Hi blog.. Its seem that blog in day starting to be my habit. But just these few days, when i work, surely is a night blogger and always a midnight blogger. Haha.. Anyway today woke up late again. And i thought i am late for the gathering in Evergreen Secondary. But nope. NOt even a soul there, i mean 5As.. Its so sad la, in the end just found out only total of 10 people went there. So i walk around, try to remembered my best time of my life till now. Its so sad, lots of things changed. Like the Class names, the teachers and alot. By the way, cause i went late, i didnt visit any teachers. Haiz.. Then so boring i went off with ignatius and Timonty. Then we chat awhile then i go meet up with siangyee. Funny, i told him wait in a bus, then suddenly i changed my mind by telling him alight. Lol.. so pathetic =X. Anyway went to have my lunch then we went home le. Siangyee pangseh me go Causeway point without telling me reasons.... Fan Signing Off.....
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Thursday, August 30, 2007
Hi blog.. Today was a really tiring day, early in the morning need to go NSC for treatment and its was so crowded in the train. Argh, should made such early appointment of 9.30am. But well the queue for the treatment just 2, so got good and bad. Back home and i went to sleep awhile wake up le then play game.
Am i that hard to understand? People like best friend betrayed. Although its not a big matter, but what hurt is they doesnt understand me. Am i too quiet for quarrel? Am i too easy-going or not easy-going. Am i having the look that i always lie? Am i that unconcern even i cared so much?
I suddenly feel that what i have now is just temporary. Storm is coming, i really cant feel that. Now is just the calm before a storm. I might break down, i might go crazy. Who know? If i now got a friend totally understand me. Please allow me test you. I enough of bullshit saying "I know you so well" Yet disappointed me again and again....
Sorry for such post, i am really not myself today. Ya. Time to update my profile again? After so much, yet no people understand me yet. Blog skin? I am way too tired for that now.... Fan Logging Off.....
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Wednesday, August 29, 2007
HI blog... Today is the final paper of this semester, i am so glad all over already. The paper today? Should be quite good except stupid mistakes or rather my laziness to read few more times. Anyway i am in such a good mood now. Treat Siangyee bubble tea when on the way home.
He then came my house to get a textbook he needed. But funny is, we had a movie viewing after that in my house, cause at channel 5 got a movie quite nice and lame and we watched finished it before siangyee went home. Lol. Now energetic, dont know what to do now. Try to sleep? haiz... Hope i can. Short and happy post today =D Fan Signing Off.....
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Hi blog.. today really very tired, cause was like practicing for the coming exam. But as usual, still fall asleep. Okay main points, the exam for today okay la, the netfund i just studied for 2 hours, can pass is already miracle. For Eaud haiz.. i spent so much time but the mark just still considered okay only.. then netfund no A.. just wasted.. haha.. too tired le.. nothing much to blog.. just hope tomorrow would be fine haha... cause its the last subject.. i just hope its gonna be a nice ending.. haha.... Fan Signing Off.....
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Determination always cant work...
Hi blog... Sorry for missing these 2 days, cause I am busy studying. But struggle so long, saturday is a total wastage and sunday which is today is a total hardship....
Saturday 25 August 2007
Wake up late than expected. He cheng called me not to come anymore since its not good for me to go all the way to Tampinese, and its quite late le (Its 12 by that time) i was so sianz, cause i wasted so many hour which can used to study. But i though of siangyee, called him and meet him for lunch. Its 2 by that time. We decided to go RP study but i think its a total wastage. We went there from 3 onward till 9, we studied nothing. Haiz... We really need a serious person to be with us so we can study, but we didnt give up, still got sunday so we decided tomorrow go Woodlands Regional Library chop seats.....
Sunday 26 August 2007
Typical singaporean. Everyone waiting at the entrance until the gate start opening, they lke half and hour already at there, we reach by 9.40 cause i know what will happened. Then when the gate open, have opened completely, people just bend their head and rush in. Some still knock their head -.-... we will behind since we not considered kiasu type, just can get some seats will be fine. I tell siangyee go 2nd floor while i go 4th floor, cause if we 2 go to the same floor, if all full, we are doomed. So i was right, 2nd floor was full but i successfully secured a table. We sit down and start our work. We 2 keep hope nobody will want to shared seats but i know its impossible....
Siangyee in the end keep disturbed me, lol... What i mean is finally we still lose our focus. But the result is quite good, at least we studied for 5 hours already before that happened. Went home early this time cause siangyee cant stay late.
Until now i been slacking. After i swear i must study hard, in the end still like this, why cant i remained focus all the way. No matter what i do, focus is always the 1 i lacked, in basketball, in games, in everything. Should i learn meditating? Haiz.... Fan Logging Off.....
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cant turn back.. tired now...
