my first holiday activities..
well.. never expect so fast i got activities to do after after exam!.. well its unexpectedly.. and is my poly friends organised.. well.. really didnt expect.. its jolin organised.. but its really last minute.. haha.. she called me at midnight!! when i just closed light.. i have been so long never recieve call in the middle of the night.. and its jolin.. lol.. so funny.. she said want bowling... haha.. i just agree to go.. haha.. so tomorrow i went to pasar ris meet them.. lol.. so after have lunch we went to the.. hmm... think is escape theme park there.. forgot the name of it.. while.. there is having renovation,.. oh my god.. though bowling centre still got but in the end we walk and walk and walk.. reach back to the same spot we went in.. and so.. we got the news of its was under renovation.. while... so what we do? we played snooker.. lol.. so funny.. while i was though i very lousy.. but nope.. i quite good at it!! haha.. but damn funny.. jia jun was the best among us.. while i guess i get the second of it.. i beat dennis happy liao.. but what the most funny part? we set the best record of all!! the most white ball went in!! with the other ball of course.. haha.. also.. another most funny part.. jolin want to play!! she a begginner.. we teach till vomit blood!! LOL.. haha... while after that.. well the fun stopped.. oh man.. only 4pm... i dont feel like going home early.. well you all know.. so dennis suggested to buy drink.. ok.. can drag more time.. and jolin said too early to go to her desired place.. so we chat for 1 more hours.. chat alot of stuffs.. jiajun went home first.. so we chat until five.. then i went with jolin to take train.. but.. i wanted to get off at tampinese... but i dont feel like taking 969 again.. pasir ris dont even have a bus back to causeway point.. damn sad.. then i was thinking taking train back to bedok.. see got any buses back.. cause i remember got.. jolin going expo.. so i told her i going get off at bedok.. but then she said her friend meet her at bedok instead.. so in the end we get off in the same station... so after that i go down find buses... as jolin said got alot.. in the end.. what i saw is SBS buses instead Smrt buses.. what the.. as i lived in woodlands.. buses over there only got Smrt buses.. only 1 bus is SBS bus.. which is 168.. and lucky i saw it!! while really very lucky.. so went back alone le.. so boring... never changed anytthing even have more friends.. must be alone de.. feel really very sianz already.. but well just hope things always changed.. i never stop all this thoughts at al.. haiz.. so thats all.. dont wish to be a spoiltsport myself.. haha.. so well.. lets enjoy the holiday!!......
Ended the storytelling at -->8:57 PM
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Hi.. long time no blog already.. haiz.. so what up with my life this recently? while... exam exam exam.. ya.. 3 exam paper.. haha... guess what.. i didnt study for it!! and i think i pass all... really have talent sia.. haha... actually on friday i was dying studying but then give up.. haha.. cant concentrate.. i mean i was studying in midnight.. sleep.. then i carried a confirm fail mood go in exam hall.. but didnt expect i was doing well.. wow.. and math? also well.. haha.. as after bsom was math.. its was 3 hour later.. instead of study for math.. i go eat lunch with dennis jolin them.. haha.. die liao must die "cool" haha.. then after that they suggest go library.. hmm.. anyway go library liao of ocurse study... but dont know what to study so i take a past year exam paper to do.. hmm.. not bad.. i got 76.2% out of the paper.. hmm.. didnt study also can get this result.. really very good sia.. as usual always sleep at class.. guess all instinct liao.. so how the result.. after 2 hours.. i get.. i pass^^.. think i really very lucky ba.. but hope no false hope.. but the coming monday i die liao.. got a feeling got to take supplementry paper le.. haiz.. guess my lucky always gone in 1 day... haiz.. now holiday le.. all bad mood gone!!! lets have fun..^^ so lets hope everyone have happy holiday!!!
