Sunday, February 24, 2008
Hi blog,
Oh man.. This is real bad. I have every shouldnt be happening stuffs all happened on me!! I am sick, haven studied yet and camera spoilt!!
These few days or to be exact, this whole week i been suffering flu, haven even recovered and today morning wake up to discovered i got a fever -.- How could this be happening before the day of exam! I haven studied much due to the flu. I said i studying well, but doesnt mean the quantity.. That is so bad..
What make it more worse? My bro camera spoilt and I am the last one used it!! Sianz.. My bro sure angry if i told him and might forbid from using again cause last time spoilt also because i am the last 1 touched it and he scolded me for nothing..
Sianz.. I am feeling bad now with the flu and dizzy spell. Tomorrow is really a doom day. Die also must go to the exam hall. I have spent so much time to get good grades i cant lose.. Yes. I CANT!! Hope my body could last me another week. Just 1 more week will do...
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Saturday, February 23, 2008
Hi blog,
Now then start to study, as usual I always waste my time on useless stuffs. Haha.. But never mind, if i start studying more than 2 days before exam. Thats not me already.. Haha..
Anyway, who say i cant study at home. I can!! haha.. I called siangyee to come my house to study cause i not feeling well to go out. Well.. its a stupid flu causes me feel so lethargic. But i studied quite well, so its proven something. I actually can study anyway just that i need a friend to study with me!! =D
Haha.. Now I blogging because siangyee just left and obviously means i cant study anymore =X Hahaha.. blog till here.. =D
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Thursday, February 21, 2008
Hi blog,
Today is such an memorable day.. I met up with my primary school friends and met my Best teacher of my life =D
Today i almost late, cause i was concentrating on some stuff that i forgot the time lihui meeting me for. As she just lived opposite of my house. So we 2 meet up first.
Went to causeway point and meet up with edmund and benjamin. Then we got Genevieve to fetch us. She got her license.. So cool and envy. I also want to get 1 but no car for me to drive so i give up the idea..
Okay back to subject. We bought 16 pieces of KFC and went to Mrs chiang house. Woot.. Her house was big.. Well.. Its my first time visit her, so i represent on behalf of them and greet Mrs Chiang.. She dont recognised me until i said out my name.. =D Well.. i changed alot in appearance, cant blame.
We chatted on alot of things, we still have fun with her grandchildrens.. Haha.. Kids are so adorable. Kind of envy them.. But i still like the state i am in now =P
What so bad about this gathering? Too little people!!! Only 5 of us.. what the heck.. Well benjamin said he will be organising again.. So lets see how then.. haha..
Actually nothing much to say about this gathering, cause i was the last to be found in the group. Thus the bond between me and them arent strong, therefore not much conversation for me to join. Too bad.. Hope they make more gathering and hopefully they took the initiative to pull me in the conversation =D
Speaking of gathering.. How much gathering I lacked of.. The 5A1!! The most important gang i have in the life. Yet.. Why we cant have it? Well.. 1 reason.. Cause all busy -.- What the heck.. we all in polytechnic, how the hell no time. My primary school friends have already graduated and have jobs. Yet they still have time..
I guess its just they lacked of the motivation of holding the friendship. Should i do the job? hmm... I dont know.. I am kind of busy too.. haha.. But i will see about that =D
Exams coming.. I still slacking.. Haha.. Thats all folks =D
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Wednesday, February 20, 2008
Hi blog,
Freak.. I am lagging in the schedule liao. I am studying in such an inefficient way. Sad..
Today as planned, we went to RP to study again. But this time add 1 Reeve. Although we keep being disturbed by him, but he is not the main reason for lagging. But its i cant concentrate.. I am compiling a note for a module by using a day. That is so slow!! Freak liao.. This is the first time i wanted to study, but things appearing to be like the same for as those previous semester!!
I must break the chain!! =X Haha.. look like i am blogging and replying myself in the same time.. Never mind..
Tomorrow is a rest day. Cause being invited to visit my primary school teacher. Mrs Chiang, she is my favourite teacher of all time. She the one who encourage me to study despite my state at that time. Although i disappointed her after i go into Express then drop to Normal Acad. But still need to visit her. Cause that time I am the only 1 gone missing. haha..