Hi blog... So tired but my mood still low. Cause I think I gonna failed my bcmgt. After i studied for it hardly, why cant I just do well for theory type of module. Why i must always suffered mind blank when going for this exam. I just hate myself. What if i just read few more times, will i do well? People say i clever, its basically bullshit. If I clever, how come i couldnt memorise after reading at least 4 times. If i clever, its doesnt matter how many times i studied isnt it? I really cant memorise this kind of stuffs, i am a person can understand easily, but no use if i always cant do well for these type of paper....
Argh!! okay.. Finished frustrating =D Okay.. Now for my future. I must study well for the rest of the papers. I promised! Tomorrow going school to study. Hope i can study well. Rest now.... Fan Logging Off.....
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Thursday, August 23, 2007
Study.. Study.. Play.. =X
Hi blog.. Today was not a so hardworking day, well.. Cause I didnt studied as much as yesterday, and the duration was not more than 7 hours. Bad.. But well, i at least finished the studies. Quite happy, time for just small revision, hope i could secured some nice nice grade. Haha....
Overslept, although there arent any time required me to be there, but just not good to leave Janine, there so i still rush there. Since i just left abit more to finish my studies for the exam, so i quite rush at there. There an uncle so good let us have his seat since we unable to have that seat(Its the seat with plug just behind) he tapped on my shoulder and tell us to take the seats before others take it, we so happily took it and continue our studies....
Till 9pm then we decided to have dinner, no appetite again, so only Ronald and Janine eat. Then Janine have a long long time to think where to go, in the end she decided to come Woodlands Regional Library. Aww.. this time must early go le, cause need to secure seats, unlike at macdonald....
Now at home, not stress unlike last time. Maybe because i studied more than enough? Cause i always cant study, this should be the first time i keep going out study. Thats why i can study so much. Okay le.. Stopped here.... Fan Signing Off.....
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Wednesday, August 22, 2007
The most hardworking day...
Hi blog.. Today should be the most hardworking day i had in this semester. Why? Cause i wrote the most words and read the most notes today in the whole semester. That's power! haha.. So where i went to....
Today i went to same macdonald at the AMK park there. With janine and 1 of her friend. Haha.. amazed she called me go study, so we decided today go out together to mug. Been awhile we met each other last time, so we got alot to chat, included some lame joke. Lol.. Then her friend came, named Ronald if i remembered correctly.. Then after that we keep study and study, with distraction mainly from janine her ownself -.- when she said got alot distraction. Funny sia.. But i remained focus on my studies till my fingers cannot take it already, cause too many to write. Then o2jam time....
This process keep repeated until sini suddenly appeared, and the way she appeared scared janine. Lol.. cause she suddenly walked up to me while i was playing game, then i realized Janine's eyes shot up, then before i wanna react to see what she looking, i kanna big smack on my head -.-.. Great 1 sini, lol.. Anyway, she sat somewhere nearby with christopher then i continue to study le....
At 9 plus Janine need to go off, so she and Ronald went off and sini with christopher replaced them. I too tired to write le, but still wanna write on till i finish 1 part before i go off, its 10.45 when we starting to pack bags. They leaved together with me, bid farewell and good night then i took 853 to yishun and change to 969 and went back home le....
Think because of all the writing and staring at the screen, i got irritated eyes again. Argh.. dont know tomorrow go where study, so tired to think now. Should be going to sleep now.. So.... Fan Logging Off.....
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Hi blog.. Today was really a bad day, its always not smooth when i decided to do something great. So what the big problem? The stupid headache that almost force me to bang wall. This time i realy dont know whats goes wrong with my body, its been 2 days. The pain was so great that i asked my mom to give me panadol, which basically the first time i need to eat for my headache. Mom told me not to go school with that body, but no choice, i have no time left for me to rest. Haiz....
Dragged my body and meet siangyee, just nice the bus came. But i decided not to board when i see the amount of people inside the bus, "Lets go interchange and take bus." thats what i said and we went to interchange. So "nicely" again when we reach the berth, the bus went off. So freak, head getting heavier and heavier with the pain adding on it. Luckily the next bus didnt let us wait too long. It took awhile, i think when reach expressway then i managed to fall asleep, cause the pain make me awake for the first half of the journey....
Reach the tampinese interchange, so "nicely" the bus went off again when we reached, thats how the stupid fate wanna toy me. I am terribly sick and still want me wait and wait and wait. So freak!! After 10 minutes of struggling to stand, the next bus came, reached school then we headed to library....
Luckily i booked a study room, so i went in and sleep the whole day till 12... Haiz.. Waste of time, then still cant start study, cause the brain like haven awake, even after having lunch, the brain still abit malfunction, until 6plus, then i start study!! its just a waste of time. No choice, this is always how i passed my life >.<
Start leaving the school by 8.50 and reach admiratly by 9.50. Quite fast, and without realizing my headache has gone. So happy, went to had dinner at KFC then went home.