Ended the storytelling at -->8:41 PM
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Oh man.. i wasted the opportunity of spending my nights at mac.. i just cant concentrate on what i studying.. and mind keep wander.. great.. study till near 7 take bus to causeway point and contact siangyee to tell him prepare to get on bus as i taking 969.. he will get on the bus from the usual bus stop.. so lucky nobody sit beside me so he can sit beside me.. go school library study thought can settle my mind but its just another wasted trip.. i just fall asleep.. just luckily i got study for few hours before going off as siangyee need to go home for dont know what reason.. if i really got a choice.. i rather not to be too clever but more concentrating power.. maybe due to my potential which make me sub-concious dont feel like study.. ya.. but actually if can concentrate i surely can get whatever i want.. haiz.. too bad.. i realize it and confirm it by yesterday when my friend got trouble doing 1 qeustion.. we both different course.. so of course learn different things.. and amazingly i know how to help him do without knowing what going on.. its just so amazing.. but then that potential just wont work during exams.. so in the end just a useless stuf.. i rather go study to get more better result as i can do it this 1 i know.. so really very sad.. never mind.. try my best.. and thats all i need.. isnt it? haha.. actually today going to spend overnight at mac with reeve again.. but reeve seem to be tired.. dont know why.. and of course for me.. surely tired.. so i said tomorrow morning at mac meet.. ya.. hope at that time i can study.. i wasted too much time already thats gonna be my last chance.. ya.. ok thats all for today.. i got to catch some sleep before the times up.. so tata.....
Ended the storytelling at -->11:38 PM
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Today overnight at mac.. haha.. actually is my friend idea.. he said got few friends also want to study... but then in the end only me and him.. haha.. i still late make him wait me like siao.. haha.. but i got my punishment.. treat him to a meal.. haiz... my poor wallet... haha.. we went to 768 mac.. hmm. very quiet compared to admiratly 1... but i dont like.. not even a soul around.. except the workers there.. i dont like the atmosphere lol.. weird me.. haha.. i prefer admiratly 1 as more people.. osy but vry cold.. i like it.. but if hey never build the ice cream selling counter there.. more space.. already very small make it more small.. haiz. using my friend laptop to blog haha.. boring cant concentrate with the atmosphere.. but hope i can study if not i not enough time already.. haiz.. wasted too much time.. must try harder.. this is my last way out.. if i failed to do so.. i will have to face the dramatic changes.. change school.. ya.. as this school nothing make me feel to stay on.. as its obvious.. but i really like the school... just dont like the course and friends.. we are not close.. not like secondary school.. i really feel weird.. bu wel.. no choice so see how i gonna perform.. thats all.. ya.. so well wish me good luck again^^.....
Ended the storytelling at -->2:09 AM
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Cant believe i scored the highest for oral presentation!!
Wow.. i scored the highest for the oral presentation! but this week de la.. highest not me.. is haikal who got 17/20.. i got 16/20.. i really very happy.. actually i thought i gonna died.. when going to school.. my heart was thumping fast.. when i near the LT.. its getting more and more faster.. feel like cant breath.. more worse i got tricked by the tailor which didnt help me short the length of the trousers.. and my shoes was spoilt without i realize got to use my big brother's.. and.. what the result... shoes too big.. and i keep stepping on the end of the trousers.. and i got to keep tuck it in my shoes.. and i was dragging my feets.. my legs very pain..haiz..so when start... i see other speaker present.. when is near my turn.. i got difficulty breathing!!.. lol... i keep going toilet.. i got stage fright.. well.. thats really not me right? as i was quite brave.. haiz..