Okay, thats all for today. Hope tomorrow is a smooth day.. =D
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Tuesday, February 19, 2008
Hi blog,
I think i now cant daily blog le. In past i was a Comp addict.. Must on the comp and online then feel better. But now, i cant dont online for couple days, thus never blog. Maybe tireness was 1 of the reasons too =X
Now is study week, mostly should be doing my own study. But as usual i cant study alone, so i need a study buddy. Hehe.. got the Siangyee.. =D
We went to Rp to study, cause really too good to study. Quiet then can make noise. The best le, still got free aircon. =D
Okay la, today didnt wasted too much time. Well-spent after all..
Nothing much happened.. So i also dont know what to blog. Hope got fun stuffs happened tomorrow, cause we going to do the same thing again.. Hehe...
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Saturday, February 16, 2008
Hi blog,
Today ahz, i actually slept for a total of 18 hours.. Haiz.. Though today got go study, then I saw layteng message said today she overslept so not going to study. What the >.< After that I hang up i go sleep. 6pm then wake up =X For goodness sake, i slept at 11am wake up at 6pm. Siao liao..
Exam coming soon, but i didnt study anything at all. Dying liao.. Never, still got more than 1 week =X Haha.. Was asked to go play basketball but i cant due to my skin. Yesterday my skin was going for a bad state. My back and shoulder was badly scratched. 1 touch could made me scream, then really alot people smack my back when i was in that state -.-. OF course i didnt told them about my skin. Haiz.. hope tomorrow can be well and go for basketball =D
So bored, i hate staying at home and sleep my day off. Weird is it? To me I just like to stay outside. Haha.. As long is outside i feel more comfortable than i at home. Well, why do i think like this? Cause my house always empty, Thats why..
Well.. time to stop. I need to go think up of a schedule which will make me study everyday. If not i gonna failed again!!!!
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Friday, February 15, 2008
Hi blog,
Finally, I reached the final stage of the semester. Its study week now, today so busy in the morning, then so slack in the afternoon.
Morning got MCT interview. Done badly.. This lecturer already a bad standard to me, then the interview of course more worse. Haiz.. Asked questions other lecturer wont. What the heck. I am okay, but not for my friends. Haiz.. Went to free access lab finish the rest of the stuffs and time for TopTable =D
Sad case, Huiying cant serve me cause i sit in a wrong station. But never mind, we still have alot of funs. Qiaofeng and He cheng first time go, enjoy more about funs than the food -.- But never mind, laughter very important =D
Went to meet up with Dennis and Layteng and we went to Ang Mo Kio to play pool. We took 2 bus to reach there, in the meanwhile we all fall asleep. Lol.. We occupied the back row then only 3 people. =X I didnt initiate that, i sit at the corner so not my fault =P They should thanks me, cause i seldom fall asleep in bus and always been a light sleeper. So I able to wake them up in time.. Hehe..
But i am saddened.. >.< Cause i being bullied by the Duo in Pool!! Wa lao, they scheme me!! Sad.. I lose totally.. Haha.. But we have alot of fun and is so cheap. No heartbleed =D
So blur le, think so long never relax my brain le.. So i should stopped here, as you might noticed that i express my experience today very weird. =X
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Thursday, February 14, 2008
Pain and tireness has catch up..
Hi blog,
Sorry for the missing during these few days. The reasons why is as what i state in the title. Gastric pain has been a daily issues now. I think i really got some problem with my gastric now.
All these 4 days i been suffering serious gastric pain. Still got 1 day need Dennis they all to accompany me till late night as i cant walk.
Everytime reached home its already in a 'dead' state. What more worse? I got to bring laptop everyday for this week. Thats why i was lazy to take out the cable to use laptop then put back again.
I also dont know why all these happening. People asked me why dont go see doctor. Well.. I also hoped to, but money is a issues. Of course time is another issues. I dont even have time for my skin treatment, needless to say my gastric.
I now at school blogging, haiz.. Tomorrow still need to bring laptop too, today already very troublesome. Got the MCT and Laptop to carry, like i going home after market. Zzz.. Okay le.. I will blog till here.. Dont worry, my blog will never die unless i am dead =D
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Sunday, February 10, 2008
De-stress and Work finished..
Hi blog,
These few days missing, got reasons de. I went for a de-stress trip and a job finisher. Haha.. Tired sia, but at least both mentally and physically are released.
Yesterday went to Wild Wild Wet invited by Joseph with Chee Leong, Lyesia, Choon Huat and Xuan Yi.