So tomorrow going to go out study, with another friend. Hope no headache, no gastric pain, no irritated eyes, no skin itchiness, no flu, no cough, blah blah blah... How come i like can predicted what will appeared? cause its already a common scenerio with all those mentioned. This is what i experience from young age till now. How weak am i.... Fan Logging Off.....
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Decided to let it pass... headache!!
Hi blog.. after blog that stressing and crazy stuffs.. i crazily keep play.. just to release from my restricted and "good self" form and play play play... after that.. 1 night or maybe 1 morning of thinking before sleep.. i able to know what to do next.. and at least not that stressful again... i am so happy.. i think i am like 2pm then wake up.. of course need to sleep more.. seoul garden cancelled due to derick sick miracly, joe sleep like log and kian indecisive... lol.. (no hard feeling hor derick, joe and kianhui, want scold then scold in tagboard) so lyesia was so sad.. and since i know its cancelled.. i also plan my scheldule ahead first..
Planned to visit my dad but cancelled when i recieved a call from a long time no see KFC colleague which actually called me go study. I remembered she was in bad mood and so i cancelled the scheldule of visiting my dad and go accompany her.
Never expect she already back to her ownself. Its really been awhile never go out with her. 3 years, yup its been 3 years. As usual she still treat me as her small brother >.< I really that small which required an adult to care for me now mehz? Lol.. Anyway, if say its study, we could say is playing. Cause i don't know why today study i keep got spilt headache (That's the reason for the title) so i decided to give up and play with her. She a TP student too, that's why its considered miracle she will called me out. If its other polytechnic, still not considered miracle. Lol.. Anyway we studied at a new macdonald at Ang Mo Kio, not the 1 beside the AMK hub, but the big and nicely decorated plus design 1 which is near the Mosque there. So nice and comfortable even if i stayed outside, maybe is because of the rain. Haha.. Anyway back to the subject, if not wrong, we stayed there till 9 then went to Yes! Asian Cafe at the AMK Hub. We go there because she and her Boyfriend work there, so we can get discount. Haha.. Her boyfriend is also an old friend of mine. Cause we 3 are once KFC staffs.. Haha.. There the food okay la, just the environment quite nice, except no plug >.<.. Haha.. Went home at 11pm, cause its late for me le. Since i lived at Woodlands....
Now took the time to blog, then play some games before sleep. I really need to study hard this time, tomorrow going school study with my best buddy. Hope will be a successful trip... Hee~ Fan Signing Off.....
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This post is a apologising post. Cause I promised my cousin that i could go for her performance and i actually forgot. So I am so sorry about it. Whether it's recently stuffs happening or what.. It's just solely my responsibility to bear since i promised and forgot.
Cause wasn't close to any of my relatives, yet she nicely invited me to go and i forgot after i had promised. What a useless person i becoming now. Haiz.... Fan Signing Off.....
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Its personal stuffs again!!
Hi blog.. today might not be a really good feeling blog.. haiz.. cause alot of stuffs happening recently.. which make me really scare.. my life could either change drastically or.. unhappy long period.. neither 1 is good.. i just really stress up.. haven stress for exam i am stressing for my own stuffs le.. how am i suppose to do....
Today didnt sleep at all till 8am.. cause studying.. but basically not studying at all.. playing.. then studied abit tired liao.. sianz.. then i go sleep.. after that derick, joseph, choon huat and lyesia came my house to play games.. of course.. leong still struggling with his studies at my room.. while we all playing like crazy.. after that we went for basketball although i strong reject.. cause my leg still haven recovered.. well.. although i played quite well.. i still injured again.. fall down couple of times due to player or environment.. haiz.. really getting a bad fate now... then went for our usual late night chit chat at park.. its lunar 7th.. but really not bothered by that... we finished our final conversation when joe mom called.. its 12am by that time.. so therefore the late post....
back to my life... now again its financial problem again... cause the house loan.. we still under payment and we are accumulating alot.. and i didnt even know that!! and now then my mom stressing me.. forcing me to call my dad.. which basically i cant... i just cant.. i at least want to leave a final impression to my dad i wont call him just for money.. but my mom just cant understand my feelings.. and yet i cant bear to see my mom dejected expression.. its like i being sandwiched.. and i really almost like.. argh... cause i though now the financial should be quite stable.. so i planned to pay a visit to my dad when i free then talk about money matters.. but now.. then know its the opposite.. and my exam are coming.. how am i suppose to do!!!
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Is money really that important in this world? It's just freak me out, no matter what is it. Anyway, nobody in this world really can experience what i facing. Yet i can know what they facing. Is it a good stuff? Or just a mere torture.... Can I have a friend who at least understand it first before tell me what to do... All these words just appeared in my mind, might not be true to you but its true to me. Please ignore this paragraph cause i am crazy for now.. dont worry i will be back with no failure....