Finally! its me!! oh my god.. i weakened... lol.. but still manage to walk to the stage.. i plug in my thumbdrive which borrowed from siangyee.. and eady everything when teacher stopped me to tell previous speakers' mark.. oh great.. i got to wait and more anxious i get.. heart was beating fast!! oh man.. i sit down on a chair at the stage lor.. my friends laugh at me doing that.. haha.. teacher didnt realize it.. then i wait.. wait.. wait.. finally teacher speak finish.. my turn.. ok.. i start.. i keep telling myself its ok while presenting.. and my leg was trembling!! my hand was so weak.. oh man.. i though i dying... ok finally over.. i overshoted the time abit.. hope its alright i think.. so when teacher tell the scores of the next group.. i was astonished i got 16/20 teacher say i got good gestures.. well speaking and presenting... except the pronouciation.. wow..i was happy.. very happy.. haha.. i currently dont have the pictures.. but hope can get it.. so well.. heavy burden have dropped off.. now is the final step to semester 2.. well wish me good luck in study in the follow 6 days.. i will be well captivated by the books.. hope so haha..^^
Ended the storytelling at -->11:45 AM
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can't just let me have smooth days?
I really just too unlucky.. today auto cads test.. and suddenly new problem happened again -.-.. why always auto cads which i have the most confident of all subject and i can get real high mark just cant? always got stuffs happened which i cant solve.. why doesnt it happened during normal period.. at least i can ask.. haiz.. i just really can perform during normal days? unlucky just wont leave? i doomed for the rest of the life? scared.. really scared.. now want to use the computer do some research and cant at all.. blogging is already barely.. this comp just like to spoilt at bad times.. and just really know how to choose dates.. oh mine.. how am i got to do.. i need a laptop!! when can i get it?!
I these few days really stressed out.. i dont know how to settle stuffs which keep happened recently.. i just not myself these recently.. argh.. exam coming.. and i dying..oh great.. want to appeal now.. after reeve told me about the course.. which i interested.. i dont know why he talked about these give me such an impact.. i guess temasek poly didnt really give me good memories.. bads things just keep going.. its look like i been abandoned.. even my mind think so too.. if not i wont been affected.. life really terrible now.. i dont know want to appeal to other poly anot.. my mind in a whirl..how am i gonna do about it.. should i find my care person? argh.. mind dying.. i gonna go crazy sooner or later.. i better put off these stuff first.. solve the important ones first.. i guess everything gonna work out itself right? i just bluffing myself.. thats not gonna happened on me.. now so late.. think sleep.. tomorrow still need to wake up at 6+.. go school free access lab do powerpoint.. just too bad.. i lost mine.. haiz.. if not i not going to spent so much time.. oh man.. Jolin asked me to go bowling.. i asked dennis.. but then suddenly comp problem again.. and i lost contact.. haiz.. lazy to call.. guess tomorrow ask again ba.. i got to relax my mind.. i gonna go bonker.. haha.. ok thats all.....
Ended the storytelling at -->1:24 AM
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Wednesday, August 09, 2006
I just being too unlucky or just god hate me too much..
Dammit.. i just way too unlucky... where got people sick during holiday.. and more worse i already being invited to go sentosa!! its just too unlucky.. its food poisoning think is the duck rice i had in admiratly foodcourt.. damn regret.. home got cook i forgot.. then go eat.. and like this already.. i being tortured like siao with the food poisoning and more worse high fever!!! am i just too too unlucky or just god hate me?? my friend invited me yto go sentosa as we going to celerbate my firned birthday which is also national day.. i was so exciting as its my firt time going sentosa.. then i go play game till 11+ then go sleep.. then i feel uncomfortable but i dismiss as exciting cause it.. so i sleep.. never know i 4am wake up just to feel that i was ill and is seriously... cant breath.. going toilet .. and giddy.. and i got high fever.. great.. i was so happy i got to go sentosa and its to celerbrate my friend birthday and i so exciting and i sick.. where got so unlucky 1..long time never see them.. first time going sentosa.. and all just gone... i just recovered from fever.. if i unlucky also no need at this time.. i really think god hate me alot alot... its can be see.. i always got something happened in wrong time.. and its always... well maybe i fated to have bad life through out my life.. really hope i can just be a normal kid with no worries and bad luck... now really very sad.. keep thinking how much fun i missed.. very angry too.. now still giddy dont know tomorrow can go school anot haiz...i will stop here.. i got to play some game to let me forgot all these.. i get enough of rest anyway.. so bye.....