Played like crazy, swim like wild, drown like nobody business. Haha.. Cause think only Lyesia the rest was first timer. So we all excited try all the things. Only 1 thing make me dont dare to play more than 2 time. Forgot the name but its very thrilling, the thing which push you down from a height and let you slide up and down. Lol.. Never mind the explanation.. Haha.. We played until 7 then come out then we eat mac then go home le.
Today went to watch the CJ7 with Dennis and Layteng. The movie very hilarious and touching too. First time STEPHEN CHOW movie got touching part. I think STEPHEN CHOW this movie everything first time. Haha..
Went to RP afterward to do project. I finished the BMS project, so happy. Here hope Layteng and Dennis could finish theirs too =D So tired afterward cause I was forced to play catching in RP -.- Cause i bullied Layteng =X Lol.. Barefooted run around the area, cause its carpet floor. Lol.. We 3 in the end all sweating profusely.
Went back to Causeway Point eat dinner then went home le. I took 969 with Layteng and I happened to met my Big Bro friends. Lol, he know me cause he is my brother's buddy. Haha..
Just watched finish I Not Stupid 2, think going to sleep afterward. No more project bothered me le ^^
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Friday, February 08, 2008
Hi blog,
I thought this year is an 'ang bao'less year, cause my mom not planning to go any relative house. Then plus my Dad stuffs, i already have a BIG headache. But.. today went to my grandmother house and we collected few ang bao. Quite lucky, next we went to my Dad working place.
As i predicted, i being reprimanded for not coming early to help out and not calling to ask whether he is 'dead' anot. I dont know what to say lor, i am here stress like hell and he dont even know what going on just keep say and say and say. But ya.. I really is wrong for not calling at least once in a month.
No matter what, he still my dad. I should at leasr do my least part of concern. I dont want to get stress by all these anymore. Time for relax, thanks to joseph invitation to Wild Wild Wet. Hope i can fully recharge and chiong for my study!! =D
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Thursday, February 07, 2008
Hi blog,
Today not feeling well. I can sleep all the way from 10.30pm yesterday to today 7pm. What the heck la.. I wanted to send CNY greetings to my friends become my friends sent me greetings. I also dont know why i just cant feel good today. I just feel damn sad, not a chinese new year mood at all. Maybe cause we didnt visit any relatives today.
I just found out its not my grandmother called to ask us go her house. I heard wrongly, its just my mother think we should go visit her. Sianz.. Which mean i today actually can go visit my dad!! Yet, i been sleeping all the way. Sorry dad..
I just opened my phone and noticed 1 miss call from dad yesterday when i fall asleep. I didnt pick up which mean.. He sure misunderstood think i purposely dont want to pick up. I dont dare to call back scare he scolded me. I didnt know what to do next.
Tomorrow also got no confirmed activities, i dont know what the heck to do. I haven discussd with big bro yet. Why the heck i need to suffer all the stress brought by my families. I have my own stuff to handle yet i need to do all these meeting and planning. Its new year now, why i cant just enjoy myself. Knowing i cant get any ang bao already made me damn sad. Now with these...
AHHHHHHH... I just want to sleep all the way till monday PLEASE!!! Not feeling well now. Keep thinking of sleep. Not say not well till the extend cant go out. Just dont feel good.. I hate myself now...
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Wednesday, February 06, 2008
Hi blog,
Stress and problems. We cant avoid these, dont even say its wont affect us. All my fellow best friends were seriously being affected. I of course 1 of it, being affected by their moods. But something disturbed me even more today...
Last few days i went to play basketball. Was so cool, my best de-stress method. Whats good? I can win!! Feel so good, of course my body got an after effect.. My legs are in pain. Haiz..
Today i didnt even catch a proper sleep. I only sleep for 1 hour then i went for school le. Well, Layteng asked for help over the BMS so I helped her as well for myself over the late night.
Morning reached school is already in a dead state. Cant even get up, by the time i get up. I already saw the poor layteng totally disturbed by the PMNGT. I wanted to help, but she dont let. After the lesson ended, she just leaved the room without even talked to anyone. I guess thats more worse than the last time i did that when my project got into trouble.
