. wear it quite weird to me.. so hope i can suit it.. oh.. monday having new haircut i think.. i wanna get a haircut.. as i dont know about fashion.. plus a noob at using gel or wax to style hair.. no choice got to cut.. my mom really guess it correctly.. she said i sure go for haircut 1... haha.. but then dont know what to cut.. so leave it to the barber.. haha.. whew.. alot of thing going on.. whats more? my birthday? nah.. still got 3month+..haha.. i haven do finish my sketches for my project yet.. dont know can do it at afternoon anot.. so hope i can.. so what more.. think no more.. ok so just hope my poly life really can get better and more better.. so at least that make a reason for me not to change course... hope can really make memories..i sick of having sad 1.. so first wish for that.. more outing haha.. more fun of course.. and what more.. NO BOREDOM!! yup thats right.. am i too exciting or dreaming? dont know i a dreamer anyway.. feel like calling that myself.. haha anyway i sleep alot too.. at school=X.. ok ok la.. this blog getting too long.. got to stop.. happy holiday ending!!!!=X
Ended the storytelling at -->3:30 AM
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Happy for people.. also happy for myself...
Haha.. i yesterday went to the my friends' chalet organised by his church.. i dont know how to say it in details.. but i just went there lor.. haha.. but then.. i dont really feel comfortable there.. first i already hate involve in christian activities.. i a buddhist i also dont like involve in this kind of religious activity.. i like freedom.. i dont like to be restricted... also i dont really believe in this things.. (all these just my thoughts, so dont misunderstood haikal...) i want to be free thinker de.. anyway.. but cant >.< mom want me to be buddhist.. haiz.. poor me.. anyway.. aboutthe church.. i really not like it.. its got rules and regulation!! oh my.. come chalet isnt the priority playing relax? why still got teaching and rules.. as i know all christian are well behaved de..for those devoted christian.. so what for the rules and regulation.. and what for the teaching... so many thing all restricted... why dont just go school camp or others.. so i was no longer interested in staying again.. i escaped the 2nd teaching and go for the beach to take a stroll.. but so late.. so dark.. so really didnt enjoyed alot.. so i just sit on the bench and rest.. i think alot of stuff.. think about future.. think alot of things.. rest till so long then i slowly walk back.. as i know the teaching over when i reach.. after awhile we went back home le.. with reeve.. as he cannot stay yesterday.. his mom allowed him stay today instead.. then i was told that they gonna celebrate wei lun birthday.. haha.. with give him a suprise attack.. lol.. hmm.. but then he wasnt suprise i think.. as i think the script too fake to me.. if i will him.. i will not surprised also.. but i will act suprised... because i didnt really celebrate my birthday before.. not even with friends.. family also very little... so to me birthday always just a day to relax and nothing else.. but i think i got celebrated it before.. its on my sec 2 days.. as i always being bullied but then i still got just abit of friends willing to stand up for me.. so they wanted to celebrate my birthday.. and second which i feel happy is celebrated it with reeve when i was sec 4 he treated me to sakae sushi.. he is the first friend who willing to pay things for me.. i was stunned that he decided to treat me to birthday treat.. so these the only 2 birthday i spent happily.. so i was happy that i can celebrate friends birthday.. so i can also feel that happiness.. haha.. so now i was planning something... wont be saying.. haha.. but then hope i can do it.. haha.. so thats all for today.. so wish everyone have a nice haha.....
Ended the storytelling at -->11:21 PM
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Why customer always right and we are always wrong...