I cared for others.. but who cared for me?? Fan Logging Off.....
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Hi blog.. sorry for missing a post for yesterday.. cause tired and my right foot was injured during a basketball match.. lets start from yesterday....
16 August 2007
First lesson was comprog.. and we the 6 only G607 successfully pass up the work.. woot.. we still keep up the best standard of G607.. although just 6 of us.. haha.. so means what? tomorrow no need come for school.. haha.. i got the best comments on my comprog of all.. so happy.. but that day still got 1 more problem coming.. the BLDSAA interview.. wanted to practice.. in the end all abandon me in the free access lab.. all do their own things.. zzz.. but of course i not doing nothing.. i helping my new classmates in comprog.. until now all say me god le -.-.. i just being abit better in computer stuffs.. thats all... so that day i solved 2 stocks 1 baby expenses.. lol.. more and more data in my head le.... >.<
Went to have my late lunch with dennis them.. its been a while.. 1 week? lol.. anyway i sit with dennis while the rest of 4 sit other table.. and i have alot of funny conversation again.. haha.. then i was thinking not the exams but the next class arrangement.. just hope my class remain but add 1 more dennis and jiajun to my class... its going to be super fun!.. but well.. they sure wont let it happened.. and might be more worse.. haiz.. by the way.. why am i not worrying about the exam? something is wrong with me... lol..
BLDSAA.. we all scare about the interview.. cause we didnt do much and most of the things done by me again.. and i still lazy to go do research.. of course all scared.. haha.. then we are the only 1 submit the report on time.. so we got be the first to be interviewed... sianz.. but luckily. i remembered some part.. can help.. others also anyhow answer then in the end although not so beautiful.. we won a victory.. haha.. then early dismissal.... haha...
Siangyee wanted eat macdonald.. so we went to causeway point as usual and eat.. but i didnt.. cause gastic having some unusual pain these few days... so skipped the dinner.. then called for basketball.. no choice got to agree.. since i never go for 2 times le.. must go.. lol.. but never expect a injury after having my best performance >.<....
wanted to grabbed a rebound from behind Joseph.. we jumped and i get the ball.. but he flicked it away.. then when landing.. he leg stepped on my ankle!! ouch!! although the pain is great.. but can still stand.. so though just awhile only.. but its not.. as time goes by.. the more ball i shoot in.. the next time i jump the leg get heavier.. then losing focus.. and missing shots too le.. haiz.. then when go home.. cant even stand properly.. go home early that day.. reached home realized a swollen.. sianz.. mother help me rubbed that the pain gone.. phew... sleep early....
17 August 2007
Was sleeping all the way till 5pm -.- cause wanted to wait for a call from siangyee.. but he didnt call.. so i was sleeping until i will recieved a call.. but till 5 le i still didnt recieved any calls.. instead is chee leong called me go library study.. so i going later at 7.15.. sianz.. and i realized 1 more thing.. i forgot my appointment!!! oh man... dont know what to do later.. first time i missed it.. wanna go change date but the service closed.. now waiting for monday... hope have a change.. haiz.. now blogging.. very hungry.. since sleep with empty stomach from yesterday till now.. go eat later =D.. okay le.. stopped here.... Fan Signing Off.....
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Wednesday, August 15, 2007
Lacking of brain cells...
Hi blog.. nowaday.. except doing stuffs for others.. i basically haven done any part for my work.. such a "kind" person i am to myself.. but well.. at least i happily living my life.. at least thats 1 of the source of my happiness.. to able to help people when its within my capabilities....
Today overslept.. wanna study but fall asleep as usual.. wake up late.. didnt even style my hair and i went out le.. reached school only me was there.. teacher allowed me use the lab as study room and i happily went in and studied.. quiz wasnt hard after all... hope a full mark =D credits goes to qiaofeng and he cheng haha..
Stay back to help my team on the BLDSAA.. but in the end all doing comprog again -.-.. and i helped here and there.. in the end.. we did nothing on the project.. yet doing things that not super important for now.. haha.. but anyway helped shuhui finished her comprog too.. what i worried now is victor.. hope he is fine..
Life are bad.. i been at home sleep till now.. too tired basically these few days.. now preparing to do the last preparation for the team and myself.. hope tomorrow will be fine.. friday no need come school if all smoothly done.... Fan Logging Off.....
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Hi blog.. today was a really out of way day.. what i mean.. suffered from "out of focus" the whole day, and recieving treats i never been before.. what i could say today is.. i have break the "past" me....