So what about mine? I recieved a phone call from dad in the middle of my lesson. He actually asked me and my brothers to go tomorrow to help out at his coffee shop! Cause we already planned to go my grandmother house which is my dad's mother house. Then the lunar 2nd go his workplace. He actually angry when i said those planning. Said what I cant live without mom, i dont care about my dad, Grandmother is not important etc.. Its all bullshit lor. More worse is i cant get angry cause he is my DAD!! Not i planned to go grandmother house but its grandmother herself called to invite us!! My mom said dont even want to visit any relative. I was so unhappy with the words my dad used on me. But i cant scold and neither get angry.
Totally disturbed by the asking already. In the end my dad frustrated said up to me then hang up.
"Dad.. Not that I dont care you.. But its you didnt cared about us in the begginning. I already not used to chat with you already. You leaved us when i was sec 1. How am i supposed to link back the kinship when you didnt put in effort to.."
I agreed, partially also my fault. I dont have the courage too. But dad should tried more than me. I dont know how to say le, its his fault yet i cant get angry. In the end i got to feel the sadness which i shouldnt felt it. Why am i so sensitive to all these. And why i always need to make decision for my family!!! I just third child in the family, not the biggest!!
I was totally engulfed by all the emotion that i was biting and inflicting pain by punching the walls and table. How foolish am I. But luckily i got all those nice friends that i cant afford to continue glum. I rather do it at home.
I cant share the problems with them cause they have all the works to stress about. Unlike me which have done everything. All i can do for them as a friends is smile and play jokes with them. Thats also 1 way which i can temporary leave all my problems behind and think up a solution which benefit both parties.
Getting noisy is already 1 of my way to relax and to play with my friends...
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Sunday, February 03, 2008
Hi blog,
Today my shopping spree activated >.< Lol.. But today everythings out of order.. Haha.. lets see....
Today wake up damn late. To be exact, is overslept seriously. Sianz.. Was planned to wake up at 8am, in the end wake up at 1.30 -.- Then i still dily daly do my preparation. Wanted to print some paper but nobody can! Until the fourth people which is kian hui which lived in Marsling. Haiz.. Then still dily daly again to reach there. -.-
I actually asked Justine to pass me something!! LOL.. Planned to meet her in morning de wor.. So whats the time i wake up? Plus all the grandmother time i took.. Its already 3.10pm by that time =X
"Sorry ahz Justine."
She told me next time then collect cause she got something on at 4pm which at that time I still at Woodlands. So after that call, i straight away change track to 969. Go Tampines straight away.
But reached there too early, then i go walk around for 30 mins and sit down for 1.5 hours.. Haiz.. Getting dizzy le by the time Layteng reached. I met her cause she wanted to learn MCT, so there i teached her for 1 hour. But this trip lead to an activation...
An activation of Shopping SPREE!! -.- Spent total of 133 dollar!! Heart Bleed >.< LOL.. But well, its well spent, so its okay =X
Now I am crapping with Dennis and Layteng over MSN.. So stopped here =D
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Saturday, February 02, 2008
Hi blog,
These few days was too tired to blog. Everyday reached home after 11pm.. Haiz.. But well, its worth my time cause i doing things which will made me happy which is.. Relieve others from their stress =D
These few days staying in library to help Layteng group and Dennis group to do MCT. The only project which they used a term 'genius' on me -.- But well, I just like the part which they felt happy when I helped them solve the problems. What about my project? Long ago finished =P Haha.. Thats why got the time for them... Haha..
Today also go help Dennis again at RP =D With Yvonne and Adriel. Haha.. Crazy la they all. Haha.. Cause bascially all not from north. So.. Except Dennis which i bought him to RP before, practically Adriel and Yvonne was very surprised about the facts i telling them about Causeway Point and RP. Haha..
Finished their project then Yvonne stayed back a little bit longer to wait for her boyfriend while Adriel went back first. Dennis and Me keep play game and relaxed =D Went back to Causeway Point to have dinner end up Take Away at Long John Silver cause all places fully occupied -.-
Planned to go Joseph's house after dinner end up Take Away.. Haha.. So long never see Joseph cause his knee injured seriously. More serious than my thumb, its was said its his ligament. Of course dont know what is it but get the meaning.. Haha.. 3 months cannot play basketball (Actually 2 months but 1 more month added due to his mom) Haiz..
Went to his house to collect PSP games cause I knew its gonna be a boring stay in my own house. Haha.. Collected quite an amount of games, then went back at 10.30 haha..
So tomorrow its gonna be another boring day. Dont know is going out to teach Layteng MCT or go buy ingredient and cook the first time as a trial =D
Haha.. The end of my story for today =D
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