Haiz... today damn unhappy about my work today.. really want to use vulgar liao.. i hate using vulgar... and this my first time really cause me want to shout that out.. (i never shout vulgar before..maybe infront of computer only) today damn got alot of those troublemaker customer.. fake here fake there.. anyhow order.. order and run.. all these happened.. but not this customer which really make me want to smash the rice and the grilled fish on him >.< as he came.. he ordered a takeaway grilled fish rice.. i heard it so i beginning to prepare the ingreditent.. then when i take out the takeaway box.. which is meant for rice and spaghetti.. he suddenly scolded me want me take out the big box.. which meant for only meals set which contains fries..bread and alot of stuffs... so its not for rice and spaghetti.. i was puzzled.. i first time got scolded for that.. then my cousin come out.. saw him.. he know him.. then he whispered to me.. that this customer actually SCOLDED MY MOM FOR THAT TOO!! and with LAME REASON!! what is that? he said that eat western food must use big boxes 1... use small boxes why dont call him go eat vegetables rice... wa kao.. so DOMINANT lor.. his wife also cannot take it.. he tell him not to say liao he still want to say that... then he keep say that he is right about this and keep repeat.. ok.. scolded me i still can tolerant.. but scold my mom!?!? i damn wanna throw everything to him.. and say.. go eat your stupid vegetables rice la!!! this big boxes i give you 10.. go buy what you want WITH IT!! but i try to tolerant.. but he still saying here and there... add rice still wanted to be free... i hackcare him charge the same price.. if not because my cousin scare of him.. i sure make this meal the lousiest standard of all!! even though i said do your best even though for the last customer.. this i really cannot take it.. too dominant le.. his wife also cannot take it.. he still got this stupid idiotic face... wa kao.. my morale was just dropped to zero... still very angry that he scolded my mom for that.. i was wishing my mom having great time eating good stuffs at wedding banquet.. haiz.. why this world must have this kind of people.. you know when customer is good.. he can be good until even you accidentaly give him extra $10+.. he will give back and this type of customer is alot.. but why bad also got so many...
Ok for my frustration views.. I hate this sentence from the begginning i work in KFC.. Customer always right... why must customer right and we must be the 1 apologise when we are right actually.. why?? we can just lost this customer.. anyway we wont be in loss having to lost this type of customer.. lost is fine with us.. let him go other place.. let him kanna shoo.. shoo all the way.. see if in future he dare anot.. haha.. but then.. what the use... the law stated that too.. haiz.. so now i know why those that do food industry 1 always have so much trouble.. i now wont say that food industry is a very relaxing career.. after my own experience.. but i really become a boss of something.. see how i deal with the customer.. haha.. i wont use violence.. i outtalk him.. haha.. thats all.. tomorrow got chalet invited by reeve.. i sure going as i got something to find out... but then.. i i feel that i being hate by a girl.. all because the stupid siangyee use my handphone send gay message on my name.. my reputation was dropped of course.. haiz.. wanna strangle him again.. lol... ok see you guys.....
Ended the storytelling at -->11:14 PM
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Haiz.. i getting blur sia.. almost cause my cousin lost alot of money.. lol.. i do cashier today... then i keep count wrong money.. Lack $10 own $10 here and there..haiz.. dont know why.. i just keep thinking of unneccesary stuff.. haiz..so tired too.. obviously is due to keep playing till super late... haiz.. i dying liao la.. haha.. tomorrow my mom birthday.. the present i give her is take over her post let her go a wedding banquet.. i want to go so badly de.. as its at hotel.. good stuff =X.. i like to eat obviously can see from my body shape.. haha.. but then its my mom birthday.. so i let he go.. anyway its what i can do for her.. let her rest as much as possible.. if can.. i might keep working for her as much as possible.. but think not that much lol.. so i tried my best lor.. but 1 thing good about is i think i finally mastered the cooking.. haha.. can be chef liao.. not that pro la.. but my friend still dont trust me.. haiz.. who call me so overconfident.. but i wont make a mistake from n0ow on.. must buck up so my life wont be so slack.. haha... guess thats all for today.. so .. see you guys.. haha.....
