Sunday, December 30, 2007
Hi blog,
Today i just lost myself. Dont know why, my mind keep think so many useless stuffs. Making my mind gonna explode. I keep thinking why am i not being treated as a best friends to others.
Sometime its turned out to be i being left out in the crowd. But i know they not purposely. But how come i just keep think of that. Its true i like to be quiet. But i dont like it if people dont talk to me cause they got nothing to talk yet can talk with others so happily. Its suddenly made me think i been a failure.
I mean, i been with them so long. I treat them the same but recieved the difference. Haiz.. I know i know. Not i wanted to think like that but the brain i having letting me think this way.
I also realized another failure of me. I just cant concentrate, no matter is people talk to me; thinking some stuff; even in playing. My mind just keep think of other stuffs. Obviously its useless stuffs. I dont know what going with me. Although not that senile anymore but i am getting worse.
Just now at downstair having match with Sembawang CC team. I am doing the controling yet i cant concentrate. Its get worse when huat came. Its make me like the useless fellow in the team. I keep think i am useless then when got something to do i just couldnt react to it. Haiz.. Of course thats include the pain i recieved from my foot make me played so badly, but thats not a excuse. I know my abilities i know what i should do or capable but didnt. Its me...
I guess i just making myself useless. Think i need to go hibernate so my brain function well. Dont worry, not like going into darkness again want people to help. I just want to be more useful and trying to be more easy to approached but its really harder to do than say.
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Hi blog,
Yup, its gonna be over soon. The holiday sure is short, i did nothing special in this holiday at all!! All i planned didnt happened, thats so sad. Well, at least still have some fun of course. Like the malaysia trip, sure the best man..
Yesterday didnt blog cause my friends stayed at my house till 1am.. Lol.. They came my house again XD Derick, joseph and choon huat. Yesterday lucky raining no need go play basketball, cause my doctor told to rest since my skin is getting worse. Well, thats my fate..
Just wake up actually, its been ages i online before 9pm =X But i guess nobody realized it. Now i am alone in home. So boring, feeling hungry and i ate cup noodles. I think i wasting my life sia.
Tomorrow gonna be a real busy day. Cause in morning i need to rush to NSC cause its just halfday. Then a haircut by auntie winnie and lastly a project meeting with other teams at Tampines Mall. Lol.. Busy ehz..
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Saturday, December 29, 2007
Hi blog,
Missing for blogging again.. Cant blame me, the router really giving me real trouble. I so hate it, cant blog, cant surf net, cant play game!! Haiz.. But whats good? I borrowed comics book from derick to waste my time =D but finishing soon -.- Sianz.. Hope can tahan to the end of holiday. Lets talk about yesterday...
Yesterday went to Queensway Shopping centre to buy shoes, to be exact, a basketball shoes. Sianz.. All my shoes worn out, so sad.. Anyway i am late due to overslept. So got to treat them for a drink as a punishment. But i willing to cause they willing to accompany me. Derick and choon huat the 1 accompanied me to.
Went there we view all the shops to find the shoes that catch my attention. So in the end i bough a nike basketball shoes which cost $123. Not bad afterall.. But i further spent my money to 300+ cause got clothes. Cause huat want buy shirts then i got attracted to their nice design and i bought it -.- 2 set of shirt and pants cost me $200 >.< Haiz.. Spendthrift sia..
Anyway went back to woodlands and we played basketball. The shoes is nice but abit small cause i too fat >.< In the end hurt my foot. But i cant buy a bigger size cause its not because my foot are big but its fat. Too bad..
Today we watched 'I am Legend' by will smith. Not bad but not too good too. Maybe the action parts too little thats why. But lets start at the begginning..
Went to NSC instead of Queensway (Huat got the wrong sizes so need to go back change) for treatment. Then i meet them at dhoby ghaut. With kian came from marsling. Both side made me wait 30 mins plus at the platform there alone -.- Lucky both came around the same time so not that bad. Went to plaza singapura and watched the movie then back to woodlands for basketball.
But the light for the court dont know what happened, off at 9 -.- Made me totally fed up. we 8 reached woodlands so in the end didnt even played more than 40 mins. Freak the council.