Today recieved the most unwanted i want for this month.. if you read the newspaper.. the odex has managed to forced legally the Starhub to give out the data of 1000 people.. when i know.. i was like oh my god.. think i am doomed.. thats what i think that time.. and from that time onward.. my heart, body wasnt normal again.. i keep wandered in my thoughts.. thats my friends said.. then finally i decided to speak up what bothered me to qiaofeng.. and why i think i will got it.. cause of the "black cat" nickname i got.. i still desperately make qiaofeng to believe how bad luck i in.. but.. then i realized.. why i so stupid.. i mustnt get it.. and i not that unlucky to get it!! ya.. why i always in negative thinking.. so i braced up and back to my old self at least....
Then was summoned for help by he cheng.. her java totally need "rescue".. so i no choice got to stay back.. then i actually decided to re-do her whole things.. then we keep do and do, and finally we finished it perfectly and just nice the time up for the school closing time.. lol.. yup.. its 9.30pm by that time.. woot.. so late.. and i was really tired since i killing my brain cell fast enough to do out a programme within 3 hours.. he cheng happily.. i also happy.. since i helped another friends secured a pass in 1 module.. but i never expect my kindness to be paid.. she actually accompany me to interchange.. which is good enough.. haha.. then she urge me go into the queue of the 969 when is not that super long.. so okay lor.. there i said good bye and i went in.. then i cant see her anymore.. cant believe she walked so fast.. then i hack care le.. almost closed my eyes while listening my music.. then suddenly my name was called.. i turned back and she was there to deliver a Macdonald Mcspicy meal.. i was like "huh? i didnt ordered that!" lol.. and she just forced me take down.. and she say treat me and didnt even allowed me to return.. now i know why she ushered me into the queue.. cause she dont want me to return the food..
after all these incident today happened.. i now then know how ignorant i was.. so many caring friends.. which i never even noticed.. especially he cheng, never expect she helped me bought a meal cause i didnt had my dinner... lol.. never forget qiaofeng and dennis.. old friends? buddies like reeve and siangyee and confiding friends like chee leong and janine.. friends brought laughter to my dull world like joseph, derick, lyesia, i yeu, kian hui and many many more.. always thought i need to act the humorous mingfan so not to be neglected.. so my effort is not wasted in starting..
I wanna be my true self.. i told myself.. holding the warm food.. i felt warmth since i having flu especially.. then i keep smile.. just cant stop.. maybe.. at least lets grab back the true self.. at least i already know i not a nuisance now.. so no more acting.. i try =D okay le.. long and full of feelings post.. stopped here need to study.. thanks you he cheng =D if not i now should be sleeping le.... Fan Signing Off.....
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Hi blog.. i think i finally back to my daily habit of blogging.. must get back to normal life anyway.. now is before 12.. so its still the same day.. but just only got 5 mins =X lol....
Anyway today is the start of lunar july.. which also meant to be start of ghost festival.. and my friends was all excited.. but. i am not.. my mom keep tell me not to stay out late now.. haiz.. and i guess alot of basketball activities will be cancelled.. since we always stayed back damn late.. sometime over 12am.. so now kind of scary..
today nothing much.. except try to take a new route back to Temasek Poly from the novena.. taking 21.. actually planned to take to pasir ris.. but i realized its actually drove past a bus stop where got 3 buses which go to TP drove past too.. so i planned to alight there.. but since i not familiar.. so i keep look around.. keep scare will missed the stop.. but the trip seem to be long.. haiz.. then i followed a girl which appeared to be a TP student.. she alighted i also alighted.. since i remembered the stop.. so luckily.. she just "gave" me a early reminder.. haha.. then meet siangyee then go back le.. so the stay at TP wasnt that long... mere 10 minutes? haha
have dinner at causeway then bought bubble tea then went home le.. the rest of the time.. slack!! haha.. now decided to online to blog.. haha.. okay le.. stopped here.. next time.... Fan Logging Off.....
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Hi blog.. this blog was meant for yesterday.. so lets blog about it.. cause quite funny... haha....
Planned to go yishun again play basketball.. but 2 person didnt wake up.. overslept.. so only me, joseph and choon huat met up.. and we keep call derick and leong.. in the end.. we gave up.. so we planned what to do next.. then huat suggested go the old woodlands there to eat.. i and joe just followed.. then when we reached.. we first go to that big coffeeshop eat.. then we eat while think what to do next.. then they decided to go shing song supermarket.. which basically my first visit although i lived in woodlands.. lol.. actualyl is huat suggested me to blog about this funny topic.. "My first visit to Shing Song" lol.. so i blogged.. haha..
It was big okay.. the items was cheap too.. then i so happily found the extincted sweet!! Mentos Spearmint!!! those is my poly friends know why i said that.. haha.. anyway then i happily bought 6 of it.. haha.. siao liao.. then we walk around then we go buy fruits.. is huat's mom want.. so we accompany.. and then we took bus back home.. during the trip back home we keep think what to do next since its still early.. then we decided to go west mall play!!.. lol.. cause at night we going play basketball since morning session cancelled.. then we must go a place where is considered near woodlands.. so we keep think until west mall appeared in our suggestion.. lol..