Ended the storytelling at -->1:26 AM
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Haiz.. i so tired... not my mind la.. its my body >.< because i keep playing games till 5am.. who wont get tired.. but only for awhile.. i dont know why very easily energetic de.. but then.. if give me a bed..a table.. or a wall to lean on.. fall asleep.. lol.. haha.. thats me.. know why i suddenly can keep playing games? because my big bro go thailand for training.. haha.. he is an air force recruit.. so now i sleeping in his room.. party time.. haha... but then really not good to body.. even though i know.... i cant miss this opportunity =X so.. too bad.. got to sorry for my body.. haha...i got see chinese doctor at serangoon at tuesday.. haiz.. i actually called my best buddy de.. so long never see him.. he agreed to it.. but then cancelled off... i though i going alone.. then reeve called up.. invite me to chalet in coming monday..i agreed to it.. so.. i grab the opportunity to ask him accompany me go see doctor.. he really agree to it.. i so happy.. haha.. so we meet up at yio chu kang mrt station as he at nyp.. so after we meet up we go see doctor.. he also accompany me go in sia.. actually he is curious.. so we go in when its my turn... the doctor still remember me.. as my mom keep seeing this doctor de.. haiz.. doctor scolded me for delaying the treatment.. haiz.. how I know this injury never get well on its own.. haiz.. Now i got to train my thumb as much as possible.. like doing teraphy on my own doing little action.. haiz.. so troublesome.. first time i have this injury... so sad.. after that we go kfc.. but before that they go buy wine.. -.- we still underage.. they want to drink it on chalet.. lol.. but guess how we bought.. a lady listening and willing to help us buy so that is legal and the company wont got revolted its licence.. haha.. funny.. of course i didnt involve in it. i just standing beside laughing.. lol... reeve so good he treated me kfc.. he so good.. he is the first one that treat me a birthday treat also.. glad to know him.. i promise i treat him back after i bough my laptop and handphone.. at this year end i hope.. so got to wait reeve... haha.. ok thats all for today.. see ya guys.....
Ended the storytelling at -->11:35 PM
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What for if i think so much.. i already tired of all this stuff... why should i care about... i really in a mess now.. life is messy.. personal stuff also messy.. everything just too messy.. what for?? i just realize my friends dont really understand me.. i was like what?? i didnt blame them liao.. but... argh.. what for i explain.. i so tired... if can..really hope just restart my life again... i already have 1/4 of my life regretted.. so now think so much for what.. life is like that.. if there is people can change it.. definietly not me.. haiz.. i dont know why i get all the thoughts.. maybe from my work.. especially this recently..
As we gonna close the shop in 30mins time.. then there was customers coming.. brothers.. the big 1 asked whether closed already.. as i haven close the hotpan.. so my cousin said haven.. then he asked his small brother want what.. they talk awhile then leave.. my cousin not happy.. grumbling while counting the money.. i think nothing about it.. its not wrong at all.. then they come back again.. just wanted to close.. they said want our set meal.. my cousin not happy.. he fried the egg anyhow and serve.. i see the egg was so like only those who like york very very much 1 can eat.. if not its actually disgusting.. i see it.. i think.. even its the last customer.. we should cook it the best we can.. because its still a customer... and we shouldnt just be emotional... lucky i was the 1 frying the chicken.. so still ok.. helped to make up the bad look of it...
If this were to applied to our life.. its actually the same.. life is your priority and how you live it is secondary..no matter how much you think.. how much you do.. what for?? life is still got to go on.. i dont want to be dragged down by that.. i want to live through my life.. i was so tired in my mind.. i rather shut off from the world.. anyway i a loner in the begginning.. i just want thing goes by flow now.. i will try not to think so much about relationship.. studies now... what about leaving my fate at BBQ or something like that throw off!! i am through with it.. now is my life.. i wanna live through my way.. and thats all.. no matter who seeing it.. i already made up my mind.. no changing.. i will be myself at any place at any time and have different kind no more acting and searching.. ok thats it.. thanks for seeing.. so long.....
Ended the storytelling at -->3:01 AM
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Disappointed, angry.. what for..