Already not happy with their working style. Build thing build halfway then still so lousy. Thats why when i grow up i sure vote opposition party =D
okay le la, this has become a naggy post so i got to stop. Been busy play and play. School work didnt even start yet, but well thats should be my way =D
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Wednesday, December 26, 2007
Hi blog,
Early in the morning got to go school for some pratical lab which turned out to be a useless practical lab. Listened to some lectures then see some cells then go home le -.- Go so early for nothing. Dont want to talk about the details. >.<
Went to NSC by train after i realized i got an appointment today -.- Lucky when i almost board the 969 i remembered. Phew.. Reached home by 1 plus with 2 lunch boxes (Was so sweaty and tired or rather sleepy =P) Haiz.. wasted of times sia..
Derick and huat found it too boring to stay at home so come my house and play. Well, thats solved the boredness i gonna suffered later on. Good timing =D Then we went to eat KFC cause we are sicked of the foods in admiratly liao. Well stayed more than 10 years, cant blame ^^..
So sleepy liao, thats why my post seem abit weird, like very short or rather dull.. Haha.. Okay le la, time to get some sleep cause tomorrow going Queensway shopping centre to buy shoes =D My shoes all spoilt liao, must buy some nice and cool basketball shoes ^^
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Tuesday, December 25, 2007
Hi blog,
Ahh.. today is Christmas day!! Haha.. So here to say merry christmas to who visited my blog =D Quite tired now, cause considered just awake =X
But just feel so sad.. Cause Christmas yet i staying at home sleeping -.- But well.. Like daily activities for me during christmas. Nothing special, but wondering what to for the next few days.. Cause nobody going out liao.
Now i am free to be 'booked' yet nobody book me liao, last week got so many invitation yet so many clashes make me cancel here and there, now nothing le.. Argh.. Make me feel so bored now!!
Someone call me go out!!! >.<
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Hi blog,
Apologise for missing so many days again. These few days was like either reached home damn late or play game till non-stop mode.. Haiz.. When was my last blog? Its Thursday, yup.. its when i back from malaysia. How about the next day? About the badminton...
I missed it, cause dont know what happened to my body. Like sick but not really sick. Not really know how to explain, its like my whole body have no strength at all yet i look healthy. Can visualise? Well, thats not my objective =X Anyway, no choice i give up going. I even forced to cancel the movie trip the next day for the Warlord with poly friends cause of small fever that night.. So sad!! But that night i got go visit my dad. He was so happy, i am proud of myself to remember his birthday. Think we at least brighten his day up =D
Well.. My schedule now total messed up. In the end the weekends i was stucked in house play my PSP -.- with nobody asked me out at all.. Thus never blog. Grr..
Monday which is today was quite full. Played basketball at morning with a nose bleed in a start due ball smack on my face -.- Then total nose block which resulted in half stamina left >.< Lucky still played quite well but the matched ended with huat injury occured. This time its by me!! I first time led to people injury. Although its not a foul by both side, but he stepped on my leg while charge in which led to a slip since i moving backward too. No need visualise la. Lol.. Anyway.. lucky its not that serious so no need see doctor but these few days sure no basketball.
So tired now, 1 shot typed so much. Oh ya, these few days or even weeks my blog got problem. I guessed its alright now cause i did some adjustment which basically dont know what i meddled with =D..
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Thursday, December 20, 2007
Hi blog,
Sorry for the disappearing act. These few days i having serious network problem, I cant blog at all. Haiz.. But well, now seem better. After my trip to m'sia. =D
Yesterday went to msia to play with a bigger group this time =D Derick and Me the 'last timer', with joseph, leong and kian hui =D Lets see the trip...
Early in the morning, 7am we went to ICA to extend my passport. Cause they said i need to extend. So i blur blur followed them cause leong need to collect his passport, then joseph and derick wanted to change photo since the last photo they used is when they were 10 years younger. In the end.. all said need to renew passport and need 6 working days -.- Of course include the fees of $70.. Grr.. Wasted of my time come so early in the end we just waited 1 hour just for leong collection. So tired lor..
Went to custom and suddenly kianhui joined in. He that day 5am tell yeu then he coming too, then suddenly inform us he coming, so we waited him at the custom.