Met up with derick then we 4 took train to bukit batok.. well.. nothing impressive to me.. since causeway is already good enough.. if really want me to choose.. i either go causeway point walk or vivo city.. at least is big enough to walk.. haha.. just my feeling.. anyway we walk into arcade after we walked finish the whole shopping centre.. fast sia.. then we played the "hockey stadium" lol.. this time i get to play =D.. not bad sia i play.. since its 2v2.. at least i confirmed i didnt lose in the 4 games with different partner.. haha.. pro me =D joking.. haha..
At night go play basketball.. the worst basketball session to me i guess. at first was the sweetest moment.. my shooting was accurate until 90%!! woot.. but when joseph friends came.. which basically the first time i played with them while the rest played with them couple times.. i was injured whole body >.< kanna leg crushed by 1 of the player, then another player smash down violently at my wrist its right wrist!! my shooting hand.. then got another player dont know how he do it.. my toe nail broke and bleed.. grrrr... i was damn sad.. then my shooting and morale dropped drastically.. haiz....
When the light off.. we still stay at the court.. speak of alot of spiritual stuffs.. they always like this de.. i stay back is to cool down myself.. i still fall asleep sia since i lying down.. lol.. in the end we stopped the conversation since its already 12.. then we went to buy drink and then they accompany me go buy my "dinner" lol.. i very hungry cause skipped dinner.. the rest eat le.. so different case.. then i went home at living room alone eat.. lol.. after finished.. very fast i fall asleep le.. lol.. so didnt blog..
haha.. so thats all for yesterday.. today ahz.. basically do nothing until now.. haiz.. boring life.. tomorrow must start study.. but mood is still not there.. die.. must faster cultivate... hehe.. okay le.. thats all.. Fan Signing off.....
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Hi blog... today is a bad, good, sianz.. mixtures days anyway.. lol.. hmm.. how to say.. morning kanna teacher scold for nothing.. then after lesson rushed to appointment which was apparently a unexpected situation keep happening.. then after rushing back do the project and have alot of laughters with my teammates and last is shopping.... lets start....
In the morning.. totally didnt sleep.. cause was actually doing project.. yet i was bothered by something else.. cause if people who read newspaper actually know that there is a money sucker company named ODEX actually is "scamming" money by sueing people who downloading Anime.. which i was 1 of it. yet we all are forced to due to poor quality.. well.. the more i read... the more i worried about... haiz... then totally no mood to do the project..
then when reach school.. was like very tired.. but still forced to make myself to stay awake.. then do on the comprog.. when layteng came.. i told her the mistakes i discovered during the late night.. and we need to redo.. but what make me more no mood is the teacher not happy frustrated on me!! i just want to pass up my assignment.. even isnt up to standard.. he should know my standards already.. no need to embarrassed me till like this.. if not because my classmates helped me abit.. i will be further... argh.. i just hate this time of teacher.. not in good mood then frustrated.. though smiling face.. i just feel it.. haiz.. more and more no mood..
then i rush to the appointment.. which i shouldnt have let layteng them look after my stuffs.. since i cant calculate the time back to school.. since its the first time from there back till school.. so dont know the time... haiz.. cause layteng them hungry lke siao.. 1pm then reached.. which i told them by 12... then i faster rush the project.. but tio 2 big disturbance from layteng and jolin... haha.. not bad la.. but we 3 more and more hungry.. 3 plus then finished....
went to have lunch.. then more and more laughter.. no la.. should be more and more bullies.. haha.. then got a secret tio layteng discovered >.< which i want to sealed it from poly friends.. bad bad... anyway just a small secret so you all no need ask =D...
Then as everything was done.. so was in happy mood.. go have a small shopping spree... bought a handphone pounch and key strap.. lol.. although spent just little.. but happily is the most matters.. hehe.. okay le la.. trying to fix my phone lol.. haha.. so will be abit busy.. long time never do blog hopping liao.. think i go do that first =D.. Fan Logging off......
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Thursday, August 09, 2007
Happy Birthday Singapore!!
Hi blog.. today is national day.. lol.. although i not really excited about it.. but i still like singapore.. anyway sorry for not blogging these few days.. really tired... but was happy too.. my japanese is over!! with a great success.. woohoo....
07 August 2007
Going school alone as siangyee skipped lesson again >.<.. lol.. then carrying the heavy laptop around until the rehearsal time.. having a long and fun discussion.. on how the role play goes and the plot.. props.. etc.. anyway having great fun in the rehearsal.. i got a feeling by that time we sure can bring out the best.. cause i got great teammates... very late by the time we finished.. go home together with 1 of my teammate as she lived in woodlands too.. and same as me.. can take 969.. haha.. so we took together.. we had alot of topic to said.. this should be the first time and the last time we tok bus together and chat i guess.. haha.. anyway reach home le very tired.. head down and i cant get up le.. fall asleep only when the clock hit 3....