Today my last test.. and i still never sleep.. yesterday i said i go sleep liao at around 2pm.. but then i sleep at 5pm.. dont know why.. 1 hour of sleeping not consider sia.. then of course i overslept.. siangyee called me... luckily i send sms to him call me le.. but then laziness.. i fall asleep.. late 20mins.. he keep sending sms faster come down.. ok reach school.. as usual go eat.. then go library...but why my title is that? haiz.. actually i go library but i fall asleep.. then he left without waking me up.. i was damn astonished... i called him.. he just say too bad.. i was really hurt by this words.. in my life.. what i most hate is those only care about himself and not firends.. i though siangyee was good.. except for his abandon skill.. lol.. but now he really making me damn sad.. when test i just keep thinking wanted to broke off.. i hate this kind of friend... i relaly hate it.. i rather minus 1 friend then have that kind of friends... but luckily i think i passed my bsom.. not good grade.. but think ok.. but still overall i everything.. i now veryy tired already.. today go out with haikal them.. but then in the end we didnt watch movie.. just mere window shopping.. i was very quiet.. i really not in that mood.. but so miracle.. i saw friend over there too.. kelli.. 1 of my classmate in secondary school too.. but then i didnt really know her la.. actually it she recognised me not me called her.. we 2 walk past.. then we 2 stare for awhile.. then she suddenly greet me.. then i realized it.. but actually it not i forgetful.. its just she changed alot.. we chat awhile then bid farewell.. aiya.. i forgot to get her contact.. lol.. as i said to myself
After the shopping.. i went home alone.. but then i didnt went straight home.. i went to causeway wanted to buy jacket.. my jacket was like rubbish bin pick up 1... because of that stupid toilet door which pricked a hole and its like torn up alot la.. becuase i keep moving then thread coming off.. damn terrible.. friends laughing liao le.. nothign to say.. haiz.. then i find so long finally found 1 but shop closing.. sianz.. think next time buy.. i saw 2 more friend.. separately but they met up.. lol.. lets me explain.. i saw javier when i was taking 913 to home.. saw him walking in so we greeted then we sit down and chat.. he live quite near to me.. opposite my block.. so he alight at opp. admiratly mrt.. then he saw denis.. another classmate of mine.. he alos taking 913.. so he bid farewell then denis come in.. haha.. thats the reason i said that.. he also get off after 3 stops.. so left me alone.. i purposely take 1 round then get down which behind of my block.. anyway its the same except distance not..
But now i was still very sad.. i really dont know what to do with siangyee.. i also dont know what to do with myself.. i guess i really need to do something about myself.. my mind and my everything.. so lets see first ba.. bbq on next thursday.. hope thats decide everything i thinking.. farewell.....
Ended the storytelling at -->11:22 PM
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My last day... finally.. not my death la.. its my term test.. but then my morale is really damn low now.. i failed my ckt too!! impossible.. i think i really stress out.. i cant believe i failed my ckt.. i know how to do.. but then.. dont know why when i tried to do.. my mind just suddenly blank... and i suddenly forgot everything i learned.. is it i stressed out? or maybe because i never sleep for 4 days?.. i dont know.. but i really very sad now.. i just came back from macdonald.. i study alone at there till now.. but then.. i only spend half of the time study.. the rest? haiz.. see here see there.. i really cant study on my own.. especially when like studying at a place where crowd always appear.. i just keep staring.. oh my... i really stressed out le.. i so tired now.. never sleep for 4 days.. now just going to have 4 hours to sleep.. oh my god.. is my fate so terrible.. haiz.. haikal updated me when the bbq is.. it going to take place at thursday.. but i dont know i got the mood anot.. also.. having something in my mind to be confirmed on that day.. so i really dont know for now.. haikal asked me to watch over the hedge after the bsom test.. i dont know why i said ok.. haiz.. when friend invitation come.. i really cant reject.. i just dont know why.. i just wanna be with my friends.. i hate reject people.. borrow things, need helping hand, even doing something which doesnt benefit me.. i just kind hearted.. right? thats why i was the one disadvantage... but i didnt really mind it la.. i just feel nice to help people.. i will feel happy.. but then.. the happiness i got not for helping people.. is the happiness that people think i am useful and at least know my existence.. haiz.. i feel myself so useless.. really useless.. i gonna get depression sooner or later.. oh my god... but i just want to have friends.. who really know me.. know what i really want.. is that very much? haiz... dont know when that day come.. haiz.. hope watching the movie help me relax and calm my mind.. i wanted to go beach.. just to relax.. i really like to go.. but i never go as i dont know how to.. lame right.. but if 1 day i gone without a trace.. maybe i really at the beach liao.. ok ba.. i better stop now if not i cant study tomorrow with that kind of mindset.. i must pass my bsom if not i a goner.....