Ended the storytelling at -->8:15 PM
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haiz.. i really very busy to blog recently.. keep play -.- examination coming already i sitll play... slack until like this.. then lots of stuff coming.. oh man.. i getting super stress... and i still blur!!! haiz... everything really in a mess.. how am i gonna do... really scare of failing.. butthen i not doing anything about it.. haiz.. must have a plan.. if not i really doom.. lucky i still can manage the sutdies.. as i just read up some... but then.. if i still slack i sure fail.. so must hope le..
Today so tired.. actually i can go home damn early de.. but then dont know why my auto cads got problem again.. my third window just happened things i dont know...haiz.. spend my time like siao... haiz.. spend so much time liao then finish.. but still got to help he chen, zun zun and jolin... so tired.. 6+ then start going home.. then saw dennis which he leaved earlier.. so i chat with him.. lol haha.. then i take 969 to causeway.. just to take my pants.. dammit.. go wrong place buy.. $60!! heart break.. so tired.. reach causeway near 8pm already... walk up saw my ex primary classmates.. lol.. at escalator.. we see each other.. because she so long never see me le.. my appearance changed alot.. so when we cross... then she regconise and say Hi! haha... i moving up she moving down at escalator.. weird way of meeting cant chat.. haha.. then go take my pants.. then i hesitating want to buy the cd anot.. when i at 2nd floor.. then move up to buy.. haha.. i bought the latest F.I.R cd.. haha.. now going to rip it.. and i guess i go play game.. haha.. so slack.. ok la.. i go le.. see ya.....
Ended the storytelling at -->9:11 PM
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I just so useless.. isnt it?
Yea... self-torturing.. where got? i said self torture.. i see the sofa i ZzZ.. in the end? surely failed.. didnt study anything how to pass ckt emath.. lucky i pass bsom which amazed me when i didnt study for it too.. but anyway..
we watched 'the fast the furious toyko drift' wow.. this movie is damn nice.. i think.. music effect very nice.. the driving skill also very nice..i never watch the first past of the movie.. so i dont know much of it.. but watch this really let me feel good.. i suddenly want to play 'need for speed most wanted' again.. haha.. a ps2 game.. today i never go to school.. because i sure skip emath, cads lecture so go for what? but then got a talk.. i dont want go school 1 hour come back.. the trip to there tiring lehz.. who tell me to live the 2nd most furthest.. haiz...people still complain i live where wa lao come till here.. then what about me.. i die liao lor.. but hack care i dont go.. haha.. now do what? play game of course! i again almost 1 week never touch a game.. hand itchy le.. haha.. but dont know why my eyes super heavy.. dont know why so tired.. i should have enough sleep already.. i still gonna revise my work lehz.. please dont be that tired..ty... haha.. ok thats all.. sayonara.....
Ended the storytelling at -->9:47 AM
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Why i always choose to have self-tortured...
Haiz.. going to torture myself again.. and what for? study lor.. tomorrow quiz and is 2 straight row.. emath and ckt.. and what is the torturing? not sleep for 24 hours to study.. great.. i always self torture.. and why? because lazy!! if i never sleep.. i might not need to study as at least can have a pass... but sleep.. i got nothing.. teacher so suck after all the changing.. their teaching is just too similiar to my secondary school 1.. which i always self-study without teacher helping and get good grade... and now.. same fate.. its just never change.. actually i got time to study but i just waste it off.. now then anxiously want to study.. i just too useless.. ckt i touches nothing.. and emath still ok.. oh my god.. how am i gonna do.. i cant just sit there and wait death.. the term test i failed... just because my mind black out.. and my mark surely low.. so this quiz i must pass it.. no matter what.. so later i gonna study.. i gonna study outside.. which is macdonald.. since only there 24-hr and is comfortable.. no choice.. just try to catch up my studies.. really hope i can study well.. hope no distraction.. haha.. ok i will stop here..so wish me good luck.....
Ended the storytelling at -->11:37 PM
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