08 August 2007
Again went to school alone with the heavy laptop.. its seem i everyday bring laptop to school.. why alone.. cause siangyee lesson start at a later time... so cant go to school together... reach school le i keep sleep.. until rehearsal time.. this time is "full dress" rehearsal.. haha i just used 1 hour to memorise the script.. at first i though i cant.. but its turned out to be fine... and we had a number of times of rehearsal.. i really think we can be our best....
Seeing other people role play at class.. we basically think we can relax le.. cause we surely the best.. lol.. finally our turn.. we the last group.. haiz.. but lets start....
At first we got to restart.. cause i placed the laptop too close to teacher... lol.. teacher cant hear what we said... lol.. at first i will be a Singapore student came to japan visit a pen pal.. then when i reach japan.. i will played the sound of airport terminal.. and that time mabel will be throwing paper aeroplane which i folded. and i will start moving to kin chung.. but damn funny la.. mabel go throw the plane straigh head shot at xiaoming which just standing next to her.. she is 1 of my teammate.. i saw that scene.. i laugh until cannot stop.. the first 3 lines was totally in laughter... but luckily i managed to stop the laughter... haiz. -.- lousy me.. laugh so long...
Anyway next scene is at kin chung house.. of course i back to ownselves.. able to speak well.. we sit down and douglas asked me where i live in singapore.. and then we will be going to a flower viewing festival after a short discussion.. no problem up till here....
Next scene is we 4 went to flower festival.. then had bento.. which is japanese lunchbox.. here come xiaoming acted as kin chung friend.. then until night time..(just a few sec) we decided to go have dinner.. xiaoming departed.. here is ended with smooth play....
Last scene.. restaurant.. xiaoming is the waitress.. greeted us.. and we sit down have our order.. then the props brought out.. funny part.. we used a chinese stuff when we acting in japanese.. lol.. teacher also asked us.. haha.. then after mabel teached me a singapore student which shouldnt be done.. then we ended with gochisosama deshita.. a thanks you after finished our meal.. woohoo.. damn happy..
went back to our desk.. then teacher only talk about our group on how well we done.. and say especially mingfan-san and yukari which is xiaoming how well our japs is... i was surprised but happy.. and thats the end of our japanese class.. happy.... went home and played basketball with usual gang and went home sleep again.. this time is head down and fall asleep....
09 August 2007
keep sleep.. until 4plus.. cause was waiting qiaofeng calls.. but didnt come.. shouldnt have sleep so long since he didnt call.. haiz.. wasted like few hours which i could be playing or something.. read some comics to let me awake.. and so here i was blogging... days gonna be more free after tomorrow.. but before that i need to rush some small project.. finish it then i free le!! hahahah.. but study also need.. but at least thats not that stress.. haha.. i think this time i really can get more than 2As.. cause 2 A confirmed as these 2 is non-examable.. so wont scare fall asleep.. haha.. okay le la.. think should start work le.. so Fan Signing off.....
Ended the storytelling at -->5:55 PM
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Hi blog.. actually blogging while in the lesson.. bad hor.. doing such unrespectful stuffs to teacher.. but i really cant lsten his teaching.. by the way its tutorial.. but its just he is a new teacher which replaced my original teacher.. i like that teacher.. this teacher like.. haiz.. not that his not good.. but just not up to my standard i could listen attentively.. haiz.. i think i reallygonna dead for this semester.. haiz.. must study hard...
Anyway today is a very tiring days.. to be exact..these 2 days were be a tiring days.. like japanese role play and rehaersal.. later gonna stay back late.. since missed yesterday session.. haiz.. okay le la.. short post.. =D Fan Logging off.....
Ended the storytelling at -->10:09 AM
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Hi blog.. Today is a really tiring days.. cause got too many unexpected or didnt predicted stuffs happened.. of course i doesnt saying i can predict future.. but at least i could control.. but i made alot of mistakes.. until alot of changes from the orignal route of my day.. blur the whole day.. lets start what happened yesterday....
05 August 2007
At night.. leong came my house.. so i no need go to reeve house.. why he came? cause he need my internet connection.. well i dont mind.. so i let him come.. but in the end he cant do the project.. then he didnt pass up.. and so he spent a night at my house again.. this time in my room.. while i playing my game =D haha..