Ended the storytelling at -->1:11 AM
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What i been work on down to the drain...
darn it... i spend so much time to catch up the work also can pass the test.. i was damn tired lor.. still overslept abit in the morning... and what? i failed -.- not i dont know how to do.. its not enough time.. dont know why.. questions so time consuming.. i dont know is it really just nice the time... but i dont think so.. as most of us cant even finish.. i wonder who can get distinction... i was damn sad lor.. i spend so much time for what.. now damn tired.. dont know how to study my ckt..but no choice i still planning to chiong... haiz.. today the bus jammed for 1hour plus.. so crazy.. then i realize that its actually got a traffic accident ahead.. thats why jammed so heavily.. haiz.. get home so late liao... total take nearly 2 hours.. dont know today what day.. first time i met so many friend in a row.. derick, weiwen, clement.. all at admiratly mrt.. but then.. today still not consider a lucky day.. maybe because the test ba... said about friends... i really being neglected.. i have been trying my best.. but.. everyone just go home.. nobody even want to ask me about how the test goes.. or like this.. really very cold.. everyone just go home straigh.. no even 1 want to study.. its like i go to a unknown school.. have an exam dismissed.. i just dont like it.. even though haikal organiseda bbq in the coming holiday.. but its just too plain.. what really going on.. is it my fault? or what?? i really scare about the bbq liao... the whole school like only siangyee... but then our relationship is just drifting away.. ask him study with me.. he said dont want.. why i go into this school... i being bluff by him and he still treating me like this.. we just like going school together eat breakfast.. thats all.. i now really very tired... inside and outside.. considering transfer.. changing course.. alot.. mind so confusing.. haiz.. i better stop now.. before my mind burst out... i still got to study ckt... so i stop here ba.. farewell.....
Ended the storytelling at -->7:43 PM
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I really out of my mind...
I been studying crazily.. yesterday i sleep at 3+.. playing.. got attrated to go play.. cause by my friends.. lol..cannot blame them.. since i like to play games... and today wake up at 12+.. so late.. haiz.. then i faster get ready to study.. but i really cant study at home.. its too messy.. then i must have friends beside me then can study i think.. lol.. actually i dont know how i study de.. sometime can study seriously on my own like at library yesterday.. but then sometime must study with my firends to get serious.. but then i confirm i cant study at home... i just couldnt study at home.. too messy.. haiz.. my personal life was more stressful than any other things.. why i so pathetic de... i called siangyee at 1pm... to come my house study since he lived so near to me.. when he reach my house and we start study haikal sms me said he want to study and called me along.. oh my.. why didnt he contact me earlier.. i wanted to go library.. but scare later cant study as i dont know when i can get serious.. so i asked my friend wanna go.. but he said dont want.. no choice since i must respect his choices so i reject the offer by haikal.. very sorry.. but then also no use.. siangyee keep playing.. cant concentrate.. then more worse.. he took the opportunity that when i go toilet he took my handphone and any how send message say i gay.. i love him.. what the.. luckily he only send 2 to 2 person.. but actually i didnt notice at that time.. i noticed after 6 hours!!! lol.. as he left home at 4+.. then called me again said want to go macdonald study.. since its 24hrs we can stay up late.. then while i studying so seriously.. i saw him seeing my sent list on my hp.. then saw 2 person which i didnt sent message to them.. then i realize it... so late liao.. 6 hours have passed.. i at public keep strangling him... LOL.. of course just for fun.. i dont know why i didnt get angry la.. but then i keep making him.. lol.. but then.. my concentration got destroyed.. lol.. so sad... so we 2 left at 1.. so i just reach home only.. but now going to do more crazy stuff.. i going to chiong.. which mean rush in hokkien.. as i tomorrow going to work.. actually no need de.. but my cousin got something need to do which must go 1.. cause me.. haiz.. so now going to burn midnight oil.. not going to sleep!! crazy!! but i think i can.. just hope tomorrow not much customer.. so i can keep resting.. haha.. i met my old friend when i walking to mac by the way.. yiling.. haha.. she very funny de.. so long never see her.. she just add me in msn.. so i was chating with her now.. relax before study ma.. ok so thats all for today.. oh ya.. if haikal you will seeing my blog.. i sorry that i reject your offer hor.. sorry ahz.. so wish everyone which in my class good luck.. haha.. bye bye.....