Meet at i yeu at msia custom and we went to a Kim Gary's restaurant and eat. Then went to another shopping center to watch movie. So cheap sia, just 2 plus i can watch a movie liao. But we went for bowling first for 4 games just spent about 5 plus same as the marina bay i always go for if i poor =D Watched the Warlord, quite nice =D but sad ending.. haha..
Went for dinner then go i yeu house play. We played our card games, we can keep played till 4 plus and i fall asleep while they watched a movie. Earliest to wake up since i slept the earliest, but just for 6 hours. Then they all slowly wake up by 10am.. Still.. play card games all the way to 3 plus. Then we start our bill sharing, cause we all shared all the bill but we let 1 person paid for it first. Like the lunch was paid by derick first and the bowling is by me. So after the counting, i spent RM63 which equal to S$28 =D Not bad since i played all the stuff which usually take up to 3 to 4 days of my life. Like watch 1 movie surely we used 1 day, cause its expensive in singapore. We took cab to msia custom and we made it back to SG..
Had our dinner at the old woodlands hawker center. Then we went home le.. So tired now, need to sleep liao. So thats all =D Hope i could blog often..
Tomorrow is my dad birthday, finally i solved the problem. A big relief.. Going for badmintom with dennis they all, hope its all smooth.
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Sunday, December 16, 2007
Hi blog,
Guess these few days i cant blog often, all because the network that dont know what happened just died on me often. How worse? Every website i clicked required at least a min to load. I didnt even include those required 5 mins to load. Its so freaking la. Just hope this stuff goes off fast enough...
Yesterday went to junction 8 to play arcade. Was invited by derick and joseph. Went up to meet them at admiralty then we go off. Huat was there too. Then we spent most of the time playing the basketball shooting game =X Wanted to watch movie but in the end changed to basketball..
So long never play, stamina dropped like siao. But performance still not bad. Phew.. So tired after the playing. But still cannot fall asleep then i keep play game till 3 plus then go sleep. Haha..
Today they went to botak jones to eat. I cant go cause ate already. Too sad, tonight got basketball so eager to go for it =D. Thats my baller side, its back! haha..
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Friday, December 14, 2007
Hi blog,
Finally >.< I can blog le!! And such good timing, i finished my exam too!! =D So happy.. 1 sentence to describe my term test.. The best term test i ever did!! Hehe..
Why i just used 1 sentence to describe? Cause i lazy to describe all five days =X Haha.. So tired, today so happy cause did well on my last subject. Such nice ending =D Nothing much afterward except went to ITAS to have a cup of tea and then go home together with qiaofeng.
So bored, guess missed out too much cant blog in 1 shot. Just remember, i did well in term test =D
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Sunday, December 09, 2007
Hi blog,
Cool.. I been missing for alot of days. Why? Tired from studying, these few days was busy studying which is impossible. But well, its feel good that i might get good score for this term test by not luck =D. Okay.. here the quick summary of special stuffs happened..
Met desmond koh and felicia chin at design school at thursday, of course not talking. Just see, but its quite near cause i was queueing at the stall they filming. What variety show? The dont know what food hunt at polys. Whats bad? I got caugh in camera just because i have no idea they shooting the queue while my friend dodged without telling me -.-. Can catch me on next tuesday probably, i mean next next tuesday >.< I hate that feeling -.-.
Keep studying in project and study room for three consecutive days. Been teaching people using the whiteboard at project room. I am like teacher which i am not good at.. haha.. Then yesterday went out with dennis's cousin for the first time with yvonne and his friends. What lead to this scenario? Cause yesterday i wanted to stay longer to study and yvonne then willing to stay back with me while dennis and layteng ran away >.< Then when we finished our dinner after i studied for so long we met up with Nicolas and his friends and so i had my crazy trip with them for first time. Ate at burger king, of course yvonne and i not eating. But we still full, cause we laugh too much till we full =D That night i reached home by near 10.
Today have my first test, life science, which i did quite well. Met up with qiaofeng and jolin for lunch and went back home to let siangyee and chee leong come my house study. Studied for 1 subject now BCS so means i can have no worries about my 2nd test =D
Sianz, planned to have short post turned out to be quite long =X Sorry ahz.. My habit. Might not be blogging for the rest 6 days. Might be only =D
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Tuesday, December 04, 2007
Scary experience.. Bubble tea...