06 August 2007
Today morning.. wake up to see only me and leong in the house.. its 12pm by the way.. lol.. i slept at 5am.. so the late timing.. haha.. then actually planned to go by this time.. but leong asked for later timing.. in the end we dragged till 3plus then go eat lunch.. its late already.. but well.. should be okay i think.. so i still proceed with the planning.. saw 1 of my cousin at NSC.. haha.. good unexpected.. but.. another unexpected happened.. today NSC so crowded!! then i know le.. i sure late.. although the time still early.. so i said we can cancelled the rehearsal.. as predicted.. when i finished.. its already 5.30pm.. haiz.. lucky got chat with that cousin.. if not i bored to death.. lol.. by the way.. i allowd my laptop dropped 2 times!!!! ahhh.. damn sad.. haiz.. totally blur today.. haiz....
Another surprised stuffs.. cause this semester should be the semester i get to know more about my classmates.. i mean G607.. and actually recently.. alot of people which i didnt expect.. actually took their time to see my blog.. and tell me i should cheer up stuffs like this.. i was so happy.. ya.. maybe i care too much.. think too much.. thats why.. i will let myself more relax.. and try to be more open.. must have a cool smiling face =D.. haha.. okay le.. thats all for today post.. thanks for visiting.. tag more =D i am a daily blogger haha.. Fan Signing off.....
Ended the storytelling at -->8:14 PM
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Hi blog.. sorry for the long missing.. well.. actually really not my fault by the laptop.. i sometime really think i under a curse.. its like my laptop always can last 90 days of normal life and then spoilt.. this is the 5th time i reformat.. and this time is the worst case of all.. i cant back up the file i have and i got to erase all the memories.. regardless is music, files and pictures!! i was damn frustrated.. by well.. no choice.. so what the curse i saying about? okay.. whether is mere coincidence or what.. the Norton antivirus is always my laptop countdown life meter... when start to say going to expire.. my laptop behaving weird.. and when the deadline is closer up to around 10days.. whether its down or not.. its just depend.. sooner or later is what i could say.. haiz.. its 5 times in a row.. if some1 say its coincidence.. then.. i also nothing to say that person....
Of course.. my life arent going to be smooth.. all the things gone.. programmes gone.. expecially my projects.. need the microsoft office.. and the project works all gone.. i am doom i guess.. die....
Maybe later going reeve house do project.. using his laptop.. hope its going to be smooth.. i really sicked of my negative side of life.. sometime i think.. is there going to be hope for me to see the lucky side of my life.... Fan Logging off.....
Ended the storytelling at -->2:01 PM
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Wednesday, August 01, 2007
Heart tired.. Heart coward..
Hi blog.. i think i really very useless.. dont know why.. people depending on me.. yet i myself trying to stuff all the burdens without cared about whether i can take it anot.. now at home.. yet very tired.. thats also for yesterday.. so didnt blogged....
Yesterday.. was at school doing project instead of studying.. yet after i organised it.. i didnt lead it to a right path.. they doing other things.. which i should have prevented that.. but i didnt instead i go help them... so project meeting failed.. more worse.. i make someone cried.. cause i accidentally played a prank on her.. which actually not.. its just so accidentally.. of course i apologised.. yet this is the first time i cause someone cried.. especially female.. i really very sad that day.. guilty.. i think the only true me will be free of all this kind of troubles.. but i just cant turn back anymore... i wanna apologise sincerely again.. yet the coward heart i have.. cant speak out.. now i understand why its easy to say "thank you" but not for "sorry" although she forgave me... yet she not as close as before le.. well.. i mean i just destroyed all the effort i built up for a relationship to a better friendship.. i just felt that....
Today.. wanna say sorry again in the first lesson.. as usual met siangyee and reach school early.. then was very tired.. been having 3 sleepless days until yesterday.. dozed off.. and sleep straight 8 hours.. which i greatly regretted.. so many things never do.. now gonna rush it.. with a tired body... back to the subject.. wanna say sorry.. yet as i predicted.. she normally will say something.. this time dont have.. and i suddenly.. "swallowed" the words i want to said.. haiz.. lesson started.. i sleep.. all the way..
went to free access lab during break.. and met dennis.. he need help in comprog.. and just nice the lab i in is later the class he going to attend.. so i have a nice chat with him again.. but well.. as usual we need to separate again.. wanted to skip eaud tutorial.. but decided not to.. since qiaofeng still waiting for me....
Promised to go basketball.. at 7.30pm.. but late cause i meet up with siangyee and reeve and have alot of walking.. in causeway point and we had dinner at a small eatery house outside.. quite remote.. and crammed.. but the food nice.. so hack care.. then took bus to the basketball court... Hoped to met her in bus.. but as i expected.. do i really fall in love with her.. or just a temporary feeling..i not sure.. since fate didnt even let me have the chance when after i got the feeling.. and i got no courage.. this will sooner or later be a gone case.... haiz.. hack care now.. study important.. blog hopping time.... Fan Signing off.....
Ended the storytelling at -->12:11 AM
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