Ended the storytelling at -->1:25 AM
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Wow.. today i crazy sia.. study so hard.. lol.. i was at library studying after running away from the last lecture.. haha.. getting influence by my friends and so all run.. haha.. only 3 lue me run only i think.. rest of my classmates attend.. and got attendance marked.. well my first absent.. haha.. today i was late again.. as yesterday stayed up too late.. overslept.. 8.30am then start taking bus.. reach school total time was 1hour as usual.. then i run to the lab.. lol.. then i noticed my face was dirty so i go washroom and have a wash up.. then saw the the lecturer.. who is our careperson too.. mr lim.. he puzzled why i still here and not in his lab.. lol.. then he go do his business i faster run away.. funny sia.. so suddenly.. so as you i skipped the last lecture.. i go with denis them to mensar eat.. which i queued so long for a pasta.. lol.. silly me? but the food was nice.. so its alright.. after that.. denis them go home.. left me alone.. actually haikal told me they might go to study.. anyway i staying back so he said he will contact me to tell me got anot.. so i went up to library study alone.. find a perfect seat so how.. i walk up and down then found 1.. i sit down immediately i feel tired.. -.- maybe i stayed up too late.. cause me no energy.. but still i try to be awake as i got to wait for haikal call.. but wait 2 hours liao no calls received.. i guess they have forgot about me.. oh well.. i proceed with my study anyway.. but obviosuly i fall asleep in the begginning.. i was so tired.. i rest about near 2 hour before i get my concentration back.. lol.. and i studied seriously... and i studied till near 8pm.. wow.. i studied that long without falling asleep after i awake.. first time.. but i feel happy.. as i practiced alot.. but still i got great trouble about my maths.. i really need some help... haiz.. look like i really fated to study on my own and found out the answer on my own too.. ok ba thats all.. now so late liao i still blog.. i was idling at 11pm onward.. so decided to blog.. now tired liao.. so i think i go sleep.. so see ya.. wish me good luck.....
Ended the storytelling at -->2:35 AM
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Haiz.. this scenerio look familiar.. of course familiar.. this what it happened during secondary school time.. but then.. mouth keep saying study study.. but then.. i just play play, sleep and sleep.. and now? look like repeated scenerio sia.. very scary.. so now i blog now.. for what? to serve as a reminder now.. i want to study now! i said it i mean.. so lets hope toward it ba.. today so sianz.. my bsom failed too.. so sad.. left 1 more point to pass.. so sianz.. really must buck up and stop sleeping.... can i do it? shall i do it without anyone helping? very uncertain about of course.. oh ya.. i heard my classmates wanna organise a bbq party.. wow.. look like we gonna have great fun.. haha.. but then i still scare... i dont wanna say it out.. or maybe i dont now how to pin down those words in my mind? so i wanna just keep it in my heart first and let fate decide my answer? ok ba.. thats all.. i wanna try study so try ba.....
Ended the storytelling at -->5:44 PM
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Lol.. i first time feeling stress sia.. its not serious la.. but then i getting headache liao.. because of the project and the term test which coming next week.. its was damn fast lor.. our time table was so slack and still its moves so fast that we learned everything we need for the term test.. what more worse? it just after quiz then term test le... its was so fast to realize.. then what? the stupid project.. lol.. product design.. so lame lor.. got to imagine a product describe it and everything.. and what i doing so late its just for this project.. i cant even study.. so tired now.. haiz.. i failed my emath quiz.. haiz.. i keep sleeping that now gonna dead.. dont know anything about that subject lor.. so dead... but then ckt i passed with flying colour.. lol... maybe i got talent in science which allowed me get that mark? lol haha.. ok now get serious liao... i really need help for my math badly.. really hope someone would study with me.. so sad.. ok la.. gonna do my project.. must rush if not dark ring getting darker and bigger.. see ya.....
Ended the storytelling at -->1:09 AM
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