Hi blog,
Today such an interesting day I had today. Having bubble tea at places i never go before and learnt some interesting area i never know. Haha.. But i learnt something about me today, quite scary experience i had today..
Today morning I really late for the morning meet up =X Poor siangyee waited me for 20 mins.. Think is the medicine i ate cause it. Made me so tired.. Reach school as usual, always the first in the class =D
The BCS felt great, cause i know the project going well and maybe more better if i worked harder. Here the scary experience, i fall asleep in lectures and i continously dreamed 3 different dreams about my classmates. But that 1 not scary, its strange. Cause I am the kind sleep with no dream at all. So when i had dream is like miracle. But what scary is i realized i am able to listen to lessons while i having dream!!(Exact details i dont wanna disclosed cause you wont believe anyway and its seem so scary to me) The dreams is so real that even when i wake up, everything is blurred all the way until i and layteng with shuhui reached I@Zone in TP.
I stayed with them cause i was requested to.. But in the end the request changed to another -.- So we went for bubble tea in the end. Having fun conversation with layteng and shu hui, found out a bookshop just above the Prime supermart, walk to far away to buy bubble tea and we 3 stand at the shop to drink finish the bubble tea. Buy some snack and went back to school bus stop. Sent off them i went back to library and wait for siangyee.
Reached home early cause siangyee was tired by his nerd bag =X haha.. Okay la, the scary experience i guess just awhile probably by tomorrow i forgot about it le =D haha.. Got to sleep le, the medicine taking its effect liao can have good sleep =D
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Monday, December 03, 2007
Hi blog,
Argh.. Tired from all the bus and train trip. Almost dozed off while standing in train. But well, happy that i could meet Reeve which been MIA from my visions for months. Haha.. Well start the day with a 'Late'
I late for my lecture cause being held up by the appointment at NSC. So sad and all because i overslept just awhile make such different. Oh well.. Meeting with layteng for lunch and i thought its with the gang. I never know its just her, damn guilty for making her stuffed herself with breads.
For dont know what reason i felt sicked during the lectures, best medicine for it? Sleep the whole lesson =D Felt great after waking up for next lecture. Went to have dinner with layteng to make up for missed lunch appointment. Then accompany her to buy bubble tea at a place i dont know how its spelt =X Well, sort of she accompany me cause i still need to wait for siangyee who generously willing to accompany me to collect my medicine at NSC. Have a long long chat with her by standing in the midst of open space with me leading on a lamp post. =D
Have a long long trip of 2 buses to go NSC this time instead of 518. Reached there by 7 and we decided to pick up Reeve from his workplace after my collection. But its seem we went early so i and siangyee went to popular and browse the book. After a long wait here he came. Went back to Admiralty by train, and here the point which i reached the stage that i keep yawned and almost dozed off.. Ate MAC and we went home.
So tired now and here I have to prepare for the next school day. Told siangyee when we went separate way "Not to be late!" But i guessed that should be his lines =P
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Saturday, December 01, 2007
Hi blog,
Now typing this post with no strength at all, was totally tired out. Haiz.. But still, i enjoyed my day. Studying hard and played hard =D
Today played badminton with Dennis, Layteng and ZunZun with an audience Yvonne.. haha.. Played very well i guess i did, cause i can feel it. The feeling of getting back my skill. Hehe.. Then go study after having lunch at dinner. But was a total disaster when going back school when the gastric pain acted up. They noticed it just because looked pale -.- I just dont want people to get worried about me. Since the pain wont kill me then shouldnt bothered about it in the first place. But the main reason is i know i can recover in short while so just dont like people worried about that. But maybe i was wrong, they looked not happy about me acting strong.
Sorry guys, its might be a phobia for telling the truth. I shall not disclosed the reasons now. Sorry..
Anyway as predicted its gone after i sit down at the study area we said want to. Then i slowly recover my strength and finally i success. I become a teacher for that day just because i am better at BCS -.- But well, able to help people is so fun =D In midst having the pain again what good is its just short while..
Had dinner with Dennis and have abit long conversation. As usual with him our conversation never stopped. This kind of friendship are so nice. The most wanted in my list =D
Okay really too tired liao, cant think up the rest of the stuff. I went home and knocked off due to exhaustion. Maybe the pain too up too much of my strength, luckily didnt happened during the badminton =D
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